hollla!!!
went sentosa today.. (: but seriously, sentosa has never been so boring, nothing to do and...dry....
didnt even manage to go into water today ); due to nature constraint everything was so dull... no frisbee even!! what is this!! but, den the girls, me audd peiwen and valerie decided to take internal loci of control ^^ ( see! this prove that i listen in mob).. we tram-ed around siloso and stopped at the round-about loop... where those big big S.I.L.O.S.O letters are.. and cam-whored!! wohooo!! super fun!! ^^ until the guys called us back... awww.. but the day at sentosa turned out rather fun...


headed over to somerset.. had a hard time searching for a place to eat.. and finally settled at villa'ge.. mmmmm~~ the grills are yummy ^^ and very fulling~~ played zhong ji mi ma at the end of the dinner... all the bo chap gang all tio forfeit which is eating this spoonful of fish and veggie with alot alot alot of salt and pepper!! *grimace*


AND CHONG HAN WAS DARN HILARIOUS!!!!!!! ^^ he's the lady's man of the class!!! ^^ and valerie was keeping her grip too strong on him! hah! funneh~~ and dont mess with valerie! seen the violent side of her when she tortured kelvin... wahaha!!



CHRISTMAS LIGHTNING IS OUT!!! nice nice nice!! the faint royal blue gives christmas an edge up in its festive mood~~ seeing the beautiful lightings make all troubles fade away~~ ^^

speaking of which.. i think i can let things go now.. i noe my friends can keep me accompany... having fun with them always manage to push away the troubles i have in mind... (:

feeling so much better now~~~

-loves and kisses-
felina

i should stop feeling sad for her. there's so much things worth being happy about~~

im sleep-deprived. yet again. ):
i estimated that total amount of hours of sleep i got this week is less den 20. and if i use normal rate of sleep a normal person should get (8 hrs), I HAVE BLEEDINGLY LESS DEN HALF SLEEP DEN I SHOULD HAVE!!

this is prolly the reason why im procastinating my bloggin duties. aside from the previous post. i think everything will be better now. it seems like. but idk.

erm. i guess the last post was kind of a suprise to some people, especially sabby n all.. sorry for not telling you guys.. should have. but it happened so long ago now and it's all over now~ sorry for making you guys worry

and ling,baobei, audd too.. scared u guys the other day.. haha.. sorry.. and thanks for all the advices.

anyways! back to blogging proper.. since i have procastinate my blogging duties for a few days already, this shall be a very very long post~~

oohh!! let me release all my grieves first!!
1. it seems like my family isnt going to let me sleep in peace );
first my dad, den my sis, den even the dog joined in. god, where's justice in the world??!!

2. bleeding firefox.
with all the installing updates and all.. den now, it just went mental on me. and i had to use internet explorer.. which is slow and laggy ):

3.my rooms return back to its sty conditions.
makes moving around and finding things kind of difficult now. all thanks to my mood these few days i have no mood to clean the mess. which i will do so. soon after i blog

4.credit
yea. and i owe alot of people $$ ); i want my pay!

thats about it. my grieves. tho i noe there's more, but currently, i couldnt think of any else

okk.. let me first blog about yesterday, wednesday

itab was boring. as usual. mob was oso boring. and i got this computer mahjong game from siewhoon and played it during itab. hah! i have to do something to kill boredom so as to not fall asleep.

and uncle lai was showing some sadistic and gruesome videos. and he said that he actually enjoyed them. mental i tell you.

den mob. wasnt in the mood at all. was reading someone's blog. and i cant believe i feel so sad for her.. ): someone shoot me.

after classes have end, me audd journeyed to imm to meet yiling to run thru crs again. ate macs and while waiting for baobei, we continued reading the blog and i continued to feel sad for her. dont ask me who and why.

boonyen came and we got down to discussion proper, with the usual joking around and laughing. but overall, we were focused ((:

arnd 5, we bus-ed to choa chu kang. long ride. but too fast to complete my breakdown. was thinking so many stuffs yesterday, kinda tiring and mind boggling. thank god for audd, boonyen and yiling.^^

waited for yiling at lot 1 while she went home to get $$. side track for awhile: we are so so going to save $$!! okk.. back...was still feeling blue, but with the company of boonyen and audrey, i felt so much better. no. this is an understatement. i went over normal to high.. laughing at almost everything. even the money changer. hah!
and dere was power rangers then! hahas!! my next fav childhood show beside captain planet. and duh. looneytunes series. hah!

it was still drizzling when we boarded the bus heading towards night safari. laughed really hard when we imitated out our lecturers and tutors. our fav was veronica and dckk.. haha!!

when we got down the bus, we were uber high and were really friendly with the guys at night safari. no. not the animals. the keepers or whatever they are called.

and im telling you, carrying a laptop and books and going to night safari after school was never attempted before in my entire life. not that i wanna do it again. it's fatal ):
especially the situation was worsen by the drizzle and we dont want to waste $$ on the tram.
resulting not able to see some animals that we wanted to see.. but with foot, we can see much more and really experience the nature.

AND I WAS SUPER UBER BRAVE LA!
hahas.. yiling and boonyen n audd were super scared of the dark and when we walked thru the dark areas, i was the one at the front all the time.. ^^ AND MIND YOU, BRAVE DOES NOT EQUAL TO BEING MANLY OR MASCULINE!! ); what perved idea of the term "brave" do you have!

but it was really fun and exhilirating!! just venturing around, with no idea where the path will lead us to. just have to follow our instincts and all. fun!

man!! i cant wait for zoo next saturday!
hahas!!

watched the animal show n decided to cab back to the east. and slept all the way back. was so tired. did crs and just when i was abt to sleep, i recieved tt call.. and i shant go into tt again.

den comes today!!
crs was fine. tho all of us had jitters and all.. boonyen lost her lapp.. shit whoever who took it );
slept thru econs. skipped mob. came home. blog for awhile and slept. and now alive n kicking(not really) and chatting online. deciding shld i go sentosa tmr.. kinda moody now. so it depends i guess..

okk.. enuff! this shld be a long enuff post to make up for my procastinating~~

-love and kisses-
felina

he said:
HE left for Melbourne just now around 8pm. HE didnt want us to tell you that HE was back in singapore since last month so HE got us to lie to you that he will be coming back this week. HE wanted to leave you a note but HE thought you wouldnt read it, so HE got me to tell you this.
HE told me to tell you, today is the day he first met you. he couldnt believe how fast time have past. HE wanted you to know how wonderful to be able to spend those 2 month plus together with you. HE wished it could be longer but like you always say, somethings are too late for regret. Although HE didnt want to, HE couldnt force you to stay when you didnt want to. This time when HE came back, HE dont know when is he coming back again. HE wanted to meet you,even as a friend, but knowing you, HE say you will feel awkward and guilty. So HE left without meeting you. But HE wants you to know, that was the best 2 mths of his life, and HE cherished all the good and bad times. HE also want to say goodbye and take care and sorry for not saying a proper goodbye.
felina, i dont think HE wants you to know, but, HE saw you that day you were sitting at a bench reading your notes in your afterwork attire(just like last time) at parkway. HE said to me, that's felina, innocent at the same time, serious., the very thing that i love about her the most. and HE said HE dont have to worry about you now, since you looked like you moved on and enjoying life. Recently, HE somehow got hold of your blog address.. HE was at my house when he read your blog. i saw HIM being sad and moody for quite awhile, but later smiled to himself, and said to me, at least she had moved on, enjoying her life now, and oh, she may have someone she likes now. i dont have to worry about her and should move on too..


i dont know what to say
my whole mind went numb
everything happened too fast.
i couldnt react to it then.
the aftereffect came when i cried myself to sleep after that

to HIM if he's reading this:
what i can say now is that im sorry
that in the end, things couldnt work out
and thank you for those times too
please take care
and i also want you to know
you are really an awesome guy
so, this is goodbye
and when i look back at this memories
i will smile and laugh the way you always made me
for i know there was once a upon a time


drained and numbed
felina

IM BACK!!! was tired from work yesterday so didnt really blog.. except the poem i wrote for audrey. all from felina's production~~ ^^ be grateful u insolent brat!! hahas

lemme see.. i shall blog about monday first~~

poa was cancelled and econs was moved forward.. sin mun wah especially sacrificed his lunch break to accommodate to us.. AINT HE NICE?!! yiling may probably disagree with this too.. BUT I LOVE YILING MORE~~((:

yiling and boonyen had the sudden craving for oyster omelet.. and i was touched by their understanding, by going to bugis eat.. yiling..gramps noe u have to travel alot.. baobei too ); thanks man!! and audrey you too.. cheer up soon again.. took some neoprints.. hahs.. long time since i last took.. hahas.. actually just last mth.. ^^

as usual, lunch was filled with much merry and laughter.. exploits of yiling and well thoughts pranks by baobei.. WAHAHAS!! the thought of it all really makes me roll on the floor and laugh.. haha ((:

soon after settled down at starbucks and did some run thru for the speech and i had to run off to work.. heard some gossips and bitching yesterday.. which i didnt join in.. congrats felina.. ^^ sales were competitive but it was much better den my former working place.. which is UGH~~

so so so tired la! ): den at the mrt control station i was approached by a weird granny... she is just queer and all.. kinda lazy to explain everything...blah blah blah.. mrt-ed and bus-ed home and thank god im able to find seats during the rides home...

reached home.. and my mum left dinner for me.. which is ALOT!! i couldn't eat finish all.. not even half.. but thank you mummy~~ loveya ((:
talked on the phone with audrey over some things.. sometimes it makes me feel that did i make the right choice concerning some matters.. but.. kinda late to think about it now.. so people, cherish what u have ):

chatted online with the usual fews.. until 3am in the morning.. when i really decided to go sleep. otherwise i will look pale and tired the next day.. which my mum sae i do when i came home yesterday.. which i did...

which led me to TODAY!! TUESDAY!!~~ wohohoho

gems was boring .. ); i prefer the games and role playing.. hahas.. it was more engagement.. i was so sleepy due to look of sleep and now this.. and ideas was worse.. i have no idea what the teacher was on about.. something about thinking hats and different colours-each has its own meaning.. 0.0

was feeling really tired and lethargic during lunch.. didnt eat much just fruits.. healthy living people~~

audd left after lunch and my mood is worsened when i face the prospect of sitting thru hours of lecture.. was already sooo moody and sian.. and my tiredness didnt help at all.. maybe only in making me feel worse.. and i thought i was coming down with a fever thanks to sleeping late and being caught in the rain ( small tho) and the labs were like cold~~~ and for some reasons.. i was thinking about him while i listened to ipod throughout the pacc and stats lecture while resting my head and sleeping on the table... and the same thing happened like the other time i listened to so close on my hp.. ):
forced myself to rest and sleep and not think so much.. and smsing hoonie and audd and others did help keep mind off things..

den as planned.. me n hoonie skipped econs lect to meet kathy and all.. den by den.. i was feeling better and more charged up.. AND I WAS KICKING AND ALIVE IN NO TIME~~ dat was happened whenever i meet up with them ((: you guys were, are will be love~~ ^^

almost all 8 of us were dere.. except weili and trissa..

gosh.. it was so fun and wonderful to fool around with the juniors and the 3 seniors at Kathy's ah ma house.. so darn fun!!! all the goofing and yakking abt different things.. ^^

oh!! altho it's not really official yet and everything..but we decided to give it a shot at trying to build guides up~~ and im up for it.. ((: jiayou everyone!!

oh.. we took some really nice photos dere and i shall post some now!!



ALL BUT MISSING WEILI AND TERESA~~

me and siow qin~~

me and cassie~~


yups.. that's it..

talk tmr~~ night safari tmr night!!

-loves and kisses-
felina

this is specially dedicated to AUDREY ONG LI JUAN!

to my darling, brother, nu'er, partner-in-crimeS, and whatever incest relationship we have~~

just so you know

when you need me
just so you know i will be here for you anytime you call on me
be it early in the morning or late at night

when you feel weary and tired
just so you know you can lean on me
cause you gave the same when i was at my lowest

if you feel burdened or pressured
just so you know you can vent your frustration on me
cause you know you can count on me

there's always ups and downs in life
but just so you know i am willing to ride the waves with you
cause that's what friends are for

dont hold back your tears when they start pouring
just so you know that i'm here
with a hand and a heart

remember to always smile and laugh at your brightest
just so you know i want to share your happiness and euphoria with you

if ever you feel like screaming, punching and kicking
just so you know you can count on me to be your punching bag

having all said that. the only thing you cant count on me on
is when u get sick and tired of me
and wants me get the hell out of your life
cause i wont promise you that
just so you know~~


-love and kisses-
felina

that previous post was supposed to be post earlier this afternoon.. but the internet connection kept dc-ing. oh well.. less things to distract us~~

WHICH ALLOWED US TO COMPLETE THE BULK OF THE PROJECT!! 3 CHEERS!! hahas.. cause.. it aint easy for us to come together, do finish almost the whole project.. cause normally we tend to play and be distracted alot~~ hahas.. ended work around 4 plus.. yiling left and me n aud went to makan dinner at crystal jade la mian reataurant.. was very full!! and the xiong long bao very nice!! hahas tho shanghai wan are so so so much nicer!! :DD

anyways.. walked around.. to topshop and tried on a few tops.. that are rather nice but pricey.. and my shopping list was edited!!
fookies!! u noe what!! my miss selfridge ladybug top is gone!! no more stock ): damm sad!!! ): i wanted to buy it one!! arrghhh!! ): but my 3 zara tops i wanna buy are stil dere and there's one more top that i so so so so s wanted to buy!! i want my pay! hahas ^^

pay day= happy day!

but thanks to linda.. she forgotten to register my pay list.. den i didnt receive in time ): beeatch >:/

oh oh!! HAPPY 2MTHS ANNIVERSARY DARLING!! and to celebrate we bought couple rings~~ ^^





and here are 3 out of the 4 of the tops i wanna buy~~















TAA-DAAA!! finally managed to post finish.. apparently blogspot went bonkers just now~~ ^^ nice right!! i love these 3 tops!! there's another one but but!! theres no pictures for tt ):

now in stats lesson... and i have limited or no idea what she toking about.. but what i dread most is the 5 hours break later ):
shitass ):

oh well.post later.. after i come home from work. yea.. work.. like what junwei say.. really monday blue ):


-loves and kisses-
felina

currently: bloated~~

yea im grounded.. sort of~~ im not allowed to go out apparently.

reason? simple. went out yesterday and came home late. but i was thinking it wasnt the first time, and i hope they know it wont be the last ((:

i watched enchanted the second time. tho i noe what will happen next, the movie still rocks. and the songs more so.. i recorded the songs off net.. tho bit echo-ish. it's nice as well~~ ^^

cant go out and cant do much~~ i was supposed to meet baobei n yiling n audd for proj later.. but since im grounded.. i think i will most prob discuss with them online..

yawn yawn.. i have to stay at home to clean up the room.. WHICH WAS BLEEDING CLEANED! since.. oh.. let me see... last week??!! wtf wtf!!
at least tell me.. oh felina.. today stay at home for some family bonding.. but nahh.. nope.. nada.. zip.. nil.. ):

just let me think about yesterday.. it was fun seeing peiwen n josiah imitating each other.. den me peiqi n junwei joined in.. hahas.. josiah was like arhh!! ^^ headed to tmart macs to slack.. to the happiness of me and aloysius. ^^

eat. talked. laughed. play cards. den peiwen n her sis peiqi headed off to her fren place.. den jo junwei n aloysius went back aloysius house to play ps2.. and urs truly headed home to sleep.. only to find the door locked from inside out.. which caused frosty to bark n bark and wake the family up.. ): n i was caught coming home late.. was given a lecture.. and this morning, was given anudder one. this time round, all 3 of us kena scolded. for random stuff..

thats what parent do best har? one child faulted. others will be pulled in. scolded for different stuffs. even stuffs that date back to qin shi huang period.. kinda of archaic har?

oh well.. that what makes them parents~~ ^^ and now when im typing this.. baobei n ling n audd are having steamboat now ); n i dun even have proper breakkie or even lunch now.. ):

-love and kisses-
felina

mood: sian
thoughts: him
time: 12pm

went to school yesterday.late for poa. was wondering the whole time should i go see him. which most probably i will. kinda anticipating.kinda anxious... kinda scared. headed over marina sq to catch movie. and tt blardy company i worked for.. MY PAY HASNT COME IN YET);

ENCHANTED ROCKS!!! ahh!! the songs are like so.. serenading~~ hahas.. i noe it's totally kiddish and childlike of me to watch enchanted.. but yea.. im a sucker for fairytales and prince charming and true love.. tho i have to no idea whether the last 2 exist.. ^^

the show itself is a fairytale~~ initially i tot.. tts it my 8 bucks gone to waste..the starting was boringgg.. but when they arrive in newyork.. the climax is rising.. ((: so sweet la!! so close~~~ ^^

i have been going out alot these few weeks. usually with the girls~ it was camwhoring and all~~ ^^ love love~~
this saturday: going eat steamboat with them!!
nextweek: going night safari!! wahahas!!! ^^
this sunday: going east coast park to play with hunnie, weili, sabbie.. i have no idea whether tt shu shu coming~~

anyways.. happy happy~~ tho the going out is burning a whole in my pocket and my credits are running high~ but yea.. ((: i love spending time with them~~ ^^

oh! i forgotten! there's kbox too!!! ((: and the long awaited shopping spree~~ wahahas!! tho im kinda sick of shopping now~~ ^^

later going to meet audd to get something.. den go for dental.. and meet josiah wen wen n junwei for movie fraud christmas. AND I YET TO WATCH SAWAARIYA!!! )): the sadness of it all.. but my indian craze is soon to be over.. by den.. i may not want to watch it anymore~~

oh oh!! yesterday during crs.. we were finding some videos gotta do with emo kids.. and ended up finding some videos of really gorgeous and beautiful emo guys.. yes.. beautiful~~ ahh!!! their eyes and their smiles~~~ enuff to kill a whole school of girls~~ ^^

hahahas.. (:

-loves and kisses-
felina

still missing him~~ ^^

school's a bore as usual.. just yesterday, me n audd skipped gems for the sake of extra 2 hrs sleep. the only word to describe the feeling is shiokkk arhh!!! ^^
wanted to skip idea too.. but audd was against it.. oh well.. ): so tuesday. almost whole day of lectures.. yawn yawn!! and i brought wrong notes for econs.. and ended up listening to music n playing arnd with the girls~~
and due to some unforeseen circumstances, i've got work.. which turn out to be rather fun..tho stress at the starting~~ thanks cass for the job~~ ^^
got home rather late.. n i was super tired.. ): n the thought of revising itab made everything worse.. in the end..ended up chatting online, watching videos from youtube josiah n junwei sent me.. which is super hilarious!! ^^ and the night didnt seem so long afterall~~
didnt revise much and headed off to sleep.. was really really tired..
as a result.. i skipped itab.. AND IT WASN'T ON PURPOSE!! i swear~~
i overslept cause i didnt hear my alarm going off.. until the sun was shining on my bed and the birds are chirping outside my window den i realised im late ):

speaking of itab.. i totally screwed the paper la!!): fookies.. well.. if it's any comfort.. my rest of subj got As~~ stats 87. econs 80. poa.. 77); arggh! wasted. thanks to the wrong workings ); mob 84.. wahahas~~ thank god for the good results~~ ^^
as for itab.. screw it.. but i think ppt and frontpage can pull me up.. tho i skipped the first lesson of frontpage.. oh well..

oh! check out the swears i made this week:

1. no more twitting
2. no more skipping lessons henceforth.
3. no shopping until i get my things right
4. no more thinking too much abt him

alright.. 4th is hard. but i will try >:/

aft itab test which is ughh.. went to meet baobei audd n ling ling at vivo. chatted and laughed frigging hard at carl's jr.. thanks to yiling!!
smell ****(private joke!! quick quick! ask me!)

anyways..shopped arnd.. AND I ADD NOTHING TO MY SHOPPING LIST!! WOHOHOHO!! i still want my zara tops n miss selfridge tops~~ ^^
but they will have to wait!! ):

but yiling.. is gonna be a shopaholic soon!! im gonna influence her!! ^^ hahas..
and p.s. yiling : i love the current you~~ <3 style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">i love all of you!! baobei audd yiling suzzie~~ ^^ u guys rock my poly lyfe!! ^^

either way.. im gonna do my crs now.. enuff of blogging.. not in the mood too!! ^^

-loves and kisses-
felina

currently missing him~ ^^

today as altogether a rather lovely day~ (:

me and audd skipped econs today.. to sin mun wah disappointment!! gawd!! im so happy with my econs exam result!! i mean the day b4 the exam i was working la!! thank god for the good result~ all glory to him!! ((:

speaking of sin mun wah, yiling n him got into a quarrel over correction tape!! ): mun wah n my good fren... n yiling asked me to make a choice between them ); and the choice is rather apparent~~ OF COURSE I WILL CHOOSE YILING LA!! IM NOT SOME 2 FACE BEEATCH!!
rahh!

anyways..the root of the quarrel was stupid la!! if i was dere.. i will be laughing my ass off! ((:
hah! ^^

so me n aud went bugis.. walked arnd and i went to apply for the job at mu.. (; and that audd, was scary ); i didnt saw tt coming.. and it caught me off guard ):
didnt noe what to do den.. but im more than glad it's better now darling~~
(:

went to tcc.. and i seriously think the people think we are psychotic la!! crying one moment.. consoling and everything.. den laughing our asses off 0.0
but im glad i was able to be dere for u when u r feeling down.. i mean thats what brudders are for (: tho she claimed tt i cheated her bladder.. and the msg she sent when she was just sitting next to me said that much..

den ling ling n baobei didnt want to join us at bugis one.. aft they heard wat happened to spongebob they came down.. only to find us, laughing and playing.. and totally wanting to rush to toilet to pee.. hahas.. spongey didnt seem to be upset and all.. haha.. thanks to my tender loving care~~ ^^

goofed around and took alot of picts.. and did some obscene gestures and actions.. before i had to head for dinner with family~~ i wouldnt miss the dinner for the world.. god noes how long since have eaten with the family.. tho when i reached hm, they are almost finishing ); but still.. dinner was great~~ ((:

mrt-ed and bus-ed home and i saw a she male on the train la!! she has the thickest makeup i ever seen.. so muscular and built.. but she's wearing pink shirt and some chong sam blouse.. she didnt have the best dress sense i must sae.. with this pair of humongous earrings.. goodness.. den there was this empty seat den.. and she was standing nxt to me.. i had no second thoughts about giving the seat to her.. i mean.. she looks like she can kill with a single blow with the heel of her hand.. ): she seemed to just step out from the set of "worst fashion taste" with tt funny hair of hers.. if not.. it's the set of "wwe-women version".. );
trust me.. if u see her.. u will be amused too.. i noe im mean.. but.. im just saying what i saw~~

anyways, gonna practise itab later!! (: i dont want to fail!! i yet to fail any subjects.. and i dun wan itab to my first module to fail ^^

before i forget.. pics @ www.belovedandpamperedme.multiply.com (:

ciao~~

-loves and kisses-
felina
currently missing him~~

love and enjoy every minute u have together~

i was officially pissed with that bleeding shitass!! >:/ i thought will be alright again but u just have to make history repeat themselves.. or make it even worse right you buttwipe!!! >:/

argghh!!! ): tt aside.. i was rather amused by auddies' groundbreaking news.. as it shows.. guys are morons who wont choose to repent ): suckass~~ like aud sae.. they should just be fucked by elephant...

and just when im treating my parents nicely, my mum just has to pour acid on the wound.. yes acid ):

Top 10 reasons why guys are moron

10. insensitive shitass
9. they are one celled brains creatures who think little. very little.too little.
8. they break their promises. more than girls ): they dont what they sae.. their sorries and apologies are just for tt moment
7. when tell them enough is enough, they dont seem to get it ):
6. their answers to your questions are always very ambiguous and vague.
5. they always bring up the past when quarreling, than when girls do likewise, they tell us to not to say anymore
4.they dont try to understand us and say we are hard to understand
3. sometimes. no strike that. most of the time they are EGO MANIAC~ i mean.. it's alright if u have pride and everything. but sometimes it can get on people's nerves
2. they take things too lightly and say that girls take things too seriously.. ):
1. they always have ways to pacify you no matter how angry u are with them. WHICH IS FRUSTRATING. CAUSE U NEVER SEEM TO BE ABLE TO STAY ANGRY WITH FOR LONG. arrgh. ):

i so nid retail therapy to calm myself down ); and my tummy aches ):


-loves and kisses-
felina

currently: still missing him <3

as some of u guys now.. i was rather pissed with my parents, particularly my mum.. den today pastor prince preached about parenting and all.. and how we( both parents and children) need to listen with grace and put ourselves in each other shoes.. it will be easier for both parties to understand each other position..

today message was really like speaking to me.. especially, how i've been feeling about my parents.. thank god for pastor prince n his ministries~~ super blessed to be under ministry that preaches grace~ and i believe my parents and i will have a fresh start, amen?

hahas.. tt was the pious part of me talking.. ^^ but.. really.. after service, i went to meet my parents at soup restaurant for dinner.. finally able to talk in length about the trips and my dad gave some sound advices on banking n finance options..yepps.. praise god for the quality time~ <3

argghh.. now super bloated and full after eating so much at soup restaurant.. my dad always have the tendency to order alot.. ^^ that's one good thing.. he's no miser when it comes to good food ^^

oh cassie's working at mu now.. and i was thinking of joining her dere.. the pay is slightly better.. and the clothes there will keep me more interested den ashworth clothes.. hahas..so.. most probably will go work dere.. if they want me ^^ im such a gem, of course they wouldnt want to miss me.. but if they do.. TOO BADDD ((: THEIR LOSS~~ hah^^
and bugis is closer to home.. hve direct bus n train back home.. i dont mind~~
((:

im bored now.. currently reading the Japanese tour itinerary.. both Tokyo and Hokkaido are amazing.. n i wanna go both.. and i noe im asking for too much.. hahas ((;
i certainly hope they wont go back on their words again, n god noes how history will repeat itself.. i most probably will be whining the whole day if they ever do it~~
the problemo now is that my 2nd sis may not be able to make it for the trip.. cause she's still having lessons.. so most prob we will go without her.. and she aint complaining cause she's going to florida and some other parts of America for 3 mths.. fookies shyte.. n she's over the moon to b able to spend her bdae dere on America.. her bdae falls on America's Independence Day.. fireworks on her bdae.. whoopee dooo~~
and she will be enjoying her lyfe without her sista ):

oh wel... i shall do my tutorial while waiting audd n darling to come online~~


-loves and kisses-
felina

currently:missing him<3
frigging bloated~~

okk.. let me start by saying!! i feel so proud of myself!!

i completed ms powerpoint hmk by myself!! tho gt some help from man man.. but yes!!
wahahas..tts the lesson i paid almost full attention in.. wahahas!! and ended able to do all.. see! toldya guys i can do the worlk if i wanted to.. i can score if i put effort into it ^^ muahahahahas!!

but! when i was almost completing my work, i realised i accidently changed my design template and all earlier on while doing the last few slides.. which got me fucking frustrated!! by the time to realise the mistake.. it was too late to undo everything as i had moved on to add animations and stuff.. so so so gek la!! almost finishing eh! den i can go prepare to go out ):

but nonetheless.. i took arnd 10 mins or so to redo the stuffs.. do the master slides, format things tt have been lost and all.. morale of the story: save your work every time u finish one slide ): lesson learnt~~

hah! super happy when i did finishing touch.. tho i have a feeling there will be mistakes and all.. but it's rather commendable and laudable of me, who's an itab failure, it noob to complete the work all by myself~~ ^^

3 cheers and 3 cheers for felina!!
hip hip hurray!
hip hip hurray!
hip hip hurray!!!! ;DD

talk later.. nid to prepare to go out~~ peace out yaw ^^


-loves and kisses-
felina
missing him <3

yoohoo~~ im back!!! to the happiness of frostyyyyy ^^ okk i dunnoe whether he's happy or not.. cause he's sleeping when i gt home... ^^

anyways.. today was anudder wholesome, awesome and fabulous day out with the girls.. aud baobei n ling ling... ^^ was feeling blue went i met them cause of the ruined morning.. but.. they definitely made my day better! thank girls <3

met them at msq in the noon and walked arnd the mall until audd came.. woohooo!! i ate beef chili cheese fries frm carl's jr today!!! wahaahahas.. damm nice la!! and i saw 3 tops from zara i will love to buy and a bag from topshop that i really really like!! ^^ i noe i swore to quit my shopaholic habit.. but like every other shopaholics noe..this habit is super duper uber hard to quit.. jiayou felina!! must prove tt miracles do exist!!

headed to esplanade to cam whore! it was funny n retarted as usual but tts what made the whole thing fun.. to see the unglam and moronic side of us~ ^^anyways.. cam whored like crazy women on the loose.. hahahs..

pictures are at www.belovedandpamperedme.multiply.com (:

did i mention me n aud wore couple outfit for 2 days straight without discussing forehand?? it's freaky to noe she's thinking the same thing as me.. cause she will be able to see thru my lies in time to come.. but the time wont come so fast.. she's a slow learner and kinda retarded~~
hah! but it proves tt she's my brudder!! brudderhood siol~~~^^


den headed over to tcc to rest and makan sth light.. the oreo cheesecake was at yummy as usual.. and we were super uber high den.. we laughed at many things.. make jokes abt yiling and all.. talking and goofing around as usual~~ hahas ^^ tts why i love girls day out.. u can share abt girls' stuffs.. haha ^^we should do this every weekend~ it's good for health~


i definitely had lots of fun and i shall let the picts speak for itself~~

and audrey is a irresponsible sucker!! she dun wans to be responsible for the small lil lyfe growing in me~~ she didnt sae it was stupid THAT night 2 mths ago.. ): n now.. she complained tt she bobian den have to take responsibility for it.. u werent like tt den.. you were like a untamed beast ((: fook you.. hahas.. literally and comically~

okok.. nid to rest slightly early today! going 2nd service tmr~~ ((:

-loves and kisses-
felina

currently: missing him,
blessed and ultra happy <3

i noe what some of you are thinking now.. what on earth am i doing creating a new blog... hah ^^ i decided this will be writing post.. and my the other blog is for loading pictures.. aka online album~~
for this blog, im gonna pour every lil things abt my daily life here, flame whoever i wanna flame.. bitch about ppl i wanna bitch.. spill every juicy details of the gossips i heard...and whoever reads the posts..it shows that u guys do the very same things or at least interested in all that i have to say..so.. hah^^

right now.. im deciding should i go to work or should i go out with ling and baobei.. ive been going out alot these few days.. and my wallet is suffering.. ): time to take up some financial management course thingy..
speaking of which, i have no idea shld i take banking or finance for my elective... i dont want be separated with the girls.. but apparently they are choosing diff course as well..
and my dad aint helping to decide.. he's in fact worsening the situation cause he's sitting on the fence and confusing me.. ):

that aside.. my mum doesnt want me to work now.. and blah blah blah..so tt's why i have no wish to go work today..hah ^^
she's been so moody and cranky for these few days and i suspect she's pmsing.. and usually tt means, i will be doing that soon.. so people.. heads up and watch out~~
i woke up with her shouting at me, n she totally spoilt my wonderful dream.. and amazingly i slept for 12 hours!! normally i would wake up after the most 6 hrs of rest.. im too used to sleeping little and ended up sleep deprived..sleeping for 12 hrs is like once in a blue moon for me and this so shows tt i was bleeding tired.. ):

anyways.. my mum was nagging and going on and on abt the $$ we spent and our expenses.. which is kinda unreasonable cause I HAVE BEEN SPENDING MY OWN $$ AND I HAVENT BEEN SHOPPING FOR A VVEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYY LONG TIME!! which is an amazing feat for a shopaholic like me...she's asking for too much.. plus.. she's been saying tt i had went overseas too many times this yr.. but what!! i only went to dubai shanghai and malaysia! okk.. it seems tt i had a good life and all. but but BUTT!! i realy wanna go japan!! ):

my sat morning has been ruined as anyone who has eyes can see.. n im forced to clean up my rooms.. both the bedroom and study room.. which is a blessing in disguise.. cause when i tidied my clothes cupboard i was once again amused by the fact tt i actualy had alot alot of clothes tt ive forgotten tt i have them and thus having them lain untouched for a long time.. and my studyroom.. after tiding my table and all, there's finally some storage space for my books and notes.. and lot of walking and sitting space.. which i found none for the past 2-3 mths.. yep.. tts abt the time i last cleaned my room.. heh (:

great.. i just recieved a funny-in-a-weird-way sms sent by veralyn.. abt her dreaming tt i burnt frosty with a bursen burner cause we fed it some guey.. whatever is that.. that sadistic woman!! i will never burn my darling frosty can!! he's the best boyfren~~ hah! ^^

okk.. ive decided im gonna go out with baobei n ling ling.. ^^ to some toy museum.. and some shopping.. BUT!! im going to window shop!! im a saving scheme people!!! altho it seems tt it aint working.. BUT! im still gonna try to save!! ^^ i will prove that miracles do exist!! ^^

oh!! and aud.. if u are reading this post.. i want to watch sawaariya and enchanted!! dont want the chitty chitty bang bang alr! the ticket $ can use to spend on the miss selfridge blouse!! ^^

tts all people(whoever's reading this).. will post again once i reach home later~~

-loves and kisses-
felina

currently:missing him, feeling normal and full~~