exams finally ended. and it's time to relax xDD

and my hols officially started by going kbox with baobei, yiling and audrey (: ladies' night out. super fun! we played all those songs, wacky and all. and get uber high over the singing. speak singing, horrible singing. off key singing. shout singing and what have u. (;

it was seriously let-our-hair-down with all the nonsensing xD
love being with them (: even the bus trip dere was amusing. and all we are lacking of is susanna :D sentosa tomorrow. :D


i love all friends and my family. and i thank god for them.



-loves n kisses-
felina

x.o.x.o.

yes! finished pacc! left gst, theories to go thru tmr.. shld be alright! (: and go thru the brs n journal entriesfor inventory control and viola! im ready for chopra! ((:

but in the meantime, screw that moron who came up with accounting.^^ and all those weird stuffs. haha ^^

countdown! 11 hrs to freedom (before exam) 13 hrs to freedom (after exam)

wohoo!! life's good! n tmr! kbox box box box! ^^ ROCKEROO! haha!

i love online shopping! makes life whole lot easier and makes mugging more tolerable.. (:

can smell the holiday mood already! or should i say. I TASTED IT ALREADY! HAHAH!

holidays!!
things in mind
1. sentosa
2. shopping
3. home videoing
4.badminton
5. pool
6. movies.
7. if possible, holiday trips with friends. (:
8. clean up my rooms. (ugh but have to)
9. haji lane!!
10. reading spree!!
11. go weird places! like pulau ubin, national museum :D
12. go back guides help!
13. work!
14. rebond hair?

and the list goes on..((:

nightos! n sweet dreams!

-loves n kisses-
felina

feeling's back. undeniable. or am i just paranoid.

ahh! havent start on pacc yet! tsk. and im already starting my holis..

me n pris started our fondue making. totally enjoying life.
bought something off line. a bucket bag and a blouse. woot xDD

and watching whose line isit anyway videos. (:

life's good and exam hasnt ended. wait till exam is officially over and done with. cant wait.

going to meet junwei n jo now to study.

Whom..
My whole family (including Frosty) isn't particularly fond of.

Who..
Turned my house into a stalking venue.

Who..
Forced my mum and sis to exchange cars (for faking purposes).

Who..
Is an ultimate loser, by getting drunk and broke, and made a din for 2 nights in a row alr.

Who..
Unfortunately, bought my sis a Gucci bag as an apology.

sucker.


frosty's going to pet hotel while we are gone for the holis.. sry baby cant bring u over.
eldest sis's gonna milan this weekend. awesome! and barca.. and visit all those stadiums once more. she cant help but mention it. haha.
cousin 8 pointer. wootx. steady la. acjc. (: you make me proud xD and embarrassed!! i only had 10 pts! and he takes pure humanities. tsk.

well well.. today is fairly interesting day.. got to know quite alot of interesting facts about somethings.. they are. interesting.

and josiah kim must be tired of living or something. how dare he diss MY CHACE CRAWFORD AND BEATLES! he said that chace has no "star" look. is he supposed to look like a moon. shit head! and how could beatles have a gay look! tsk tsk. i think he doesnt want to take the pacc exam so much and looking for instant death! >;/

screwed econs today. darn.daddy god, it's up to you(:
on the brighter side. left pacc. ((: and it's freedom!! hahahaha!!! super happy!!! it's boogie time!!

was supposed to study pacc with them(josiah n junwei) just now,but somehow, we riveted to chatting about chinese music and entertainment circle and english music and entertainment circle and all..headed over tm and slacked at starbucks. and they filled me in with interesting insights into their cca and some other stuffs... ^^

feel so cui nw.. slept at 5.45 this morning and woke up like arnd 9? when i met them for breakkie today, i was too overwhelmed by the lethargy and was not the very least sleepy. blur tho. screwed econs(which i think i mentioned it). and the rest u noe it.

oh! sites to check out. recordtv.com/ justgerald.com
videos- whose lines is it anyway?
and!! josiah said chace crawford has a known personal MySpace website!! im so gonna check it out. also! im got sooo many videos to watch during the hols xD

tata. off to chat, and den off to sleep xD

-loves n kisses-
felina

x.o.x.o.

i've been totally econic today.. and or should i say, yesterday and nw, and still going on.

): im scared. cause, i feel so unprepared. =x i done with the going thru and reading, but i cant remember any single stuff. whoopee doo..
i was stuck tutorial-less. but, thank god for junwei, who was such a great fren who painstakingly scanned all the tutorials for me and send it to me and audd as well. (: well done swine! swine-let here is going to treat u mac breakkie later xD

speaking of food, DONT GO TO SLEEP/NAP WHEN YOU HAVE A FULL STOMACH. you will start imagining stuffs. ): i snitched a half an hour nap just now, and i ate supper before that, and i dreamt of something which i dont feel like elaborating here. but. god is with me (:

mugging seriously cause you to put on weight. ive been itching for food since i started mugging. ): nice. sin mun wah ought to be grateful of the things im sacrificing. sleep and beauty. wahah! ((:

lord, i thank you that you bring things to my remembrance! cause i cant remember anything now!!

oh well, PEOPLE JIAYOU JIAYOU! after today, it's one paper left standing!! and it's freedom baby!!! wahah!! :DDD

-love n kisses-
felina

im shocked. but ive gotta say i suddenly miss your presence.

i mugged little today. so tomorrow gonna stay at home and mug.

audd came along to copy notes. ((: it seems ages since i saw her. and i actually miss her. (: BFF WORX.. haha.. studied till 7 and went tm.. cut my fringe.. neater i guess. but still.. i want a change. but not now. ((:

had our girls' talk. and as usual, it was fun bitching n talking abt r.s. problems and stuff. (: loveya dudette! ((: cant wait for the post exams partying and all. speaking of which, i have a full and booming list of post exams plans. and seriously cant wait to achieve them all. im glad i have a whole big bunch of insane friends. :D

oh. and btw. audrey ong is a terrorist to kids. this young toddler saw audd and she does this sound that sounds uncannily a young animal in fright n terrorized. poor kid. must be the Cleopatra-ness of audd. :D suckeroo.

nothing much happened today. but the girls' talk with audd, certainly got things off my chest. (:
yes. beeatch. be thankful im saying something nice about u here kk xD

-loves n kisses-
felina

my question to her: isit worth the wait and missing. especially now i dont think he gives as much as you. but den again, i cant blame him.

konichiwa nippon!
4days to freedom. 8 days into the sky.

it takes bleeding 4 panadols to remove the hangover feeling i was feeling for the whole day. and it wasnt really gone. dont ask me how i get the hangover thingy. i dont even have the remotest answer to that, considering the fact, i didnt even stay up late last night, nor did i drink.

and needless to say, with the lethargy im feeling, my day was not very upbeat. jus some interesting news in the morning, afternoon napping at home. and evening, i managed to start a bit on pacc. so whoopee doo.. am so planning to go for first tmr, and den head over to cc to study econs. was supposed to meet junwei to study, but the probability of me committing suicide by jumping in front of a moving vehicle is high. kidding. but there's certain depth of truth to it.

apparently the construction taking place downstairs hasnt ended. and the whole ruckus just added to the throbbing ache in my head. this adds to anudder reason why i shld jus study outside. thank god, my parents are understanding enough. ((:

and staying at home jus makes me eat and eat. alot. =x and im super super bloated nw!! feel like puking soon.

seriously cant wait for exams to come to an end. it's socialising thereafter xD will be very tiring(the socialising) , albeit it's gonna be heaven lots of fun :DD


-loves n kisses-
felina

konichiwa nippon: kyu bi desu! :DD
(not sure whether i got it right)

you're on my heart like a tattoo.

think i screwed up my stats paper. but there's nth i can do already. i just have to better for my econs n pacc. =D yep, i will do that.

sleepy day, yet, want to do something fun. i cant wait for holis to come officially. ((: sentosa, kbox, pool, CHINATOWN! and japan! and work.. but i also wan to go overseas trip with friends. ((:

suppose to meet with the cg, but last min, my mum told me to cancel my plans and have dinner as a family, since all of us are in town. and it's new year. and there wont be much opportunities to have a family dinner next week till chinese new yr, so yep. :D

so, im super full now, and waiting for yushushu to call me and go down study at tmart macs. who noes, may see jo n junwei there. since they going aloysius' house for the night. i think.

oh, did i mention that i screwed my stats paper up. yep. i think i did. whoopee doooo =x

-loves n kisses-
felina

it's coming back.
10 days to japan. 6days to freedom.

wohoho! stats is completed! the battle of god now!!

today. as planned. went back hsc to kpo. our batch did better xDD tears of joy n sorrow. those who got their desired grades, awesome! those who didnt. dont worry. things will get better :D
and more thing. haising's malay chicken rice dropped its standard. ): darn sad.
but somethings in hsc stil remains unchange. n what's with the report writing crap? mel lost the visitor's pass. and she needs to write a statement on it. excuse me. we are not CURRENT hsc students. we are alumni. and it's still alright to ask an ex student write a statement/report. er. but what if it is some esteemed guests/visitors. u dont ask them write a report to the operational manager, do you? it's so old sec school days. oh wait. yea, im toking abt my sec school xD


den went to cc and mugged. junwei reached abt the same time too. was hyper today. and nonsensed quite alot. must be after effect of meeting mel, zhihui n chance they all. xD tho for a short period of time. studied till late. and went tmart mac to continue mugging with yushu.

she's having a sore eye and that makes her already small n piggy eyes even more piggier xD
can see she's uber tired. and so am i.
her dad came to fetch us on his way home arnd midnight. which is real cute to do so. cause our house is like a stone throw away xD haha! but arigato for the ride still. (: saved me lots of energy n strength. especially since i was carrying my laptop, which i brought to the cc to do the past year papers, but sadly, the only cable point was used. oh well. as junwei always say (when he cant win me in arguements that he branded pointless. heh. sore loser.)" shrugs n gets on with life" hahah xD
what a swine right?

yadda yadda. going to sleep soon. :D daddy wants his beloved to have good rest n leave the rest to him xD


currently in love with this snail again xD this lil(okay, nt really) thingy has kept me accompanied when things get tired, and draggy. thx josiah kim sheng hao, dickson ng di sheng n jeremy matthew sanjay ravi for last yr bdaypresent.. :D darn cute. bet u guys bought it cause you thought it was as adorable as me yea? not because u meant that i was as slow as a snail

and craps. speaking of which, i jus proved myself to be their-version-of-definition-of-snail-of-me today. stupid josiah n junwei. >:(
SWINES!!

-loves n kisses-
felina

a facade.a superficial appearance or illusion or deceptive front of something.

yes! finally! went thru all the chapters for stats. bad thing is, i havent start on econs at all. which i swear i will.

studied at the cc, with jo n junwei.. and to prevent myself from playing, i sat away from them. also, at the form im going, being all quiet n quiet, i bet they are wondering what happened to me. hah! ):(: no worries, it's just the mugging blues. =x

and i slotted in some video time in the midst of the mugging. everyone need a RnR at times too ya noe?! watched finish gossip girls. finally. the server kept slapping me with problems. tsk. and my msn too. tsk tsk. n that junwei thinks it's because i was calling him swine and all. rrriiggghhhttt..

going to hsc later. olevel results. no, not me. duh. the juniors n trissa n cassie. all the best! :D

i feel like watching a movie soon? think i most prob will go rewatch 27 dresses. and if "Across the Universe" is still up, i will catch it too. (: wanted to watch cloverfield, but heard from josiah that it wasnt good. cause of the hand phone filming n that the ending sucks. so nahh..

oh well. 7 more days to freedom and 11 more days to japan. xD cant wait!! hahah!!

-love n kisses-
felina

x.o.x.o

i need help! i havent start my mugging proper, and im procrastinating my work alr.. darn. and i nid to clean my rooms up! it's like a sty. only difference is that, it's a human living in it. ):

and im watching gossips girls online for these few days, and chace crawford rocks my (fill in the blank) ^^ shyte, am so slacking. ):

anyways~ yesterday, tuition canceled and went vivo to meet yiling, baobei, sussie, yihang, zeeming n kelv later.. walked arnd, and slacked.. was feeling blue recently.. have no idea why so.. but im sure it's the mugging blues, and the weird thing is, i havent start any proper mugging.. ironic isnt it?

den today, was supposed to mug with hoonie at dte, but it wasnt very sucessful, none of us was in the mood for studying.. went back hsc, only to feel old n bored. =/ i told ya, i was feeling blue.. and i was real tired. =x
yushu n veralyn came, was super amused by yushu's idiocy n retardedness.. =DD wait for veralyn to send me the pics.
went to eat at hongkong cafe n headed to tm. planned to go get new sim card, but the queue was effing long. =/ so took a rain check.

one more thing, i feel so so handicapped without my handphone.

i need a life seriously. so drained.):

oh! results out on thu. so headin back to see see look look~~hahah! =D

-loves n kisses-
felina

i need a life badly. and im sorry that im not who you thought i was.

yes yes yes!!! i watched 27 dresses already!! :DD and like i expected, it rocks my stockings, nt that i wear them. JAMES MARDSEN IS SO SO SO SO SO UBER UBER UBER CUTE!!! the same goes for josh duhamel n chace crawford xD

went with audrey, junwei n josiah to watch at tm. which means, i rushed back to tamp from marina sq, ending my shopping trip. audrey, can you feel my heartache?? ^^ my red eye came back again.. kinda intolerable. ): n for some reason, which i think cause i have spending too much time with alvin they all, i start to become more nonsensical.. =D n did alot of stupid and random stuffs. haha!

so one movie down, next which im dying to watch, P.S. I LOVE YOU.
think prob asking aud out for a date den.. (:
and bro, im glad that you're alright.
AND READ THE BOOK I BOUGHT YOU!( i bet you are so thinking why on earth i got you that book!)

and the guy clothes thingy.. it rawks my christmas socks. BUT! im nt going to cross dress or whatsoever. =.= stupid alvin n daryl! tsk. choosing guy outfits for me. and weixuan n cherrie!! tsk tsk!! shove me to topman!! ):
but den again, i gotta say, it rocks! haha! and when i reach tm, i looked at more male clothes den female clothes. great! haha! nah, in case u are wondering, the craze will wear off soon. i hope ((:

im officially sleep deprived. badly. expecting a lecture from boonyen, or naggings from some other people. heh ^^ thanks for the concern ((:
and those who cant contact me for these few days. fret not!! i got my eyes on my dream phone already!! as much as i wanted an iPhone, i doubt it's highly attainable. =/ so i settle for what i think is good enough for me.

Presenting!


For more details, NOKIA N82

i checked out a few pricings at suntec. like nokia shop itself. with upgrade($588)
same as one of the Singtel retail franchise. and both comes with a 2gb card.

den again, i was thinking at getting a N95, not the 8gb one tho. the one selling at the singtel provider retail shop is at $488. if i trade in the 1gb that comes along with it, i jus have to pay an extra buckaroos of $58 for an upgrade to 2gb card or $118 for a 4gb card. either way, the cost is lower than the N82.

so, decision still pending. :DD n it depends also whether my daddy is willing to be buy a new phone, which i pray for.



AND today, my plans are to go Aunt Judy house to pamper myself.(: go for tuition from 3-4.30 get myself a new SIM card, and go mugging with junwei and audd. i mean, audd's coming to copy notes. TSK! haha. u better study alright dudette! (:

-love and kisses-
felina

it sucks when your phone is lost. =x u worry abt the stuffs inside, and u are troubled by the fact that u have to save all the contacts once more. man ):

but! the good thing is
first, u get a new phone, after a long n standing lecture frm ur parents.
second, u see true frienship (:

when i found out that i lost my hp, i went back to esplanade. and cherrie, accompanied me back there, braved the risk of missing her last train, which she did, bt took night rider home.
weixuan n eng kee, were alr inside cityhall mrt station, tapped out and went back esplanade to find us. super touched =x esp eng kee who doesnt have mrt concession. thanks alot!!
steve n alvin who helped to sms my number that whoever found the phone to contact them. ((: n alvin who started praying once he knows i lost my phone. aw! ((:
and imm n the rest who were concerned and gave advices. thanks man! =D

anw, blogging proper. went arrow today. power! =D and after dinner, went to camwhore at esplanade. ^^ darn fun! haha! the guys were doing really funny bt nice moves.. :D solid! shall upload the pics once cherrie upload them in her blog.. :D
on the way back, saw nemo.. ^^ and b4 reaching arrow, saw ziqi at suntec... she says i became ah lian); but prettier xDDDD
oh oh!! i think i look great in guys formal. maybe better den some guys.. =D oops.


tmr~~ churchie, den later meet audd.. =D toodles~~
anw, dun call my number alright. ^^


-loves n kisses-
felina

there's 2 movies i wanna catch real badly.

Actors

Ady Putra
Franck Khalfoun
James Marsden
Christopher Nolan
Ed Burns
Malin Akerman
XiaoGang Feng
Katherine Heigl

anyone who wants to watch, ring me up up!! ^^ sneak previews today and tomorrow. movie opens only on 24 Jan 2008.

Actors

Jeffrey Dean Morgan
Gerard Butler
Peter Berg
Lisa Kudrow
Gina Gershon
Xavier Gens
Hilary Swank
Kitty Zhang Yu Qi

movie is out only on 14 Feb 2008. valentine's day. the most romantic love story on the most romantic day of the year. you cant ask for anything more. (: once it's out, im so going to watch ^^

heelllooo xDD

it was a darn packed day man. ^^ went to settle that something in the afternoon, things should be alrights for nw. daddy never fails.
met cherrie aft her gems n went off to bugis. crapping and nonsensing as usual ((: she called me out to shop, but in the end, it's me doing the shopping. tsk tsk.
and having walked arnd bugis for the umpteen times this week, im bored. haha. by the stuffs dere. nt the companionship. haha. i was entertaining her abt funny happenings n all.. ^^bought the elle mag that josiah wants. idiot. didnt tell me it's u.s. edition. was 0.0 when i saw the price and had to do a little replanning of my finaces. bt, i gotta say, jalba looked even hawter den normal. haha! but, when is he helping me buy magazines with chace crawford n josh duhamel?? i dont know. =/

went over to lavendar to meet the rest of the grp. big grp i mus say. 20 of us. headed to golden mile basement to eat steamboat!! thank god we went there at the right place, and the right time... darn nice!! haha!! and as usual, im the one with the most potential to become a proverbs 31 wife. ^^ n surprisingly, i gt myself a daughter who's 3 yrs older den me. amazing isnt it?.. ^^

steamboat was cheap. $15 buckaroos for one pax. worth it. we ate alot. xD with nowhere to go, we decided to jalan jalan at haji lane. the trip dere was long, but i gotta say, darn lots of fun. :D we were still in post camp syndrome. and nonsense-ed all the way there. by the time we reach dere, it was arnd 9 going to 10. and most of the concept stores i went yest, were closed. but the coolest one tt i saw was opened. ((: the shopkeeper was shocked to see such a big crowd in her shop. haha xD n all the girls were ooh-ing n aahing as usual. haha xD the guys too, were fascinated by all the stuffs.. haha! went up the vintage floor again. and i saw much much more cheap, affordable vintage bucket bags, and those rect/square bags :D

once again, im branded as a shopaholic and has an eye for nice/good/cheap stuff. ((: thank god for that. (:
and caihua says that i have the motherly feel, and will make a good wife n good mum (:
immanuel says that i have ms soh in me. the same garang garang attitude.haha! i take it as a compliment den. (; and charis (lim) says that i have the good looks and sweetness of my sister ((:
whahahaah!! today, recieved so many praises. haha! xD
thanks har!! xD

still feeling so so so full n bloated nw.. =D and im so going to upload the pics we took today, as soon i gt the picts frm cherrie n desmund. ((:

toodles.


-love n kisses-
felina


even they are memories, cherish them, regardless they are good or bad.
but at least you know, it was once shared. (:

helllllllloooo!!

crs test was... i dunnoe how to say. think i screwed up. was late. halfway while writing, i realised i drifted from the topic. strike out some parts. and ended up, having very little time to write a proper counter n rebuttal and no time to check for grammar errors. in other words, screwed.

finally got all notes from sus alr. i think all la. :D THANKS SUSANNANANANANANANA!!!!! :D went down to arab street!! so many things to shop!! rather pricey tho. but they are so cool! and the shops are awesomely vintage =D am so so so going back to haji lane. this time just with the girls. the boys were grumbling of being bored and that we were taking too long to shop.. tsk tsk.. what is this man! haha! on a brighter tone, i got myself this vintage bag, only at 39.90 buckaroos!! =D those who know abt vintage leather bag, they are quite costly. but i got it at a good deal! ^^ i saw,yet, another bag that i really really love, but it's 70 bucks. darn.=x

finally, we compromised with boys,headed back to parco bugis, played at the arcade. and went over to tcc for cake! ^^ THANK YOU KELVIN FOR THE TREAT!!!! and i hope that there are more to come xDDD
su n yin(inside joke!) joined us. haha!! and thru out the whole rnr at tcc, yiling was suan badly. hahah!! good that she has good anger tolerance xD

the rest headed off in search for zm's fren present, while me n yiling went shopping for our cny clothes. the only difference is that, hers will be to wear in spore, but mine in japan. wahaahha!! cant wait man! :D we took super long at g2k. and made the rest wait. sorry ppl! ((:

was supposed to go yh house to play with his dog, astro, but since so many of them not going, den didnt in the end. n i headed to cityhall to shop! haha! alone. which can be fun at time. especially when u need some time alone. walking arnd with ur ipod on.and taking your own candy time :)

headed home, and some problem came up, and i have to go and settle that problem later.. nice. cancelled tuition and plan to meet cherrie after her gems later to go bugis to shop arnd before meeting the rest for steamboat :D

blessed day people! ^^

-love n kisses-
felina

things that i saw at haji lane.




and the oreo cheesecake

I Could Get Used to This

by Veronicas, The

album: The Secret Life Of... (2005)

today. long tiring fulfilling day. ((:
im gonna skipped gems part. will only say it is disgustingly horrible. efficking screwed up. and glad im no more going for the lessons. tsk. but the other group was goodd. =D

ideas~ was in time to see junwei's grp present. but missed out sus' grp. ): junwei found favour with our class ppl especially the girls, thru his presentation. haha! he n josiah almost like peas in the same pod. same vibrancy and enthusiasm in the presentation. (: the rest of the grps did fine too~
im gonna miss ideas, no more iceman. ): and thank god gay kwan handed in the report.

anw. pacc was boring. was half the time yanky doodling on the piece of foolscap. nice n productive way of spending time. =x can't rmb how time passed tho.

bus-ed over to bukit panjang. and kelvin n yihang tricked us walking all the way to zeeming house!! ): goodness. ): some warm up exercises. haha! the match was funny.and me n yiling were so past netball players.. haha! our shooting style was so netball-ish!! audd n sussie have hidden talent in baskbetbal tho aud has to brush up her knowledge on bb rules. hahah!! our grp lost by one point. BEHIND!(inside joke) but truth be known, the baskets i made are thrown in via netball style. haha! the guys continued to play 2 on 2 while i tested auddie ballie on some mob qns, wrong one ans, means one lap arnd the court in 15 secs. wahah! im such a sadist. :D
(: im glad that my stamina's still there. but, the agility has gone down. re-activated my old wound. darn pain nw! ):
me, ling n baobei had fun playing in the rain.. learning lay-ups, 3 pt throws and the 45 degree shoots. baobei was the coach n me n ling were the pitiful students, under the harsh training of baboon! ): sadist too!! headed back to zm house to clean up, n the guys start playing winning 11.
arnd evening time, me, baobei, yiling, susie and yihang bus-ed down to town-cine. was so tired that i slept on the bus for awhile. my eyes were red and my back was aching. but, thank god, under the companionships of them, things gt bearable. (:

ate dinner at kobayashi, went diva. finally made use of the gift card aud gave. walked arnd n windowed shopped.
went the coffee club to eat. goodness! coffee club's service is horrible!! tsk tsk. the cakes were just mediocre standard. still prefer tcc!! ((: haha! oreo cheesecake is yum yum!! :D and the drinks at the coffee club was horrible! the ice tiramisu choco blend or sth was nt as satisfactory as the one i drank at raffles. n the toffee choco blend was even worse. the milk taste is so strong.=/ mango tango is the best man!! :D the beverages served at tcc is so so so so much better! any drink frm tcc can win those at the coffee club hands down anytime. (:

went heeren. and took neoprints!! haha! the most amusing neoprints i ever took! hahah!!


my eyes were so sore n tired by the time we ended. so headed back as fast as i cld. den lynn called and said that she was at cityhall n can drive me home. being tired and a freeloader(haha) , i met her and drove home with her.

99 pink roses.




sweet~ (:

msned, den had to go down for awhile and den that stupid jo took the time when i was away, to badmouth me to my sis. goodness!! ):
bully har? childish har? badmouth me until like that. josiah kim is so going to die>:/
but den again, i left my sis to chat with him while i went down. ^^ n it was my fault when i saboed him. wahaha!! so funny man! :D

chatted awhile more and went to sleep. was uber tired. :D but uber fun too! (:

and today, staying at home to rest. tho i have tuition later at 3. whoopee doo.. ): will try studying later. but no promises (:


-loves n kisses-
felina


stop and stare. your voice is the song of my summer. (:

mob~ was easy!! but i think it's cause i did study. and also, as cherrie said, lord's wisdom. :D

was mugging until 3am in the morning last night and at the same time, chatting online with junwei and baobei. mostly.
me n baobei were emo last night.. ); cause the thought of separating is depressing. i love all my other frens as well, especially hoonie they all. but i find these friendships i shared between baobei, susanna,yiling and audd dear, is so amazing. jus think, in such a short time, we build rapport, had so much crazy fun, fun that we never/hardly had with the rest of the frens. and all of us came from different backgrounds, different schools, and different parts of spore!! coincidental or what, it's just so amazing.. instant rapport, with such overpowering chemistry, and the feeling i feel when im with the girls, comfort and at home. there's nth pretentious about these friendships, nth to hide. there mayb friction here n dere, but it's very minimal, and we learned from them, all is well. in such a short time, we know each other rather well, i would say, especially when all the unglam sides of us were revealed. :D
but, baobei, tho u will nt be in same class, we arent far away. :D we yet to do so many stuffs tgt, and so many promises nt fulfilled. and when all the stuffs are done, we are going to do even much more!! ((:

haha.. enuff of being all weepy n sentimental, as i said, stayed up mugging till 3am. was super tired,but those who noe me well noe that arnd 2-4am in the morning, i will be uber high. sometimes even until 5~ the video in the previous post, is a result of the early morning syndrome. was chatting with junwei and decided to ji siao him. haha :D wanted to do another story today, but i'm in no mood to do so. nw really tired.. =x
woke up at 9 today, den went to sch, to meet with baobei, yiling and audd to revise.. thanks for the help!! :D and AUDREY ONG LI JUAN! IM WARNING YOU! BETTER STUDY HAR!! =/ dont us worry for u la.. don't make me worry abt u la bruuudddeerrr!!
and as i said, mob was chicken mannnnzzzxxx... ^^ aft mob, went bugis with josiah n junwei. walked arnd. dinner. watched"dan in real life", walked arnd, went sightsee some hotels, like the one at bugis, which i have no idea what's the name. the one beside raffles hospital and den raffles hotel. yes. that's mean we walked to city hall, raffles city that area. haha^^

dan in real life is a touching movie about family and of course love. and a few steamy parts. it was kinda draggy at the beginning, but i like the way the story progresses.. it's really touching and meaningful. :D those who havent catch it, should do so. (:
oh! the hotels we went sightseeing at! i love the lobby at the "unknown name" hotel at bugis. it's amazing. the ceiling is Victorian orientated furnished, and they have viewing box( nt sure what are they called ), like balconies. it looks like those olden days english opera house, or theatres. ^^ and raffles hotel. aint no wonder it's a 6 stars hotel. its interior is spectecular and grandeur.. its guests residential area looks awesomely exclusive. nonetheless, it's no better den burj. but, burj is burj~~ ^^
went to raffles city, tho the shops were closed, i had the rising temptation to shop. the mannequins at the shops' window displays were temptresses. ((:

mrt home and am being a laptop addict, im here.. blogging (: tmr, gems, ideas, pacc, and basketball!! :DD ideas.. that gay kwan better pass annie cheung my grp's project report n cd. otherwise, he is so d.e.a.d. and i mean it. ):


-love n kisses-
felina


love is not a feeling, it is an ability.

tribute to junwei, gaykwan and josiah~~ ((:

i've been spending way too much time on youtube these few days.. credit part of this craze to junwei n jo. jo once showed me ellen show on youtube, featuring josh duhamel <<3
and there's part of video that i didnt manage to find, and till now, im trying my best to source for it.. but, while sourcing for it, i came across some other ellen show video clips, with guests like john travolta, daniel radcliffe and many other stars. haha.. :D pretty interesting. OH! AND CHACE CRAWFORD AND THE JONAS BROTHERS!!
goodness! chace is so sexxeh!! tho josh duhamel is still my no.1 fav xD.. he's one guy who can make ellen degrenas become straight again. that is how hawwwttt he is. haha..
and den junwei. who introduced me the KEVJUMBA videos~~ haha.. pretty amusing.. with witty and nonsensical illustrations,which still brings his point across. cant believe, he's 18~ like me.. haaha.. he's kinda cute and adorable in a sense. his actions, his way of saying things, his exaggerated movements and illustrations.. :D
those who hasnt see this videos shld totally go see them.. haha..
besides these two strings of video that i'm catching right now, in fact, im waiting them to load as i type... i'm watching hairspray movie clips, which so makes me even wan buy the disc asap~ and some other interviews of hollywood stars or bands.. haha.. which concurrently elongated my list of hot guys lists~ :D
and that sounded so bimbotic of me.. tsk tsk..and blonde.
talking abt being blonde, i came across this website, with free quizzes like, "Am i dumb?","Are you a genius?", and "What's your iq?" etc etc.. these tests arent as easy as those previous tests i've taken. i scored pretty well in both "Am i Dumb?" and "What's your iq?", which subsequently proved that i'm aint dumb and that i've a high iq. :D BUT! the "are you a genius?" test makes me feel uber blonde, and...dumb.. seriously.. there must be sth wrong with the questions. haha.. (:
so yep, that's abt what my night was yesterday~ and as for today. i shall go church today and later head home to mug. i highly doubt any of u will see me online~~ hokay, better nt make empty promises. we shall see yea?!

-loves n kisses-
felina

evasion, ignorance, equivocation is what i'm doing now.

yeah, i noe i loaded this clip before.. but this is much more detailed. =D

i have been thinking alot over really random stuffs these few days.. there's so many things to do. and i'm tired. everything seems to come at one go. no matter how much i try to avoid them or not to think about them, things just come against me. im not sure whether i am making sense now.. but, it's how i feel about things right now. i'm feeling uncertain over things that i should have confidence in. there's no reason in explaining why, but those are the things im brooding over, and have completely no idea what should do.
so many things to consider. and things are just suffocating me.. memories just kept pouring back. feelings kept flowing back. it's like i decided to take a jog down the memory lane. things that i do not wish to remember, resurfaced again, and they just open old wounds once more. of course, there's things and events that are worth reminiscing. still.
im having a headache with all that thinking. like this afternoon. felt like the mind is closing on inside of me. some part of me want to isolate myself somewhere, and recluse and just think about nothing. seems so ascetic of me. tsk tsk. back to the point.
of course i know, knowing myself, i just think even more nonsense if i lone myself away from my friends. it happened once and it undoubtedly will repeat itself if i do that again. haa.
once again, im at crossroads at what to do. things that i thought were solved, came rushing back and slamming me right into the face, throwing me off scale. i certainly hope these wont be here to stay. afterall, there's so many things in life worth my smiles.

i surrender happily~

i did start on mob today!! not much.. but it's still a start~~ ((: woohoo!!
morning was an interesting start.. kinda happening actually, but it aint my business to talk abt it.. yep.. :D

accompanied eld sissy to pasir ris central to do her hair.. n headed off for dental.. came back tamp and met audd n junwei to study.. jo being a lazy bum, didnt come.. n he's nuts over my sissy. once again, a warped convo between us.. tsk tsk... he must be mentally deranged~~
saw baobei n her frens at tamp int.. heading to tp.. traitor!! haha!!
me n junwei reached the cc first n started studying with good progress. and audd the tardy queen came in later.. and since she stepped in, she did not really mug.. tsk tsk! what happened to hard core mugging!! ): but at least she started too.. haha.. junwei mus b so disturbed by audd's negative sanity :D

the muggin session was peppered with light hearted chats. with audd being the normal moron as she always prove herself to be..
speaking of proving, junwei proved himself to be a good girlfren! haha! what a bitch! =D

Today's standards of performance are yesterday's standards of excellence and tomorrow's standards of mediocrity. says:
she looks oversized to act cute
-[Felina]- make my heart drop and let it come alive says:
tsk tsk
-[Felina]- make my heart drop and let it come alive says:
haha
Today's standards of performance are yesterday's standards of excellence and tomorrow's standards of mediocrity. says:
haha
-[Felina]- make my heart drop and let it come alive says:
u gt read her profile?
-[Felina]- make my heart drop and let it come alive says:
so contradicting..
-[Felina]- make my heart drop and let it come alive says:
and her photos n captions are !@#$%
Today's standards of performance are yesterday's standards of excellence and tomorrow's standards of mediocrity. says:
haha
Today's standards of performance are yesterday's standards of excellence and tomorrow's standards of mediocrity. says:
i find her a bit... bhb
-[Felina]- make my heart drop and let it come alive says:
haha..l
-[Felina]- make my heart drop and let it come alive says:
u will find it in alot of girls
-[Felina]- make my heart drop and let it come alive says:
haha
Today's standards of performance are yesterday's standards of excellence and tomorrow's standards of mediocrity. says:
haha
Today's standards of performance are yesterday's standards of excellence and tomorrow's standards of mediocrity. says:
but it's quite prominent for her
-[Felina]- make my heart drop and let it come alive says:
something not meant to be known~
Today's standards of performance are yesterday's standards of excellence and tomorrow's standards of mediocrity. says:
YUP!
Today's standards of performance are yesterday's standards of excellence and tomorrow's standards of mediocrity. says:
this is the statement
-[Felina]- make my heart drop and let it come alive says:
den b4 that..
-[Felina]- make my heart drop and let it come alive says:
she described herself as cute
-[Felina]- make my heart drop and let it come alive says:
i tot she say she nt cute?
-[Felina]- make my heart drop and let it come alive says:
haha
-[Felina]- make my heart drop and let it come alive says:
den oso.. one of her character is.. stubb0rn..
-[Felina]- make my heart drop and let it come alive says:
den the other.. easily bullied..
-[Felina]- make my heart drop and let it come alive says:
ironic!
-[Felina]- make my heart drop and let it come alive says:
=D
Today's standards of performance are yesterday's standards of excellence and tomorrow's standards of mediocrity. says:
tat was the statement that made me think she bhb
Today's standards of performance are yesterday's standards of excellence and tomorrow's standards of mediocrity. says:
and ya
Today's standards of performance are yesterday's standards of excellence and tomorrow's standards of mediocrity. says:
i think she is trying to attract attention
Today's standards of performance are yesterday's standards of excellence and tomorrow's standards of mediocrity. says:
using her profile
-[Felina]- make my heart drop and let it come alive says:
hahah!!
-[Felina]- make my heart drop and let it come alive says:
her photos are disgusting
-[Felina]- make my heart drop and let it come alive says:
haha
Today's standards of performance are yesterday's standards of excellence and tomorrow's standards of mediocrity. says:
yup
-[Felina]- make my heart drop and let it come alive says:
tsk tsk
Today's standards of performance are yesterday's standards of excellence and tomorrow's standards of mediocrity. says:
totally
-[Felina]- make my heart drop and let it come alive says:
haha!
-[Felina]- make my heart drop and let it come alive says:
and the captions are.. crap
Today's standards of performance are yesterday's standards of excellence and tomorrow's standards of mediocrity. says:
haha i didnt read them
Today's standards of performance are yesterday's standards of excellence and tomorrow's standards of mediocrity. says:
dun dare to put my cursor on the pictures
Today's standards of performance are yesterday's standards of excellence and tomorrow's standards of mediocrity. says:
will dirty it
Today's standards of performance are yesterday's standards of excellence and tomorrow's standards of mediocrity. says:
later turn black
-[Felina]- make my heart drop and let it come alive says:
haha!
-[Felina]- make my heart drop and let it come alive says:
wad a bitch la u!
-[Felina]- make my heart drop and let it come alive says:
hah
-[Felina]- make my heart drop and let it come alive says:
=D
Today's standards of performance are yesterday's standards of excellence and tomorrow's standards of mediocrity. says:
haha
Today's standards of performance are yesterday's standards of excellence and tomorrow's standards of mediocrity. says:
im like tat
Today's standards of performance are yesterday's standards of excellence and tomorrow's standards of mediocrity. says:
now u know
-[Felina]- make my heart drop and let it come alive says:
hahah!!!
-[Felina]- make my heart drop and let it come alive says:
we shld have a bitching session one day.. haha.. me u n audd.. haha.. we make awesome girlfnens.. haha
-[Felina]- make my heart drop and let it come alive says:
=D
-[Felina]- make my heart drop and let it come alive says:
myab u can join gay kwan
Today's standards of performance are yesterday's standards of excellence and tomorrow's standards of mediocrity. says:
haha nOOOO!
Today's standards of performance are yesterday's standards of excellence and tomorrow's standards of mediocrity. says:
not her... not tat gay kwan
Today's standards of performance are yesterday's standards of excellence and tomorrow's standards of mediocrity. says:
i'll nv be on the same road with her
-[Felina]- make my heart drop and let it come alive says:
hahah
-[Felina]- make my heart drop and let it come alive says:
^^
-[Felina]- make my heart drop and let it come alive says:
u will make a good bitching partner
-[Felina]- make my heart drop and let it come alive says:
=D

bet audd will be lmao when she read this. haha ((: oh well. eyes are red nw~ shall blog tmr~ ((:
nightos!

i so so wanted to study. but i cant. =/ was uber tired today la. and i noe i was slightly cranky in the afternoon. cause i overheard jo said sth like, lack of sleep, den nw cranky. =x

darn him.. all thanks to his receipts, i had to cab to school.. long story. shant waste my time on it.. haha..

speaking of jo the perbird. yes. sounds like pervert har? exactly. that pervert. he n alas, had joined the bird bird grp! haha! ^^ anyway, back to him. i nid to do sth abt his love's interest. tsk tsk. im worried abt his love life.. below is this whole sorta warped convo between us. via sms.

it so happened that i saw my sissy, pris, this afternoon at cityhall on the way home. and den i just dumped the 2 guys, junwei n jo, and accompanied my sissy. from bside me, i can hear them gossiping abt certain things.heheh! AND PURPOSELLY mentioned my name a few times rather loudly.. tsktsk. what?? cant accept that i dumped u 2? ^^
den upon reaching tampines platform, i slowed down n went to ask that perbird jokingly," my sissy pretty right?" and den, he went" yeap, so much better den u" i elbowed that moron and went in frnt to join my sissy. when tapping out the card again, he went, "why, u jealous har?" so i happily played back.. i went quite loudly, " what josiah??!! u want my sissy's contacts? u find her pretty har? but no way, im giving u her number la!! my sissy is off limits! " and my sis was nxt to me. ^^ den he was like"damm you la!" so, i gladly repeated myself, with something similar and b4 he can say anything else, i was like bye~~~
haha!!

and now people. shall show u guys the convo. :D

J: Eh you sabo me har.. what nonsense is that.. what a swine..
F: What u wan her number har? sorry pig, but she's taken :} n over my dead body, im gonna treat u as my sissy bf~
J: hey! i dunwan la! wah im not like ziming or anything.. Haha.. wah but u say until like that.. sabo me!
F: Hahahaha! how can i understand the heart of a perbird??^^u even wan 2 hit on mum-to-be!! (jalba's pregnant)haha! hokay.. relax man.. she noes im nonsensical. dun upset la~(: not dat u will c her again too~ haha
J:haha. true true. i wun see her again anyway. that is wad harianto always say when i buy female mags with jalba on it. haha! okok
F:haha! dats wad i told u too.. haha.. so u finally dare to buy female mags har? hahah!
J:ya. sort of... and pervertic male mags. haha! i just bought another female mag last dec.. and feb issue of cosmogirl. jessica's in it!
F: i wan read!! ((: wait till i buy mags with all my fav guy stars in them! wahaha! Josh duhamel you're so swell~~(ellen sang it in her show for josh duhamel!)
J: haha.. ok.. i went to bras brasah that day and i bought 2 old magswith jalba .. GQ and OK! haha
F:hahaha!!!!! u wan pict of my sis? =] heh
J: wth.. you are still on your sis. no. i dun wan. jessica alba.. yes :)
F: hahaha! move onto more available pastures man~~ haha! my sis's a good catch la! N since u like older women............ ((:
J: what nonsense! hard sell har.. haha! thanks har but no thanks (: anyways, what's ur sis name? if it's jessica i'll consider.. hahah.. JOKING (:
F: alba.alba lin :} what hard sell! offering you a gd deal la! im trying to earn some cupid's payroll here. Be more cooperative or i will pair u up with some bread(inside joke) (:
J: ok la. u say until like ur sis very good like that. good deal har.. that means you think im good enuff and kind enuff and overall, im such a nice person and stuff right.. haha! i noe im good and stuff! hahah!
F: which parts of my sms-es say so har? on the contrary, u nid some1 like my sis to balance out the not goodness in u ((:
J: wth. haha.. i mean u wan best for ur sis right! see i'm nice.. hahaha..
F: i jus wan earn some buckaroos.~~ haha. i mean i can matchmake u n bready too! she's a nice and good lady too.. she noes hw to cook.. dress up. Haha! Smart. n noes whether things are ripped off or not. :}
J: That's really a rip off!Matchmaking me and that swine? haha. u earn if you matchmake ur sis u can earn money.. woah.. how?
F:haha! from u! matchmaker earns $ k.. eh! jus nw u called me swine. n now u call that swine as swine! so u trying to say that i'm like her la!! what a pig la u!
J:haha.. sorry sorry..you are not la. she is alright.. and money from me? wth. i thought money frm her.. wah.
F: you're the one getting the good stuffs la!! you think u some ladies' choice har? lyke some korean stars. Goodness. haha!! ((:
J:wah. anything lor. i'm no zac efron or jason marsden(efron sang "ladies choice"in hairspray movie ) :) anyway your sis looks better den u, so you must be jealous! haha.. sorry man.. ok la.. u also look as good la ok.. (:
F:wad a b!tch la u! tsk tsk. darius(his younger bro) looks better den u oso! haha! bt i oso think my sis looks better 2. hahah!
J:haha.. ok fine. you win... oh anyway.. did u get notes frm anyone?
F:yep. econs notes from suz. getting frm her poa n stats soon..:)
J: haha.. okok.. i'll get it from u alright... thanks har :) and say hi to your sis for me.. haha..
F:who says im lending u? huh huh?? no $ no talk! jessica loves cash(as in cash warren), i love cash($) too! hahah! kidding(: i'll lend it to u, when i feel like lending.^^ and i knew it! u were eyeing at my sissy! hey lil boy, she doesnt comes cheap, but the kisses come free(lyrics frm "ladies choice")~~ ((: heh
J: funny har. not bad leh.. haha! im just being cooperating.
F: Grammatical error. it's either"being cooperative" or"am cooperating" .. so make ur choice, bready or sissy (:
J:oh haha.. didnt realise i typed wrongly.. haiya so difficult. NEITHER. haha ((:
F: tsk tsk. u dunnoe wad traffic stopping stuffs u missing mannnnxxxxx :) unless..... you're interested in men! your craze 4 jalba is jus a smokescreen la! tsk tsk. u can click well with gay kwan :D
J: hey. wad nonsense... so you making me choose one la! wah

.........duhh!

so people, what can u infer from this convo. please list any5 persoanlity traits u see here. with egs.

1. pervertic. eg. J:ya. sort of... and pervertic male mags. haha! i just bought another female mag last dec.. and feb issue of cosmogirl. jessica's in it!
2. thick skin.eg. J: ok la. u say until like ur sis very good like that. good deal har.. that means you think im good enuff and kind enuff and overall, im such a nice person and stuff right.. haha! i noe im good and stuff! hahah!
3. mean! eg. J: That's really a rip off!Matchmaking me and that swine?
4. flirt. eg. J: haha.. okok.. i'll get it from u alright... thanks har :) and say hi to your sis for me.. haha..
5. gay no examples for this. it's obvious! theory stated above (:
   

i'm so tarnishing his rep here~ haha.. but.. nahh.. he aint like that.. ^^ i find it funnily dumb~ haha! even if u dun think so...

ANYWAYS!
didnt go for pacc lect today.. but was uber serious during class work in crs.. think i was too tired. den headed over pizza hut aft class. the order took super long!! cause there were alot of ppl. and only one poor aunty at work. =x she was kinda piss-sy at first. but later on, she was so much friendlier and better. think she's too tired aft serving so many ppl.. first time ate in such a large grp of frens at sp.. normally is just wif the girls~ was super late for mob.. but dckk was in a good mood. (: haha! yh like old friends with him like that. haha ((:

but so depressing. today last day of school. since tmr no school for our class. our class has been great tgt, or at least that's what i think. in fact, the most fun class. i certainly dun like the idea of o5 being spilt up. half of us are going banking and the other half to finance. =( who noes what classmates we will have. most prob 06? baobei u good la.. iceman banking. ): anw.. i will miss u badly. ): but den again, we wil carry on the plan to meet up every month and any time we can steadfastly! okay! ^^
plan alr har! sentosa, steamboat, kbox sessionssssssssssssss and bday gatherings!!! ^^

hokay~ shall try try TRY go study now~~ ^^

-loves n kisses-
felina

Come So Far (Got So Far To Go)

by Hairspray

album: Hairspray (Soundtrack To The Motion Picture) (2007)

Hey, old friend, let’s look back
On the crazy clothes we wore
Ain’t it fun to look back
And to see it’s all been done before?
All those nights together are our special memories.
And I can’t wait for tomorrow just
as long as you’re dancing next to me.

Cuz it’s so clear, every year we get stronger!
Though what’s gone is gone…
And the past is the past…
Turn the radio up…
And then hit the gas cuz…

I know we’ve come so far, but we’ve got so far to go.
I know the road seems long, but it won’t be long ‘til it’s time to go. So
Most days we’ll take it fast, but some nights we’ll take it slow.
I know we’ve come so far, but baby!
Baby! We’ve got so far to go!

Hey, your friends are together, side by side and year by year!
The road was filled with twists and turns.
Oh, but that’s the road that got us here.
Let’s move past the bad times. But before those memories fade…
Let’s forgive, but not forget the love from all the mistakes we made.

Cuz it’s so clear! Every year, we get stronger.
So don’t give up and don’t say when.
And just get back on the road again cuz.

I know we’ve come so far, but we’ve got so far to go.
I know the road seems long, but it won’t be long ‘til it’s time to go. So
Most days we’ll take it fast, but some nights we’ll take it slow.
I know we’ve come so far, but baby! Baby! We’ve got so far to go!

Hey ol’ friend! Come along for the ride.
There’s plenty of room so jump inside.
The highway is rockin’ every now and then.
It feels so much better where I been.
Just keep moving at your own speed,
Your heart is all the compass you’ll ever need,
Let’s keep cruising on the road we're on
Because the rear view mirror only shows what's gone gone gone!
We’ve got so far to go!

Oh it’s so clear!
Every year, we get stronger.
So shine that light and take my hand
And let’s dance into the promise land cuz...

I know we’ve come so far, but we’ve got so far to go.
I know the road seems long, but it won’t be long ‘til it’s time to go. So
Most days we’ll take it fast, but some nights we’ll take it slow.
I know we’ve come so far, but baby! Baby! We’ve got so far to go! 

im so bloated. like a balloon. ):

righto~ first thing first.. right now i have the strongest urge to murder my sis with both hands! =x she let frosty out this afternoon, and she also fully knows that frosty isnt the most guai dog. and he likes to chew on things he see on the floor. particularly soft toys. ): it so happens that she didnt keep an eye on him and he wandered into my study room.. n my pig was lying on the floor.. it fell frm the cabinet, and that dog happily thinks that its his toy or sth. and still drag it out to play bside my sissy. of course she freaked out. tho seriously it aint the first time this thing happened when frosty is under her care!! shucks. =/ now the button is spoilt. and gone. wonder if frosty swallowed it. humph.=/ im so not going to take care of him. for this month.period. ): depressing. i didnt even manage to use it and and and.............. it's gone... =x

on a brighter tone, literally, i went to do my hair with audd n her cus today.. nt bad i think~ haha.. base is like reddish,brownish, purplish. and highlight is close to bright red. yep (: turns out quite nice i suppose. and audd went to rebond her hair, which looks so much better now.. and check this out.. she became AN EYGPTIAN SPONGEBOB MADE IN CHINA in a that short span of seconds when she asked the hairstylist to cut her fringe doll straight.. first rihana wannabe when i PERSUADED.. not force hokay audd... den now she thinks she's running for some "Cleopatra look alike" competition ((: but she looked so much better now! hahah better den the completely derayed hairstyle she had..:D


all hail the Egyptian cleopatra~~

headed home~ and upon reaching the house, i realised i didnt bring the keys out when i left home earlier in the afternoon.i should have jolly well dye my hair all blonde =x speaking of which, i left school right after itab. school's ending real early these few days. hahah! ^^ and im nt complaining.. but but BUT! like a good kid, im so gonna start mugging real soon.. which is tomorrow.. ^^ with baobei n yiling. and fri at tampines changkat cc with audd. hardcore mugging commencing soon~

studies studies. im glad there's no itab exam this time rnd. god noes i cant operate frontpage for nuts. =x the proj is mainly done by yiling and baobei. altho, uncle lai gave us the not-very-good look, but im glad it's over and all credits to yiling n baobei, who have put in so much more effort ((: love you both to bits. and yes you Cleopatra and of course susanna too ((:

and something is so seriously wrong with my bluetooth on my lappy. ahh!! and the wireless connection. ): k.i.s.s. =x kuku internet sucky syndrome =x kept dcing me. and now the bluetooth! ):
depressing.
real depressed.

lemme think of happy stuffs~

oohohooho!! im so in love with hairspray songs! so tempted to buy their dvd.. any kind souls out there?? ((: i dun mind u noe~~ ^^

hokay. shall cont playing online and msning while i can. after tonight, it's goodbye free time, hello mugging ((:

and i wanna eat durians~~

-loves and kisses-
soon-to-be murderess of EX-sissy of Priscila Lin Zhenyan
aka
felina ((:

3 more weeks to japan
and chinese new year <3
it's gonna be a white chinese new year 2008 (:

hokay~ vented my anger.. nw.. bloggin proper~

for the few days, ive been relatively busy with finishing idea proj.. slept REAL little ): so, to make it up to myself i went to bed today,after tuition. and slept for a good 3 hrs..(:

monday was just swept past me.. i skipped pacc n stats, only going for proj meeting and econs.. im gonna miss mun wah ); so in short, my monday was real short. hah. i wont deny it's nt on purpose i overslept. but i needed the sleep badly! i slept at 4.30! ): ugh

and tuesday~ as u guys can see for urself, frm the previous post, the day wasnt fantastic. *grimaces* to top off the whole t-eew-s-day... gems ): uber boring. me n audd just slept. thank god i had my ipod on~ hahah ((: ppl, it's improvisation~ bringing your own props on stage~ ^^

ideas, u noe abt it. shant tok more den have to say. but! ICE MAN IS SO CUTE! HAHA ^^ boonyen says im biased towards his grp.. but.. nyahaha ;DDD cant deny the fact his grp idea is nt bad.. ^^im just more gay when it comes to him~ hahah.. oh six isnt all bastards n bitches la khad~ there's nice ppl out there.. bsides den bitchface, shim,ugly boy n ugly girl and who ever else choy yoke has names for, tho im sure by now she even has a longer list for ppl in oh six. haha ((: there's nice ppl too la.. tho so far i noe of 2 only~ iceman(duh) and weeee jun wei ((: ( eh junwei! dun say im bad! i gt mention u hokay~) and for the sake of u, i shant shoot ur grp.. tho i wouldnt mind condescending 2 of the members in ur grp. but looking at the fact we are frens, i shant. tho i cant promise u that from my other grp members. so all the best.(:

anw, head back, conveniently skipped lectures and went for tuition. head home and slept ((:

and tmr~~ the plans goes~

itab.. presentation once more.
mob. feel like skipping. like what khad mentioned in her post. we shld fully utilized our 25% leave~ ^^
after school i feel like hitting town. but audd's gonna do her hair.. baobei n ling doing proj~ sian ): i feel going shopping =x or catch a movie
sian
sian
sian
sian

the opportunity cost will be studying for mob.. test on monday. but but.. =x

oh well.

-typed with love again-
felina

LIST OF 05-ians JOINING THE WARFARE BETWEEN 05 AND 06

1. choyyoke
2. peiyu
3. yiling
4. boonyen
5. audrey
6. me(if they (fill in the blank) us again
7. and all those rest who's just against a few (like me)

somehow i think they brought it on themselves.. fyi if u have n0 idea.. our class girls may be the last grp u wanna cross.. cause it may be the last grp u ever cross =D

kidding..but to some extent, it's pretty true.. i mean.. when our girls bitch.. it's bitch. and gaykwan shld just call us shifu~

tho i was oso pretty pissed.. at a particular thing some bread says.. no wait.
i shall slowly type this bitchy and piss-ful post abt what happened and all.. tho i shant give ANY comments on her dress sense and er..neh mind.. heh..

her grp went before us... seriously speaking.. i have no idea what on earth are they toking abt. or rather i n0e hell lot of stuffs abt their topic.. but have n0 idea which tree they are barking up.. and what's with the swot analysis. excuse me.. it's not fom. and your zbrush model got nth to do with ur whole product. dun give the crap abt getting the desired experiences.. your desired experiences.. I CAN GET IT ANYWHERE. as long it's a high end brand or even middle end.. goodness. idk.. but i shld say.. it's just your luck to meet such bimbotic shopaholics..

so.. tell me why. u can say our group idea is RIPPED OFF~
when your is.. oh.. not ripped off.. JUST CHANGING THE NAME OF THE SHOP~ ohh.. so does it makes u even better? how dare u say we ripped off.. puh lease. i seriously think that my grp idea is way better den urs.. and more original.. and more practical.. gosh..

but khad, audd, peiyu and cy.. if u are readin this. i dun think we are totally screwed.. even we are.. we did our part. and she has no m. eff-cuking business in our work. so.. let's nt get personal like what she did. heh =D

den there's 2 other ppl who got on our nerves.. i would like to say stfu.. heh. pissed. but im nt gonna harped on.
but but!! one last part! den i think my grp showed our contempt of what she said quite apparently.. she came up to me n audd aft class. and went"sorry abt just nw, i hope there's no hard feelings. yea.. so cld u help me apologise to the rest of your grp members?" and i went," er ok. but i think it's better if u apologise to them urself. and btw. ur idea wasnt original at all. it aint that fantastic. i have no idea what are ur grp trying to say. whatever u are offering, i can get it anywhere.so why did u just say we ripped off??"im nt sure whether i say to her " your idea is even less fanastic and even more ripped off.. to quote frm u.. " but i think i did, but in a more tactful way~
she didnt reply to my part on what is her proj on. but jus went.. "sry the ripped off was on impulse, i didnt meant for it to come out this way"

riiigghhhtt.. whatever~ i cant be bothered anymore, and just went on packing my bag.. n left her to apologise to the others.. bt apparently, she only apologised to kahd. whom i think looks the less bitchy and less harmless out of the 3.. the other 2 are showing their contempt by throwing insults at her(bhind her of cors) and reciting their essays n thesis of "why she ought to be shot dead","remind me again what's her existence on earth","Dummies guide to bitching: HER" at a non-stop hit remix, either ft khad, me or audd ;D

oh well.. 0h six oh six. my sincere advice is.. try nt to thread across yiling, boonyen, valerie n susanna's toes next week during their presentation. and also, in the mean time, stay out of choy yoke, peiyu n audd's ways.. mine too pls.. just for tt person..

n ppl, dun think audd cant bitch. she can. im telling you. just as sure i am abt the sun rises frm the east everyday.. :D

yadda yadda. nw that half of the class are pissed. dun make it a habit yea? u wouldnt wanna be in their bad books too.. haha!
for starters, i noe yiling n boonyen are rather pissed off by some of them n the tcher.. haha! their tcher~ goodness.. himbo man! i have alot to say. but all due respect.. i can only say.. the comments floating arnd my ears since this afternoon is "bleeding gay","effing snob","bloody biased" and im sure it sums it all up~ ^^

to the last comment, indeed. cant agree more. he was so obvious in helping his class grps.especially the last grp. i cant deny that their grp's idea is good. i like it too. but the way he helped them is so apparent la! the only reasons i can think of to explain his actions are 1. he's biased 2. he likes either iceman or the guy susanna kept laughing abt( as the saying goes"birds of the same feather flock together")..
if he likes iceman(in the queer way), he's gonna be mutilated personally by yours truly ((:

BUT! out frm all these anguish and pissed-full ness, all i can say nw, is let go.. (: i wont say i will forgt abt it.. but whatever unhappiness n grief, let it go :D just like what pastor lian n valerie say to sin mun wah," get over it" ^^

hokay. i blog myself happy ((:

-typed with love=
felina

let go and let God, who never let goes ((: