i so so wanted to study. but i cant. =/ was uber tired today la. and i noe i was slightly cranky in the afternoon. cause i overheard jo said sth like, lack of sleep, den nw cranky. =x

darn him.. all thanks to his receipts, i had to cab to school.. long story. shant waste my time on it.. haha..

speaking of jo the perbird. yes. sounds like pervert har? exactly. that pervert. he n alas, had joined the bird bird grp! haha! ^^ anyway, back to him. i nid to do sth abt his love's interest. tsk tsk. im worried abt his love life.. below is this whole sorta warped convo between us. via sms.

it so happened that i saw my sissy, pris, this afternoon at cityhall on the way home. and den i just dumped the 2 guys, junwei n jo, and accompanied my sissy. from bside me, i can hear them gossiping abt certain things.heheh! AND PURPOSELLY mentioned my name a few times rather loudly.. tsktsk. what?? cant accept that i dumped u 2? ^^
den upon reaching tampines platform, i slowed down n went to ask that perbird jokingly," my sissy pretty right?" and den, he went" yeap, so much better den u" i elbowed that moron and went in frnt to join my sissy. when tapping out the card again, he went, "why, u jealous har?" so i happily played back.. i went quite loudly, " what josiah??!! u want my sissy's contacts? u find her pretty har? but no way, im giving u her number la!! my sissy is off limits! " and my sis was nxt to me. ^^ den he was like"damm you la!" so, i gladly repeated myself, with something similar and b4 he can say anything else, i was like bye~~~
haha!!

and now people. shall show u guys the convo. :D

J: Eh you sabo me har.. what nonsense is that.. what a swine..
F: What u wan her number har? sorry pig, but she's taken :} n over my dead body, im gonna treat u as my sissy bf~
J: hey! i dunwan la! wah im not like ziming or anything.. Haha.. wah but u say until like that.. sabo me!
F: Hahahaha! how can i understand the heart of a perbird??^^u even wan 2 hit on mum-to-be!! (jalba's pregnant)haha! hokay.. relax man.. she noes im nonsensical. dun upset la~(: not dat u will c her again too~ haha
J:haha. true true. i wun see her again anyway. that is wad harianto always say when i buy female mags with jalba on it. haha! okok
F:haha! dats wad i told u too.. haha.. so u finally dare to buy female mags har? hahah!
J:ya. sort of... and pervertic male mags. haha! i just bought another female mag last dec.. and feb issue of cosmogirl. jessica's in it!
F: i wan read!! ((: wait till i buy mags with all my fav guy stars in them! wahaha! Josh duhamel you're so swell~~(ellen sang it in her show for josh duhamel!)
J: haha.. ok.. i went to bras brasah that day and i bought 2 old magswith jalba .. GQ and OK! haha
F:hahaha!!!!! u wan pict of my sis? =] heh
J: wth.. you are still on your sis. no. i dun wan. jessica alba.. yes :)
F: hahaha! move onto more available pastures man~~ haha! my sis's a good catch la! N since u like older women............ ((:
J: what nonsense! hard sell har.. haha! thanks har but no thanks (: anyways, what's ur sis name? if it's jessica i'll consider.. hahah.. JOKING (:
F: alba.alba lin :} what hard sell! offering you a gd deal la! im trying to earn some cupid's payroll here. Be more cooperative or i will pair u up with some bread(inside joke) (:
J: ok la. u say until like ur sis very good like that. good deal har.. that means you think im good enuff and kind enuff and overall, im such a nice person and stuff right.. haha! i noe im good and stuff! hahah!
F: which parts of my sms-es say so har? on the contrary, u nid some1 like my sis to balance out the not goodness in u ((:
J: wth. haha.. i mean u wan best for ur sis right! see i'm nice.. hahaha..
F: i jus wan earn some buckaroos.~~ haha. i mean i can matchmake u n bready too! she's a nice and good lady too.. she noes hw to cook.. dress up. Haha! Smart. n noes whether things are ripped off or not. :}
J: That's really a rip off!Matchmaking me and that swine? haha. u earn if you matchmake ur sis u can earn money.. woah.. how?
F:haha! from u! matchmaker earns $ k.. eh! jus nw u called me swine. n now u call that swine as swine! so u trying to say that i'm like her la!! what a pig la u!
J:haha.. sorry sorry..you are not la. she is alright.. and money from me? wth. i thought money frm her.. wah.
F: you're the one getting the good stuffs la!! you think u some ladies' choice har? lyke some korean stars. Goodness. haha!! ((:
J:wah. anything lor. i'm no zac efron or jason marsden(efron sang "ladies choice"in hairspray movie ) :) anyway your sis looks better den u, so you must be jealous! haha.. sorry man.. ok la.. u also look as good la ok.. (:
F:wad a b!tch la u! tsk tsk. darius(his younger bro) looks better den u oso! haha! bt i oso think my sis looks better 2. hahah!
J:haha.. ok fine. you win... oh anyway.. did u get notes frm anyone?
F:yep. econs notes from suz. getting frm her poa n stats soon..:)
J: haha.. okok.. i'll get it from u alright... thanks har :) and say hi to your sis for me.. haha..
F:who says im lending u? huh huh?? no $ no talk! jessica loves cash(as in cash warren), i love cash($) too! hahah! kidding(: i'll lend it to u, when i feel like lending.^^ and i knew it! u were eyeing at my sissy! hey lil boy, she doesnt comes cheap, but the kisses come free(lyrics frm "ladies choice")~~ ((: heh
J: funny har. not bad leh.. haha! im just being cooperating.
F: Grammatical error. it's either"being cooperative" or"am cooperating" .. so make ur choice, bready or sissy (:
J:oh haha.. didnt realise i typed wrongly.. haiya so difficult. NEITHER. haha ((:
F: tsk tsk. u dunnoe wad traffic stopping stuffs u missing mannnnxxxxx :) unless..... you're interested in men! your craze 4 jalba is jus a smokescreen la! tsk tsk. u can click well with gay kwan :D
J: hey. wad nonsense... so you making me choose one la! wah

.........duhh!

so people, what can u infer from this convo. please list any5 persoanlity traits u see here. with egs.

1. pervertic. eg. J:ya. sort of... and pervertic male mags. haha! i just bought another female mag last dec.. and feb issue of cosmogirl. jessica's in it!
2. thick skin.eg. J: ok la. u say until like ur sis very good like that. good deal har.. that means you think im good enuff and kind enuff and overall, im such a nice person and stuff right.. haha! i noe im good and stuff! hahah!
3. mean! eg. J: That's really a rip off!Matchmaking me and that swine?
4. flirt. eg. J: haha.. okok.. i'll get it from u alright... thanks har :) and say hi to your sis for me.. haha..
5. gay no examples for this. it's obvious! theory stated above (:
   

i'm so tarnishing his rep here~ haha.. but.. nahh.. he aint like that.. ^^ i find it funnily dumb~ haha! even if u dun think so...

ANYWAYS!
didnt go for pacc lect today.. but was uber serious during class work in crs.. think i was too tired. den headed over pizza hut aft class. the order took super long!! cause there were alot of ppl. and only one poor aunty at work. =x she was kinda piss-sy at first. but later on, she was so much friendlier and better. think she's too tired aft serving so many ppl.. first time ate in such a large grp of frens at sp.. normally is just wif the girls~ was super late for mob.. but dckk was in a good mood. (: haha! yh like old friends with him like that. haha ((:

but so depressing. today last day of school. since tmr no school for our class. our class has been great tgt, or at least that's what i think. in fact, the most fun class. i certainly dun like the idea of o5 being spilt up. half of us are going banking and the other half to finance. =( who noes what classmates we will have. most prob 06? baobei u good la.. iceman banking. ): anw.. i will miss u badly. ): but den again, we wil carry on the plan to meet up every month and any time we can steadfastly! okay! ^^
plan alr har! sentosa, steamboat, kbox sessionssssssssssssss and bday gatherings!!! ^^

hokay~ shall try try TRY go study now~~ ^^

-loves n kisses-
felina

Come So Far (Got So Far To Go)

by Hairspray

album: Hairspray (Soundtrack To The Motion Picture) (2007)

Hey, old friend, let’s look back
On the crazy clothes we wore
Ain’t it fun to look back
And to see it’s all been done before?
All those nights together are our special memories.
And I can’t wait for tomorrow just
as long as you’re dancing next to me.

Cuz it’s so clear, every year we get stronger!
Though what’s gone is gone…
And the past is the past…
Turn the radio up…
And then hit the gas cuz…

I know we’ve come so far, but we’ve got so far to go.
I know the road seems long, but it won’t be long ‘til it’s time to go. So
Most days we’ll take it fast, but some nights we’ll take it slow.
I know we’ve come so far, but baby!
Baby! We’ve got so far to go!

Hey, your friends are together, side by side and year by year!
The road was filled with twists and turns.
Oh, but that’s the road that got us here.
Let’s move past the bad times. But before those memories fade…
Let’s forgive, but not forget the love from all the mistakes we made.

Cuz it’s so clear! Every year, we get stronger.
So don’t give up and don’t say when.
And just get back on the road again cuz.

I know we’ve come so far, but we’ve got so far to go.
I know the road seems long, but it won’t be long ‘til it’s time to go. So
Most days we’ll take it fast, but some nights we’ll take it slow.
I know we’ve come so far, but baby! Baby! We’ve got so far to go!

Hey ol’ friend! Come along for the ride.
There’s plenty of room so jump inside.
The highway is rockin’ every now and then.
It feels so much better where I been.
Just keep moving at your own speed,
Your heart is all the compass you’ll ever need,
Let’s keep cruising on the road we're on
Because the rear view mirror only shows what's gone gone gone!
We’ve got so far to go!

Oh it’s so clear!
Every year, we get stronger.
So shine that light and take my hand
And let’s dance into the promise land cuz...

I know we’ve come so far, but we’ve got so far to go.
I know the road seems long, but it won’t be long ‘til it’s time to go. So
Most days we’ll take it fast, but some nights we’ll take it slow.
I know we’ve come so far, but baby! Baby! We’ve got so far to go!