Saturday, February 23, 2008
the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 11:24 AM x]
i dont want history to repeat itself. i dont wish for another episode like his. i dont want to go through anymore heartache or mind boggling matters.
i dont what to do other than taking things as it goes. but, i seriously hope these 2 very much treasured friendships don't go awry. i think i got alot going in my life now
seriously, im scared and sick and tired. and im wondering now is it my fault. how did things get so crazy?
when these things happen to my friends, i could see straight and give them advices. but now, i cant even see the stuffs in front of me. everything seemed to fade out and. blurred. i have no idea what to do, but just go with the flow.
part of me wish that all these are just a bad dream, part of me hope that im just being paranoid and being the worrisome me.
truth is, whatever im hoping for, seems to be the un-truth. i pray that it better not be so. It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust I've got my heart set on anywhere but here