today is such a bad day or rather for the past 2 weeks. there's this bad feeling among my whole family with each other. and everyone was in their worst temper, giving attitude and was being quarrelsome over almost every thing.

and i realise, thru out this whole trial, we didnt turn to god at all. we didnt feed on His words for quite a time. and that maybe the reason why we are running low on oil and fuses are burning, not to mention having nasty thoughts towards each other. suffice to say, it was as tho we are on war fare everyday and it was killing us.

den it dawned on me that we should see christ as the sheperd, not just the saviour. and that's exactly what im gonna do. whatever things(verbal) my family members maybe throwing arnd or at me, im gonna trust in Daddy God and his sheperding. if i cant trust him whom can i trust? myself? my family members? did that and it failed terribly.

so im gonna make the devil die in hell by giving him this blow by doing the very thing that he doesnt want me to do, that is trust in my Abba who loves me the most and wants the best for me. He knows what will happen and he will prepare the way for me. He will supernaturally guide us in the most natural ways. Amen.

-loves n kisses-
felina