i guess i shall stick to banking afterall.

my first choice was banking. raphael told me banking better. and most importantly, i feel peace in my heart. now to think of it, the reason i chose financial is cause of my frens, partially. but like what Alastair says:
i think i'm shouldn't decide for u. decide for urself. see wat u are comfortable wif and really think of ur future. not coz of ur friends. diff class but we still can hang out. one day still u all will separate.


not to mention also, the reason i chose financial tradin was cause i really dunnoe what to choose.

funnily, just when i was deciding to stay or appeal, my sis and those i asked for opinions told me to take banking. even my sis told me to continue in banking. and she noes nth about the difference in banking n financial trading!
rapheal told me that banking was better too and that it will be easier for me to uni.
some more, when i was deciding, the thought of remaining in banking just makes me feel good. in fact, the thought of appealing to finance is making me all stressed out and depressed. =x
there's just no peace. ask audd. everytime when i mentioned about appealing, i will become moody and gloomy. now that ive decided and set my heart on remaining in 04, i feel relieved, no more ropes tying up my guts.
also, tho ive been saying i wan to opt for financial trading and confessing over it, there's always no complete peace to it. in fact,i felt that it was a must to do it. but when i decided to take on banking, the peace in me is just too hard to ignore.


and thanks to this, ive learnt sth.
god will always put u in the right place at the right time. (: and there's always this peace when he makes u go the way he wans u to head. there's also always people arnd u to push u or signal u to the direction. and nth can goes well if i used my efforts. like sending emails and all. it just made me anxious and nervy waiting for the replies and i felt obliged to confess i will be able to go financial trading. but, at last , i just went, god, it's up to u to show me, and the first tot was, i should stay in banking. adn there was this peaceful feeling, and i felt so rested. this shows that, involve god in decision making, and u make smart decisions. (: so i guess, banking here i come.

besides, the bible says lord has not given us the spirit of fear, but of love, power and sound mind. (: whereever i go, fear of nt succeeding will not prevail, cause of god's gift of spirit of love, power, of sound mind. and

The Lord will command the blessing on you in your storehouses and in all to which you set your hand, and He will bless you in the land which the Lord your God is giving you.
Deuteronomy 28:8

Blessed shall you be in the city, and blessed shall you be in the country. Blessed shall be the fruit of your body, the produce of your ground and the increase of your herds, the increase of your cattle and the offspring of your flocks. Blessed shall be your basket and your kneading bowl. Blessed shall you be when you come in, and blessed shall you be when you go out.
Deuteronomy 28:3–6

The Lord will open to you His good treasure, the heavens, to give the rain to your land in its season, and to bless all the work of your hand. You shall lend to many nations, but you shall not borrow. And the Lord will make you the head and not the tail; you shall be above only, and not be beneath,
Deuteronomy 28:12–13

also, pastor prince once said, GOD will never put me a place where His love cannot suffice. (:

everywhere i go, shall be blessed. amen.