" Life without orgasms is like the world without flowers."
-Paris Hilton-

hello!! went town to meet yiling, audrey and booyen today for movie! hottie and nottie and by the end of the show, paris hilton is so so the nottie. ((:

as much as i love the ring, it keeps giving me scratches and my hand looks as though i purposely scarred myself. im no sicko yo.
am packing my stuff now and thinking what to bring to entertain myself during the long ride tomorrow.

and ftw. i went to the doc today. and she actually thought i was pregnant?!
i was telling her about the fainting spells and migraine.
and dis is what she says
D: so u recently having headaches or fainting spells isit?
F: yea.
D: do u feel nausea?
F: yea. (starting to guess where these qns gonna lead to)
D:what about your appetite? isit good?
F:sometimes, but sometimes i just feel so bloated that i dont feel like eating at all.
D: any craving or sort?
F: yep! just yesterday night till this morning im craving for egg prata from sampang bedok.(: [smiling so happily at the thought of egg prata]
D: alrights, pardon me, but are u sexually active, or have intercourse for the past weeks or months?
F: er..NO!
and before i can say anything else, she asked abt my monthly cycle and i just told her, it's cycling.
-.-
i so feel like answering," no, i dont them with guys, it cant be." when she asked whether im sexually active. hurhurhur! imagine the look on her face!
or i may go," let see. i think i havent been sexually active for the past.... 18 yrs? yep, that's about it. "
alrights, im so bullcrapping.

frosty's gone to grandma's for few days, he's so gonna enjoy it. waigong dotes on him alot, and frosty just loves being home with them ((:

went cya briefing today and we decided not to join, cause firstly it was too much commitment and though for me commitment is no blunder, i cant even go for the interview with caas say if i get shortlisted for the position.

p.s. rashes suck. (:

oh my oh my!! gossip girls is THE sex yo!! hahah! really darn nice~~ (: jenny humphrey is such a bitch, so is georgina sparks. and and!! nate archibald and vanessa makes a good pair~~ too bad for blair warldorf tho~ and did i mention before, chuck bass is ultimate hawtness! actually all 3 of the guys~ chuck bass, nate archibald and dan humphrey~~ ((:


and and!! ugly betty no more on hiatus! haha! okay im slow. but it was so long ago since i last watched ugly betty!! ahhh!!


x.o.x.o.
you know you love me.

-loves n kisses-
felina

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why is it that i feel like puking? ): and i hardly eat anything last night n this morning. and when i stand up i feel a fainting spell? and i feel uber bloated. oh god. ):

no matter what, im still craving for egg prata, worse now, im in the mood to eat sambal kangkong and sambal stringray. oh god!

feels as if im pregnant. shucks.

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egg prata egg prata egg prata!! and alot alot of curry!!
that's what i'm craving for now. anyone nice enough to go sampang bedok and buy me prata!! :DD

anyhoos, im currently at home, tho, im supposed to be in school like NOW. however, due to foreseen circumstances, of having unexplainable blardy rashes, fever and headache, im at home, craving for egg prata, and blogging my time away.

typing keeps my hands away from scratching my rashes that often. (: gonna see the doc later~ hopefully he gives me 10 days mc or sth.. but den again, i wouldnt want rot myself at home, while the rest are in school. i dont deny staying at home is fun, especially, you are supposed to go for 8 frigging am lessons. oh right, not that fun. my mum sees it as a day of atonement. the day to clean up my room, pack my bag for tomorrow ( which i know im supposed to) and clean the house up. why atonement? to atone for my all sins i accrued procrastinating my chores and making a mess in my rooms. but, im not going to give in so easily!! im sick!! i swear i am!! and im going to glue my ass to this comfy seat. ^^

ooh,i bet peiwen n boonyen gonna miss me in class, no wonder to sing them nice songs like i do in my nice voice and all~~ heh!
shit i think the fever is getting into me..i got a fever, im hawt i cant be stop~~~
FUG. this is bad. hurhurhur.

oh well. in order not to kill myself in pure, hardly ecstatic, boredom, im gonna visit the doc, and meet boonyen, yiling auddie in town for paris hilton. heh! nobody cant say no to a movie. ((:
and the thing they say about an apple a day keeps the doc away? so not true. and what if the doc is a cute hunk with adorable dimples and all!! i think i will just keep the apple away. :D

food thought for the day:
i just visited friendster homepage and absentmindedly clicked on New Horoscope. and it says,
Change is always not comfortable. Give yourself some time to get used to it.
im not a sucker or believers of horoscope. i mean what if they says you are a blonde or something?? maybe it will aptly describe a LIBRA (looking in audrey ong juan juan's direction), but it will do none to a virgo! ((:
but the point is, it just aptly described what im thinking now? like times i cant get used to the fact yiling n audd not in the same class, and how things in some parts of my life are changing. changes are not necessarily bad, but at times, it gets uncomfortable, and i just have to get used to it.

anyhoos, EGG PRATA EGG PRATA EGG PRATA!!

i really love my wonderful, supersonic, awesome-mania buddies!!!
and they love me just as well. (:

they managed to make my boring and mundane school day into a happy and enjoyable one, and my moodiness to cheerfulness~

to my dearest baobei~
thanks so much dear for going all the way down to fc 5 to buy panadols for me. im super touched la!! it was super sunny and hot and u made a trip there and up the stupid hill. and den the flower!!! omg!! pink daisy <3 i love it man!!! and im touched that u still remember i love pink lilies nonetheless~~ saya cinta mati padamu!! (:

to audrey~ bitch, i still miss you in class. ): alot and i mean it. thanks so much for letting me complain and blabber all problems to u. and times when i ran to u crying for help, u never fail to give me ur shoulder to lean on and hand to wipe those tears away. and u are 24/7 ready to cheer me up and lift my mood up!! saya cinta mati kau~:D

to my laopo, yiling~ i love you laopo!! u never fail to cheer ppl up and be of good cheer when i needed the most~ (: i missed u in class, and all your nonsensical entics~ u too, dont be moody. im so glad ppl from the extreme west and east can meet and bond so well together. muackersarus laopo!!! saya cinta mati kamu!!

class maybe boring at times, but i thank god for peiwen and baobei who are always there to chat with me. tho initially i thought will be awkward, but we still managed it right (:
and my new classmates~~ clara n huiyan. ((:

but, i still miss 05 dearly. ):

-loves n kisses-
felina

im so pissed with myself. how could i lost the ring, knowing it fully well that that ring is of strong significance. wtf myself.

how can i be so careless! and im too tired to take note where on earth i placed it. arghhh!!!

and my ear kena infection again. ):
and my sunburn itches.
and i think im down with an allergy. ):

ahh!
shitsssss

i think im gonna make this my every-monday habit, blogging during the uber long 2 hrs break~~~

and i seriously think that fc6 should be air conditionised for the comfort for all those who are sun burnt, aka, me!
my neck shoulder and chest feel as though it is on fire, and my legs feel itchy. any part of body that met the sun for the past 2 days hurts like wtf.
oh my nose too. >;/

anyways, after sentosa, we went to spore flyer and went to popeye to eat. the mashed potato is sedap siol!!
thanks to the new tan/burnt, and the sundress, we attracted alot of unwanted attention.
went marina sq to slack at starbucks and bought a new bag. nothing much. was so tired after the sun-burning/tanning session.
sarkersaurus~~

and much to my forced happiness, im married to tayyiling. my laogong!!!! ((: ai ni ai ni ai ni!!!

but seriously, why?!! boonyen and audd!! why leave me with with...................my laogong!! hubby dearest~~
;D

-loves n kisses-
felina

paper elephant!!!!

laogong!!!

i love you too!!! wo ai ni!! aishiteru!! te amo!! sarang eh-yo!! ((:
muackersaurus!!!!!!!
i do i do i do i do i do i do i do i do!! ^^

im so so so so tired. ):

friday=25apr08

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHONG HAN!! ((:
hope you had enjoyed your special day, present and everything else~~

afterall, i had to painstakingly liaised with the rest of the girls to come up with a full proof plan to smoke my way to stay overnight. some camp indeed.

we started off from school, and headed to town, paragon, to buy chong han's pressie, a crumpler bag. make good use of it yo!! bused back to marina square for swensens and meet choong hoonie for awhile to pass her fa notes and this adorable dark choc cigar, which i hope will make her fat!! haahh! oops. ((: she can afford it man. ^^

some advertising for swensens. their new chili crab baked rice is uber uber uber niceeeee!! $15.90. including mango apple fizz and some onion soup. darn worth the muuulllaaa xD
spent a good 2 hrs there, eating and crapping, alot contributed to the bochaps. yes, eating too. haha! ate alot! even josiah's banana crumble oso koped alot by them!! evilll~~ :D

went over to one raffles place for cake cutting ceremony. i just love one raffles place! it's one of my fav spots in spore now. shoots, i just digressed. bought the over sweetened cake from chocs at esplanade, and walked over to one raffles place, crapping and laughing all the way, not to mention how chong han proposed to kelvin on the way. and boonyen getting josiah to be her new husband. so much for being my baobei. ): tsk! and also, me, audd and jo trying so hard to fake that english accent, which is, from my point of view, horrendous.
hahaha!

and due to strong and overwhelming( ok, not that) demands, excessive time to spend, we headed over to lollipop @ mos. as expected, the trip there was very much enjoyable and spiced up with yihang's antics of being a cheena beggar , who sells tissues or beg for money, and the amount usually is $2. what a ripped off!
as me, sussie, audd and josiah didnt have the mood to go clubbing that day, we hung out at central at clarke quay, while waiting for the rest to check out mos. central looks pretty empty tho, give it another few more months, and it will be a bustling mall.
the rest joined us rather quickly, saying that it was too crowded. expected i guess? but den again, even on normal friday nights and weekends, mos is packed to the max.
chilled out at clinic and had sex of the drips, and x-something something shooters. and i still feel like drinking now.
jo, sussie, and baobei went back first, and the rest of us bused over to cck. my first ever time spending night at the west, maybe second? sembawang is not considered the west right? anyways, me, yiling and audd were prolly too tired from the day and napped on the bus there.
had supper at cck interchange, WALKED over to zeeming house at fajar, or like what josiah will say, FARjar. bleedingly far. my legs still feel the aches. thank god for the smart choice of not wearing heels. spent close to one hour walking. but thanks to yh and kelv incessant's fooling around, joking and heart-to-heart talks, we managed the trip as endurable, and light heartening. and thanks yihang for helping me carry my bag! heh! ((:

upon reaching zeeming's house, the girls happily collapsed at the sight of the sofa, practically swooning in awe for the creation of one sofa, had a lil massage session for each other. (:
camped out at zeeming's room, the guys were playing winning 11 and joined the girls for mahjong. audd who knows nuts about winning 11 and mahjong, slept at zeeming's desks while playing the songs from his laptop. like what chong han says, come all the way from east to west just to sleep, at a table some more. hahaha! but i joined her in slumberland, not long after. my eyes were threatening to close and i couldnt concentrate in mahjong at all.

when we woke up in the morning, we realised yiling n the rest of the bochaps left for home already, leaving me n audd sleeping in zm's room and zm napped outside in his living room. slightly zonked out and feeling peculiar having to wake up in someone's elses bed. and let me repeat myself once more, farjar is indeed farr! and very ulu!! me n audd had to walk out to the main road, and waited for quite a while before a cab comes by. -.- im never going to stay at the west side, or maybe not at places where lrt is concerned. =/

and yesterday!!
SAND-TOE-SAH!! for poly cluster activities. i should be prolly too tired to even move my fingers, so i was surprised i could run around and play all those activities for the whole day, tho i had to admit, my focus n concentration were somehow lost halfway through the games.
appetite too. i was just able to manage a delifrance chicken curry feutillete and one goreng pisang i got at the hawker centre at harbourfront , for the whole day, and lots of water. power to the max.
and in order to catch up on my beauty sleep, i decided to bus all the way back to tampines from harbourfront. arnd 2 hrs journey. (:
and once i reached home, i k.o.ed on my bed almost immediately, and slept for a good 12 hrs, and am now up and kicking, blogging this long post.
have to go sentosa later again and 4th service. weary weary weary. but i think it will be fun. amen??

-loves n kisses-
felina

p.s. yiling!! i want the pichas!!

Miserable at Best

by Mayday Parade

album: A Lesson in Romantics (2007)

Katie, don't cry, I know
You're trying your hardest
And the hardest part is letting go
Of the nights we shared
Ocala is calling and you know it's haunting
But compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright
And when we look to the sky, its not mine, but i want it so

Let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

Because these words are never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best

You're all [that] I hoped I'd find
In every single way
And everything I would give
Is everything you couldn't take
Cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away
And the hardest part of living
Is just taking breaths to stay

Because I know I'm good for something
I just haven't found it yet
But I need it

So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

Because these words are never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best

ladada ladada ladadaoh ohhh

And this will be the first time in a week
That I'll talk to you
And I can't speak
Been three whole days since I've had sleep
Because I dream of his lips on your cheek
And I got the point that I should leave you alone
But we both know that I'm not that strong
And I miss the lips that made me fly

So let's not pretend that you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

Because these words are never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you
But without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you
Oh, without you I'll be miserable at best

it's like making rounds around the problem, yet, nothing is done to solve it.
there's nothing i can do if you choose to evade the problem.
you left me at crossroads, but all i feel like doing now is to write you off, issue you a red card and you are outta the game.

afterall, even you admitted that you deserve to be strike out.
it may be, possibly, the best way out. for both of us.

and i always thought i knew you well. so why the distance? maybe not?

ahh this sucks.

老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆老婆!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yayeee!! another wonderful day out with yiling and boonyen!! k-ster! and before i start my rumbles on k-ster. i shall blog about the rest of the day.

i was 45 mins later for school. but but but!!! i still went for class today. those who were in my class last year will know that if i know i will be very late for school, i will continue sleeping till it's time to get up for the next lesson. so, it goes to say, i putting in effort to go for classes and actually pay attention in them. :D

and once again, i would like to thank god for working during the holis. if not, i will be catching no ball of the instructions that ambrose is bullet-training about if i had only my last year's Itab skills. (:

school ended relatively early today, at 11 plus, and as planned i went to meet yiling and headed down to bugis together. she's been such a wonderful 老婆 to accompany me to sim lim to see the camera. have i mention before my 2nd sis wanted me to buy back the old cam that i lost? yea, she did. tho the trip had been a wild goose chase ( canon ixus 850 is an old model) , im sure yiling her share of fun laughing very badly at something that shan't be mentioned in public. remember that yiling?!!

and den, K-STER!!!
the very budgety k-box. 2 drinks, 4 hrs, snacks for just 12 bucks per pax. and the sound system is good, probably even better than kbox. the catch is, the room is small, and at 7pm sharp, they off the songlist thingy and we cant choose anymore songs. unlike at kbox, where we can drag as along as we want till the person chases us out. haha!
oh oh!! and Kster provides us with a tambourine to play with!!!

kbox/k-ster~~ 3 of us had buckets and pails of fun!! yiling, once again, i have to remind you, NONE OF THE VIDEOS WILL BE POSTED ANYWHERE NEAR WHERE INTERNET IS CONCERNED. AND I MEAN NONE!
it's just too image destructive. :/ if it's go online, we will be the joke of the centuriessss, and we will pull you along to share with us the glory, or gory.

waiting for yiling to come online and send me the pichas and forbidden videos. ((:

yayeee!! im out of my reveries! haa! (: i'm alive once more.

whywhywhy?!
cause spending time with yiling, boonyen and auddie just make wounds heal at a supersonic speed.(:
anytime, anywhere. moments with them are just pure ecstasy.
saya cintah mati kaus xDD

went with them after a can-be-better school day to tiong to have dinner. tomyum steamboat!! whooper!! hahaha! and we had this special encounter and run-in with baobei's nemesis and had a good laugh about it later. im sure yiling totally understands what im talking about. ^^

as i said, time spent with ur BFFs are just the best time ever. we can just lepak outside burgerking and chat from the time when the sun is still up in the sky till night time.
we looked like potential ahlians, especially baobei, who had the green light to spew as much vulgarities and profanities she likes. ^^

like old times, we can always talk about anything, and i mean anything under the sun or moon. our lifes and all. with no sense of shame or condemnation. muackersaurus :D
afterall, they've seen my ugliest, and unglammest side. just browsing the albums yiling had in her laptop just made us cringed in abhorrence of our past images, yet, smile ever so gleefully while we reminisced those days and what we have done together all these while.
it never fail to amaze me that four completely different people, with different preferences and backgrounds, could bond so well, and it's such a short time.
they certainly make the arduous( it is! fighting with the peak hour crowd) journey to and fro school worth it.
:D

saya really really really cintah kauS ((:

moving on, my sissies really know how to shop! i think everyone in my family do. just online shopping yesterday, my eldest sissy,Lynn managed to bag 4 shoes. flats, oxford heels, and what have you, all from the site that Prissy recommended. and a verryyyy cheap rate. ((:
see. you cant blame me for shopping too much. hehe.

and im starting to like all my tutors and lecturers. they have this wit and humour(as bitchy and wicked) with them. they make lessons more endurable. :D

-love n kisses-
felina

i guess it's pretty obvious how things have ended up.
in complete mess.
i thought things will get better over time, but time and time again, i was proven wrong.
by the complete idiocy of you.
and you are no help at all in making things better.
right now, maybe it's better this way. we, just as mere acquaintances.
it definitely will help in reducing my strong urge to strangle you.
maybe i should have just given up long ago. seems so foolish of me to make myself miserable for such a long time.
looking back, it really wasn't worth the while.
i could be more happy, more cheerful, and crazier, without the burden of you.
u said you are tired. so am i.
so am i.

now i just want some time alone. maybe just with the closest.
as for the rest, nothing really matters.

god, i feel like a walking zombie now.

hellllooo!! ((:

im having the 2hrs break now and it's hell of boring. and hardly anyone's online. mayb i should just try having a monologue myself. :x

how many times have i repeat that i love shopping online? ^^
online shopping rocks, and doing fa tutorial yesterday night doesnt stop me from shopping. my sissy recommended this online shopping site her fren set up and thanks to her, i manage to get my desired vintage at a cheeep cheeep price. ^^
muackeresus to online shopping yo!!

crap. long breaks are make me put on more pounds than usual, all the snacking. fries fries fries. but they are niccececececece xDD

but but butttt! i will stil have stomach space for mummy's food later. (: i always have. haha!
i cant wait to go home man. mon's lecture day. uber boringo ): i wan go home play with frosty. he's not well these few days and im all ready to shower him all my TLC. ((:

this is dedicated to my baobei!
baobei dearest, dont sad already k. don't think about the unhappy stuffs. be the hyper, narcissistic and cheeeerrrful baobei k xDD

-loves n kisses-
felina

im hungry. ):

went 2nd AND 4th services today. so blessed. ^^

met with the guides ppl for lunchie today. cafe cartel. i miss them lotttttssss. my weili, veralyn who became so much feminine now, sabby n kathy, still the calm ones, and the fat pig yushu, who's born to be nonsensical. hahah xD

anyways! i did my fa tutorial! and i balanced it the second time! ((: many thanks to junwei, whom i bombarded most qns with.haha! (:

and and! my sis's fren has this awesomanic online shop. and i found my vintage flats that i was looking for! and it came knocking on my door while i was doing my fa. and i have 25% disct!! wahaha xDD

grace amazing came.

-loves n kisses-
felina

more more beatles songs!!

The Word

by Beatles, The

album: Rubber Soul (1965),
Love (2006)

Say the word and you'll be free
Say the word and be like me
Say the word I'm thinking of
Have you heard the word is love?
It's so fine, It's sunshine
It's the word, love
In the beginning I misunderstood
But now I've got it, the word is good

Spread the word and you'll be free
Spread the word and be like be
Spread the work I'm thinking of
Have you heard the word is love?
It's so fine, It's sunshine
It's the word, love
Every where I go I hear it said
In the good and bad books that I have read

Give the word a chance to say
That the word is just the way
It's the word I'm thinking of
And the only word is love
It's so fine, It's sunshine
It's the word, love
Now that I know what I feel must be right
I'm here to show everybody the light

Say the word and you'll be free
Say the word and be like me
Say the word I'm thinking of
Have you heard the word is love?
It's so fine, It's sunshine
It's the word, love 

and this is funney.

Lucy In The Sky With Diamonds

by Beatles, The

album: Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band (1967),
1967-1970 (Blue Album) (1973),
Yellow Submarine (1999 Reissue) (1999),
Anthology (Part 2) (1996),
Love (2006)

Picture yourself in a boat on a river
With tangerine trees and marmalade skies
Somebody calls you, you answer quite slowly
A girl with kaleidoscope eyes

Cellophane flowers of yellow and green
Towering over your head
Look for the girl with the sun in her eyes
And she's gone

Lucy in the sky with diamonds
Lucy in the sky with diamonds
Lucy in the sky with diamonds
Aaaaaah

Follow her down to a bridge by a fountain
Where rocking horse people eat marshmallow pies
Everyone smiles as you drift past the flowers
That grow so incredibly high

Newspaper taxis appear on the shore
Waiting to take you away
Climb in the back with your head in the clouds
And you're gone

Lucy in the sky with diamonds
Lucy in the sky with diamonds
Lucy in the sky with diamonds
Aaaaaah

Picture yourself on a train in a station
With plasticine porters with looking glass ties
Suddenly someone is there at the turnstile
The girl with kaleidoscope eyes

Lucy in the sky with diamonds
Lucy in the sky with diamonds
Lucy in the sky with diamonds
Aaaaaah
Lucy in the sky with diamonds
Lucy in the sky with diamonds
Lucy in the sky with diamonds
Aaaaaah
Lucy in the sky with diamonds
Lucy in the sky with diamonds
Lucy in the sky with diamonds
Lucy in the sky with diamonds

P.S. I Love You

by Beatles, The

album: Please Please Me (1963),
Introducing... The Beatles (1963)

As I write this letter,Send my love to you.Remember that I'll alwaysBe in love with you.
Treasure these few words.Til we're together.Keep all my love forever.
P.S. I love you (you, you, you)
I'll be comin' home again to you, love
Until the day I do love
P.S. I love you (you, you, you)

As I write this letter,Send my love to you. Remember that I'll alwaysBe in love with you.
Treasure these few wordsTill we're together.Keep all my love forever.
P.S. I love you (you, you, you)

As I write this letter (ooh).Send my love to you (you know I want you to).Remember that I'll always (yeah)
Be in love with you.
I'll be comin' home again to you, love.Until the day I do love
P.S. I love you (you, you, you... you, you, you... I love yoouu)

Not A Second Time

by Beatles, The

album: With The Beatles (1963),
Meet The Beatles! (1964)

You know you made me cry I see no use in wondering why I cry for you And now you've changed your mind I see no reason to change mine I cry it's through, oh You're giving me the same old line I'm wondering why You hurt me then You're back again No, no, no, not a second time not a second time You know you made me cry I see no use in wondering why I cry for you And now you've changed your mind I see no reason to change mine I cry it's through, oh You're giving me the same old line I'm wondering why You hurt me then You're back again No, no, no, not a second time not a second time Not the second time no, no, no, no, no no, no no

**
beatles are my fav(:
cherrie once said i don't look like those who will listen to oldies, more like the rnb kinda person
how should those people who listen to oldies look like?
greying hair, with a receding hairline, thick specs that comes handy as a microscope?
and a lot of wrinkles and all?
nah-ah.
oldies are nicer than many nonsensical the world's music market now offers.
sometimes, even the mainstream music today makes no sense at all.
oldiesss ((: you can't beat them.
esp beatles.

today~~

arrow. (: steve's bbq. hahah! yayeeeEEE!! sp family! (: thank god for Imm. if not for him, we should be starting the fire till now. ^^

but like all bbq, those who are cooking the food, tend to eat lesser. not because no time to eat, but the sight of it just makes you feel full. or maybe it's just me.

hmm. very tired now. from all those going outs and all the hullabaloo that i had faced for the past weeks. and school. :x

good thing about today?
fellowshipping with fellow cg is always a mood lifting experience. and i mean always.
and talking with sze ying. haha. sharing our experiences in shanghai. she's awesome^^
oh oh!! and junwei's attempt to cheer ppl up is just cliche, yet funney.
the sms he sent:
yo! ah bang! how's ur day sia? bad day? start to wonder why are u here not there? dun worry, everything ish gonna bii ohrightxx.

what kind of daddy sends this type of sms? haha. (: thanks alot tho.
and audddiiee.. ii iish lurbbe diiex euu wOrhzzxxzz. (:

-loves n kisses-
felina

shit. im getting irritated easily. hate those undesirable mood swings. giving me a horrible feeling. ugh.


and i hate it when people don't reply the damm sms. or give those "see how" answers. wth. how am i suppose to know what you want. fuck it. stop testing my patience. to hell with you.


don't treat me as if im a kid or i belong to you. i dont't. you don't come back into my life again just to boss me around. i take none of this shit. especially from you. or maybe just you. yeah. i think that's pretty much it. i know you will see this. but wth. i couldn't care more now. and if you will, my exit door's open for you. that's for causing me all those miseries and down mood all these while. enough of this pretense. it's wearing off you and it wearing me out. get out of my way Mr. N0.1 A.hole of the whole universe. i repeat. out. and oh yeah, u are right. u come second to none. in terms of being the biggest moron that has ever lived.

i'm like such a good daughter! i actually woke up earlier than the rest of my other saturdays, to have breakfast with my parents. and i even went to do the grocery shopping with them in the wet market. and god knows how much i hate the stench of those fish and meat areas. it' s just plain revolting.

i can so imagine the spread for dinner on monday. daddy's gonna cook his famous and absolutely yummy beef and in my opinion, can win alot of hawker stalls hands down. mummy's gonna cook sambal kangkong and and and sambal stringray!!! HAHAH! i was just craving for stringray just yesterday when baobei they all went to lau pa sat to have dinner.

yayyyEEEeee!! (:

no more the lazy slob who wake up late on saturday or just camp myself in front of the comp the whole day. okay. err.. we'll see how long i can last.

anywayss!!!

IN THE ZONE
HILLSONGS CONCERT cum service by our church youth pastor, Benjamin.
Expo, 24th May08.
tic pr: $5
Anyone interested, just drop me a msg (best by tomorrow).
^^
sissy and me.
im gonna miss her. she's going hongkong with her frens for lil getaway. wanted to bring me along, but i have school ):
after which, she's going US for 3 months. florida. who am i going to pester when im stressed out!! ):
she said, come vist me in US during your hols. you can live with me, if the place is big enough.
i want!!
she will be working at sea world or sth, and will be spending lots of her time in theme parks. shucks. disneyyyy. i hope she wil bring lots of things back for me.
and even for her bday, she will be spending at US. good for her. 4thjuly. there will be fireworks on her bday.
how awesome can it get?
oh, and she demands our presents for her bday to be fedex-ed there. hello, it's AMERICA. u have the newest gadgets, fashion and everything there. okay. maybe i will try sending laska paste or something there, and you can cook them yourself.

bitch.

-loves n kisses-
felinanananana

i know im not a very good conversationalist at times. sometimes i really dont have any clue what to talk about. sometimes i just feel silence is the nicest sound i ever heard and i like it that way.
so pardon me if i just keep quiet and isolate myself. perhaps, i need some time to sort out my thoughts or i may be just plain tired. if you think you still want an active conversation, why dont you think of something to talk about.

i'm not a person who always keeps talking non-stop. yes, i may have done it. but, do tell me, how am i going to find the strength to be the one crapping arnd everytime.im not like those super hyper and uber amiable species of human being. yes, i admit i can be wild and crazy at times and i can be on the contrary too. in fact, half of my time, i prefer to be the silent observer. as for the rest of the time, i guess it depends pretty much on mood.

i'm not saying i will be staying in my shell and all. i'm not saying that you can't start a conversation with me. quite dismaying if you think so. i absolutely welcome a conversation anytime, about almost everything.

but be forewarned. i can be very critical at times, and when weariness overwhelms me i tend to zonk out. you just have to nudge me and im back to listening to you. and if i ever dont feel like talking, you will know it. why? cause i will say it plaintively that im not in the mood to talk.
fret not though, it happens once in a green moon. if not, i can be a good listener. just don't expect me to comment on everything you say. yep. that's about it.

the boyfrens tee day. ((: look at the tasmanian yiling bought for me!! hahah!

school is super boring. ):

and i mean wayyy boring, and deadish, and mundane, and jaded. ):

im so going to go home sleep, the Z monster is getting to me :x

ahh. shit. forgotten to bring the tutorial notes

-loves n kisses-
felina


****updated****
i miss audd. ): that beeatch.
and click 5's coming to town!!
oh my oh my!! haha!

durians. mango. love(:

today! (: durians day. indeed.

ended school early today and went to make my ic. the photo just doesnt do me justice! ): oh well.

anyways. met yiling, audd, boonyen and junwei for durians today! n junwei is such a direction blonde. alrights i admit im too. but, goodness!

went to eat swensens today and for some unfathomable reason, i was feeling so bloated. and couldnt even finish a few spoons of eyes-cream! felina has always stummy space for durians tho.
however, much to my disappointment, the durian wasnt as good as i remembered. the uncle who served us was so.... i prefer the previous uncle. he's so much more amiable and friendly. ): oh well. i enjoyed my share of durians still. for those who ate durians with me before, know that im very particular with the durians and all. u cant blame me entirely, no. what to do? im born n bred eating durians. try having a durian crazy family (which includes the dog), and u will learn how to choose the perfect durian. ^^oh oh! side track for the mo, when i got home my parents told me den they bought 3 boxes of durians too!! see! it's a durian day!!

anyway after the durians, i thought my stomach was going to burst, but it's dimsum that follows. how to reject sia. ((: went to this lao zhi hao dimsum place. the siewmai is just so fantastic.
:D

it was fun out with the girls. and i love them alot. (:

and special thanks to weeee junwei the swine for helping me to carry my lappy as we walked almost the whole of geylang. love ya daddy!!! haha (:

and audd. who went the extra mile for me.

and and and! yiling n baobei for u guys ((:

-loves n kisses-
felina

oh. how can a smile be weird?

yes yes yes! today is a goooodddddd day! (:

good because it's the second the day of school. and im still motivated to study.

good because althought report writing was deadish. it was brighten up by postids and cranes! ((:

good because school ended early today.

good because i had fish n co for dinner.dinner partner: junwei. my stomach was stretched to its limits with fish n chip and the big fish drink, jungle freeze. and it's gooooodddd xDD

good because i went aunty judy place today! (: like i always say, her place is ever so relaxing.

good because i shopped myself happy ^^ spoils for the day: MNG belt and bag. shorts frm hynopsis. and pimple cream. god knows i need it man. (:
and i seriously think that my fetish for stuff frm MNG is back. i saw a few tops n this pink wallet that i think is soon to be in my possession.
i need a vintage flats soon. err.. like... neh mind. will know it when i buy it.

good because im at home now, using computer.

and good because today is gonna end soon and tomorrow is durian day(((((:

-loves n kisses-
felina

i miss..

first day of sckkuuulll. and it's boring. i miss audd already. ): i miss pointing middle finger at aud.. ((:

im so determined to work hard y'all!! ^^

oh oh oh!! yling i love yoooouuu xD
thanks for the toy! tytytytyty!! ((:

and i love mum's cooking!! hahah! as lil as they come by, but i hope there will be more in the future. ^^

oh! i feel like drinking ak47 and flaming lamboguini and long island tea. i will love to get tipsy, but hell, i hate vomitting. all that bitter taste in the mouth. ugh. i should just stick with teh bing ((:

gosh, i miss school's food, and drinks. namely teh bing. ((:

-love and kisses-
felina

hokay. people just miss me too much. i just signed in and there's like 10 chatrooms popping out?

anyways.(: school's starting tomorrow!! feel my euphoria!! sark it. the idea of waking before the least 8, is making me feel so... nostalgic? great. im comforting myself. nonethelss. boonyen's in my class! that helps wayyyy alot! haha(:

im gonna miss auddie ballie tho. she's like my soul's twin, and best bitching partner. man, u better say u miss me too! things are so not going to be the same. not that boonyen is not awesome or whatsoever. in fact to me, she n yiling and susanna second name is awesome-mania.


today! (: went church. aunt jacq treated us pizza hut! and how many people out here noes that pizza hut tastes goooddd n yummy especially when u're super hungry? my stummy was practically growling at my lack of attention to it. =x walked arnd marina sq and the only spoil i brought home today was a pair of shades. (: went over to steffie's place, bayshore. man that place is great! feels very holidayish, swimming(attempt to) and jacuzzing~~ (:

went over to tmall to meet the 2 ahbangs to watch street kings. it's bleedingly nice and i meant it literally. (: u will love it if you are in the mood for revenge and actions and and and you must have a thang for blood. (: i have none, but the movie is good as well! and i cant wait to date audrrips for more muuvvveeess to come (:


ending note: feel like going sentosa!

-loves n kisses-
felina

how true.

if fuck is wrong and you are the fuck. so what the fuck is wrong with u?!

that aside. today! out with steffffiiiiee xD

din tai fung. definitely maybe. shopping.

stop frightening me with all those scares please! (:

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Ryan (Troy Gentile), Wade (Nate Hartley), and Emmitt (David Dorfman) attend their first day at high school and they're pumped until they meet Filkins (Alex Frost), a school bully who comes off like a little Hannibal Lecter. Before they become completely engulfed in Filkins' reign of terror, they seek out some sort of protection by placing an ad in a Soldier of Fortune magazine. Their best response - and the cheapest - comes from Drillbit Taylor (Owen Wilson), a down-on-his-luck soldier of fortune who lives a homeless existence on the beach.


Pitka is an American raised outside of his country by 'gurus' who returns to the States in order to break into the self-help business. His first challenge: to settle the romantic troubles and subsequent professional skid of a star hockey player whose wife left him for a rival athlete.

starring jessica alba, mike myers, justin timberlake


An American teenager obsessed with martial arts makes an exciting discovery in a pawnshop in Chinatown. It appears to be the legendary stick weapon of the Monkey King, the infamous Chinese sage and warrior. He is transported back into time to Ancient China where he meets a band of martial arts warriors and joins them on their journey to save an imprisoned Monkey King (Jet Li).



Two strangers awaken together to discover that they have gotten married following a night of debauchery in Vegas. . . and that one of them has won a huge jackpot after playing the other's quarter. The newlyweds devise ever-escalating schemes to undermine each other and get their hands on the money - only to find themselves falling in love amidst the mutual backstabbing.

starring cameron diaz and ashto kutcher.

Convinced that his childhood love is the only one for him, Nate moves to L.A. to track her down. Elated that Cristabel is still single and stunning, Nate can't get a date with her unless it's a double date with her best friend June - if only June could get a date. Determined to spend as much time as possible with Cristabel, Nate sets out to find a boyfriend for June. As Nate and June become friends, she emerges from her cocoon and he slowly realises that the girl of his dreams isn't the hottie at all. It's the nottie who turns out to be something of a hottie herself.

hilton anyone? and christine lakin, joel david moore, adam kulbersh


Devastated when his fiancee Kate (Eva Longoria Parker) is killed on their wedding day, Henry (Paul Rudd) reluctantly agrees to consult a psychic named Ashley (Lake Bell) at the urging of his sister Chloe (Lindsay Sloane). Despite his skepticism over her psychic abilities, Henry finds himself falling hard for Ashley, and vice versa. But there's a big problem. Ashley is being haunted by Kate's ghost, who considers it her heavenly duty to break up Henry and Ashley's budding romance, if it's the last thing she does on earth...

"College Road Trip" is a comedy about a college-bound girl (played by Raven-Symone) who has her hopes of independence shattered when her overbearing police chief father (Martin Lawrence) insists on escorting her on a road trip to prospective universities.

For Tom (Patrick Dempsey), life is good - he's sexy and successful, not to mention he can always rely on his best friend Hannah (Michelle Monaghan). When she goes to Scotland on a business trip, Tom is stunned at how empty life is without her. He resolves to propose to her when she returns but is floored when she becomes engaged to a handsome and wealthy Scotsman and plans to move overseas. Tom agrees to be her 'maid' of honor but only so he can try to woo Hannah and stop the wedding before it's too late.

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right. feeling darn down now. and i still cant believe my stupidity. ):

one more thing. i never knew i was in facebook. i cant even remember when did i join it.

finally cleared my rooms and it's so clean of junks that i can somersault and cartwheel back and forth. ^^

my sp email a.c. is super spammed with updates of facebook a.c. that i never knew existed and school updates that i never open unless the title of the email catch my eyes, or it will head right into the bin box.

oh. and im wayyyy grounded.

It never occurred to me how anyone could lose their whole bag.
Well, my sis just proved me that hrs ago.
She lost her whole bag tgt with her 2 weeks old new phone, her wallet, and the old Canon which I dearly loved.

Until now, I'm still feeling quite sore bout the camera, cos it's been with me for almost 2 yrs, and we've have been thru thick and thin tgt, snapping photos in the countries I've been to, during tt period of time.
Yes, I'm still feeling very sad over the loss of the camera.
She said she'll get me back the same model, cos tt model is the one that I'm most comfortable and enjoy taking photos with.
And now, its gone.
The new cam I have now can nv match up to the old one.
NEVER.
Sigh.

The thief is in for a shitty situation. He/she will lose 10 time more stuff than what my sis has lost today.
He/she's taking sth that don't belong to him/her, and I'm sure he/she will get his own dessert.
As for now, I'm hopeful for a restoration of my sister's lost.
May the thief's hand that stole the bag rot and so he/she will never steal again, and the legs that he escaped with be fractured, and... I hope he gets a job soon (since he has to steal) or even better, spend his/her teenage days in jail.
YES, that's a brilliant idea.

You must be thinking, what makes me so sure is a teenager.
Cos my sister frigging lost her bag in the arcade ( yes, of all places. GAWD)
SO SCREW THE TEENAGERS THESE DAYS.
i'm sorry but i've lost hope in the youths now.
they're degrading themselves, behaving the same, and not doing the right thing at the right time.
all they are doing right now is screwing their lives/studies big time.
YOU MAY SAY I'M BIASED, BUT WHY DON'T YOU TAKE A LOOK AT THE SOCIETY YOURSELF?

the youths are just clones.
dress alike, talk alike, act ATAS, and unsurprisingly, score badly in their studies.
I DON'T EVEN SEE THE NEED FOR A 4TH UNIVERSITY IN SINGAPORE.
NO POINT WASTING MONEY ON SCUMS.
I HATE SCUMS!!


-taken from my sis blog-
there. crystal clear. she said all that i have to say. (:

i cant believe im so stupid. bag stolen under my frigging nose and i didnt realise it. fuck that fucking piece of crap who stole my most precious crumpler bag, with the camera and my dear phone. darn fucking pissed. yes. i so agree with my sis!
what's wrong with youths nowadays. youth's meaning after the 90's batch. who are u guys trying to be man! u guys just rot around and dress like some awesome farkers and bleedingly dont take your studies seriously. what's wrong with u guys?! too spoilt? too pampered? u guys should just grow up and start thinking about what u are going to with ur frigging life.

i maybe stereotyping and all, but look for yourself. the evidence is there and many can stand to witness. you guys are never responsible for your farked up life. you expect people to clean the shit up for u after the troubles u farked urself into. of course there's this part of youths that we can still have hope for. but,the thought that these horrible kids populating the major part of school, just make me want to barf.

yes. and i being awfully sore. i miss my phone, camera and bag. ): the thought of redoing all my cards sucks. and the cost of it all. i have yet to tell my parents about my loss. i already so disappointed and furious with myself for being so bloody careless, what more them?

):

made my farking presense. anw. if anyone wants to contact me. 91905475. yea, i think that's my sis 2nd line. im using it temporary.


-bad night sleep-

now in view of holiday's ending and we will be soon heading back school, i just have something to share.

TOP 10 REASONS TO STUDY ECONOMICS

1. Economists are armed and dangerous: "Watch out for our invisible hands."
2. Economists can supply it on demand.
3. You can talk about money without every having to make any.
4. You get to say "trickle down" with a straight face.
5. Mick Jagger and Arnold Schwarzenegger both studied economics and look how they turned out.
6. When you are in the unemployment line, at least you will know why you are there.
7. If you rearrange the letters in "ECONOMICS", you get "COMIC NOSE".
8. Although ethics teaches that virtue is its own reward, in economics we get taught that reward is its own virtue.
9. When you get drunk, you can tell everyone that you are just researching the law of diminishing marginal utility.
10. When you call 1-900-LUV-ECON and get Kandi Keynes, you will have something to talk about.


this one got me tickling.

A physicist, a chemist and an economist are stranded on an island, with nothing to eat. A can of soup washes ashore. The physicist says, "Lets smash the can open with a rock." The chemist says, "Let’s build a fire and heat the can first." The economist says, "Lets assume that we have a can-opener..."


wahaha xD

econs.^^ trusting god in the new school term (:

wee. going cycling later! :D

okay. i lied. im lazy to blog. ahah!

i shall just wait for the pichas den post about chalet. ((:

today!
met up with the guides ppl: sabrina, yushu, veralyn, cassie, kathy, jessica, yisiew, madeline!! haha!
as usual, veralyn n that fat pig is being the nosiy ones. and it was fun catching up with them! ^^

work was much better today! thank god that the hongkong, taiwan, singapore, malaysia and philipines promotions campaign ref numbers tally with the soft copy of data we have. otherwise cherrie n me can forget about enjoying what's left of my holis. so im wayyy happy!

to make me happy!i bought 3 new books! wahah!finally.some good read!but it's 50 bucks. haha! (:

and i finally bought my 2 gb micro sd card for my hp! good.(: take more narcissitic pichas! haha! (:

i think the feeling's back. i have never quite gotten over it to start with. it's been playing in mind since that night. the thought of it just makes me smile like a silly fool. it still amazes me the hold u have on me.the hold that was never quite understandable. the hold that has been haunting me for months. i thought i broke free from it, but, the truth be known, it has never gone far from my mind, it just buried itself deep into the core of my mind, and now, it's like a tight clutch holding onto my thoughts, leaving a lasting mark on it. the only question that lingers in my mind now is, why? but, i think i have all the answers to that question. im such a walking contradict.

i wanted to post about the chalet. but, im still tired and sick. my tummy feels sore till now. vomitted once i reached home this afternoon, took the afternoon off from work. so much for being a glutton. ):

but that THAT THAT!! doesnt stop me from eating all those goodies my eldest sister, lynn, for the family. scallops sweet, tokyo banana, chocolates, milk candies, some seaseme pastries etc. uber nice! haha! (: and she got alot alot of hello kitty stuffs, and thus, my whole living room feel so hello kitty and disney infested. =x





the minnie mouse lunch box

the 2 minnie mouse shot glasses

with our names engrave on them. it's neat, isnt it?

mine!!

(: my sis's cool bitch (:

i never talked much about my eldest sis, so im going to blog about her now. feel honoured woman! ^^

lindy lin is my eldest sis(like writing primary school compos). she's a good 8 yrs older den me. why good? cause she has long start working and as the youngest sister, i get to enjoy lots of benefits rightfully entrusted to me just base on the title-ship alone. there's free movie treats, lunch/dinner treats, free ride home, and free use of her stuffs like branded bags, cosmetics, and accessories and watch all the korean dvds she bought.
i dont really see her much sometimes, cause she's a SIA flight stewardess and flies almost every other day. in the past, i hardly see her even when she's in Singapore. her losers of boyfrens bring her to club n party till late, sometimes even spend the whole night out. thankfully, the guy she is dating now is far more sensible, and she doesnt go out party till late so often now, so much so im getting sick of seeing her at home. haha! (:
tho she's much older than me, she stil acts like a kid sometime. no strike that. she's a kid. literally. she whines and pouts and sa jiao to me and i will be ignoring her most of the time till she bugs the hell out of me. ^^ she loves pink alot. her whole car is filled with pink cushions, and pink accessories, most of the times, with those sanio land characters like hello kitty, my melody.
she has a pink nano, pink vaio with a pink mouse and a pink casing, her sony camera is pink, the new luggage she bought is pink, and her nail art (whenever she's not flying) is pink.worst of all, she changed our house desktop keyboard and mouse into hello kitty. im serious. the mouse is a kitty, with its bow as the light right click and scroller.

and she always look as though she just stepped out of some japanese fashion mag. long perm waves, nail art, long eyelashes, dewy eye makeup, small lips, cherry cheeks, and super kawaii nehhxx(: but she's pretty to do that. unlike some whom i think is... neh mind..

having said all these, she has the blonde touch to her eh? haha!

know something, i wouldnt be suprised if she sends frosty to grooming and he will come back with a coat of brand new pink fur and pink nails. ugh.. the thought of it makes me want to barf again.

(: but i love her man. she's awesome. my second sister too. they both are crappily awesome. i love it especially now that we grown up and matured in our own ways, we can click better and relate better. ^^
three of us are rather different, lynn is more of cutesy girl thang, and prisccy is more of sporty babe.. im just both, i guess. right? neh mind. haha! (:
love them both. ^^

anw. love this picha.

suprisingly, the idea came from josiah. that himbo. ^^

-loves n kisses-
felina