i guess it's pretty obvious how things have ended up.
in complete mess.
i thought things will get better over time, but time and time again, i was proven wrong.
by the complete idiocy of you.
and you are no help at all in making things better.
right now, maybe it's better this way. we, just as mere acquaintances.
it definitely will help in reducing my strong urge to strangle you.
maybe i should have just given up long ago. seems so foolish of me to make myself miserable for such a long time.
looking back, it really wasn't worth the while.
i could be more happy, more cheerful, and crazier, without the burden of you.
u said you are tired. so am i.
so am i.

now i just want some time alone. maybe just with the closest.
as for the rest, nothing really matters.

god, i feel like a walking zombie now.