i know im not a very good conversationalist at times. sometimes i really dont have any clue what to talk about. sometimes i just feel silence is the nicest sound i ever heard and i like it that way.
so pardon me if i just keep quiet and isolate myself. perhaps, i need some time to sort out my thoughts or i may be just plain tired. if you think you still want an active conversation, why dont you think of something to talk about.
i'm not a person who always keeps talking non-stop. yes, i may have done it. but, do tell me, how am i going to find the strength to be the one crapping arnd everytime.im not like those super hyper and uber amiable species of human being. yes, i admit i can be wild and crazy at times and i can be on the contrary too. in fact, half of my time, i prefer to be the silent observer. as for the rest of the time, i guess it depends pretty much on mood.
i'm not saying i will be staying in my shell and all. i'm not saying that you can't start a conversation with me. quite dismaying if you think so. i absolutely welcome a conversation anytime, about almost everything.
but be forewarned. i can be very critical at times, and when weariness overwhelms me i tend to zonk out. you just have to nudge me and im back to listening to you. and if i ever dont feel like talking, you will know it. why? cause i will say it plaintively that im not in the mood to talk.
fret not though, it happens once in a green moon. if not, i can be a good listener. just don't expect me to comment on everything you say. yep. that's about it.
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust I've got my heart set on anywhere but here