i have been lazy enough not blogging about my life these few days. really packed and kinda worn out. especially yesterday and today.

walked the bridge connecting kent ridge to harbourfront on sunday after service, just to accompany cherrie while she does her assignment, and the rest of us tagged along, cause we wanted to give her, yet another, birthday suprise. hehe! me and summer so rock at bday suprises! (((: the cake was ingeniously thought of by us, a tub of ice cream and 18 cherries on the top. HAHAH! and it was proved rewarding, cause, all 6 of us, huddled against the cold wind and drizzle on top of the vivo rooftop balcony eating ice-cream and cherries, with a darn romantic ambiance, the light there was pretty dimmed and there was this soft jazzy music playing at the background. and the view of sentosa from the rooftop is spectacular in the rain. the lights on that island seemed to fade lightly and the whole image looks like it's from an oil painting behind the rain drops. ]
reached home, bathed and rest for a while, and met josiah for supper. more like, both of us, sat there, unable to take our eyes off the teevee screen cause they were showing the re-run of the SPAIN vs. RUSSIA match that we both unable to watch, thanks to bfi, (which i think i screwed up pretty badly. but den again, not much of a let down, considering i didnt put much effort into studying it).
went home and watched the euro finals!! SPAIN WON! thanks to TORRES! but honestly, i dont think they played their best, they could run the whole germany team to the ground. germany is a good team, but aint as good as espana~ seriously. the match wasnt worth staying up for, but, to know that spain won, i cant care that much. haha!

anyhoos!

today, it's harbourfront again. (: sand toe sah with peiwen, boonyen, yihang, and kelvin. i looked darker now, or at least i hope i went darker. afterall, i skipped a day's lesson for it~ today at sentosa wasnt exhaustingly fun, it was relaxed kinda fun. like a few of us, relaxing in the sun. the guys gt pretty burnt, cause at the end of the day, they looked like they each had strawberry jam smeared on their faces. and while the guys burnt in the sun, we girls snucked a swim at the pool at rasa sentosa. and it feeeelllss way fantastic! granted, we are trespassers, but that's what made the whole experience even more exciting. =]]

life's like colouring, it will be so boring if everyone stays in line and all of us get the same picture. but when you dont stay in the line, you get a whole new different picture from others.
:D

so being really sleep deprived the whole of last week, i k.o.ed almost immediately when i reached home. and being a pig, and not ashamed of it, im going to sleep soon~ (:

sekolah tomorrow!
(:

-loves n kisses-
felina

enough is enough. no more wallowing in self-pitiness. ought to start gritting my teeth, and make a move on.
though depressing, but things will be so much better, right? fuck it, who am i kidding?

and you. the thought never occurred to me, and when it did, somewhat, i feel crushed and..uncertain? definitely. things have been a minefield lately, and it seemed that im gonna a button that will self-destruct. is it me or are things really out of control? is it me,yet again, or are we distanced ourselves since...?
or maybe just that, our conversation has run dry, and i cant come up with something new. it doesn't really matter what i do. so here's my observation, you could never see it through my eyes and i'm too tired to try.

maybe you tell me.
tell me, what can be done to salvage a cause i think was lost?
tell me, is there any place for redeeming grace?
tell me, what's the score for things to be perfect once more?
tell me, that this could just be a horrible nightmare and it will soon be gone.


then again, i almost didnt notice, that i still have audrey by my side. the term bffafafaf is not just for kicks.. i know one reason why i don't seem to lash out at you, even i did it to many others, is that, you always say the right things, at the right stuff, and understand me inside out. so much so, i can't help, but control my temper when im with you. you never treat any emotions lightly, never take a mickey out of serious matters, you never attempt to change the subject when im still recovering from the heartache of any order, cause you know fully well, what needs to be tended to and most importantly, you care to share and feel the pain with me. you lightened the mood, not by changing how i feel, but what i think. you know exactly when a joke should come in and when to hold the joke.
how not to love you,you bitch?

really in a foul mood. and im nt gonna apologizing for snapping, as much as i know my mood is getting ahead to me and im practically hating everything.
so dont even try.

i just cant stop listening to my blog song~
listen listen and sing-along with me!

I was ridin' shotgun with my hair undone in the front seat of his car
He's got a one-hand feel on the steering wheel
The other on my heart
I look around, turn the radio down
He says baby is something wrong?
I say nothing I was just thinking how we don't have a song
And he says...

Our song is the slamming screen door
Sneaking out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
'Cause it's late and your mama don't know
Our song is the way you laugh
The first date "man, I didn't kiss her, and I should have"
And when I got home, 'fore I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again

I was walking up the front porch steps after everything that day
Had gone all wrong and been trampled on
And lost and thrown away
Got to the hallway, well on my way to my lovin' bed
I almost didn't notice all the roses
And the note that said...

Our Song is the slamming screen door
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
'Cause it's late and your mama don't know
Our song is the way you laugh
The first date "Man, I didn't kiss her, and I should have"
And when I got home, 'fore I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again

I've heard every album listened to the radio
Waiting for something to come along that was as good as our song...

'Cause our song is the slamming screen door
Sneaking out late, tapping on his window
When we're on the phone and he talks real slow
'Cause it's late and his mama don't know
Our song is the way he laughs
The first date "man, I didn't kiss him, and I should have"
And when I got home, 'fore I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again

Play it again, play it again
oh yeah uh huh yeah

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone
In the front seat of his car
I grabbed a pen and an old napkin
And I, wrote down our song

-OUR SONG-
: Taylor Swift

retail therapy works miracles. it's better than a vibrator, not that i have ever try it. the thought of something electronic poking down there is just weird and im not welcoming the idea of it. will anyone die from electrocution when they use vibrators?
okie, obviously not, since the current passing in the vibrators is quite small. but still, im aint letting that thing going anywhere near me.

my crm is as screwed as the wine opener and i can totally understand if i fail or pass miserably. i practically crapped my arse through the exam, and people, there's a lesson to learn here. a lesson that is pointless teaching me, cause i will never learn. which is, never do last minute work. how do u expect to score an ace if you, like me, just started mugging, the night before, meaning a few hours, before the exam?? this question is non-applicable to geniuses. if not, i really really need the grace and favour of God.

something came into my mind when i was out today. it's been a while that i slow down my footsteps and start looking at things around me. it seems that things have been quite hectic these few weeks and i need a breather. the queer thing is that, i enjoy how things are now. it's just that i dont want to miss out the little, yet significant, happenings around me, like how a caterpillar metamorphosing into a pretty little butterfly.. haa, im lying. maybe im not all that environmentally-conscious. but what im saying is that, im missing out things in life, if im like a missile, bulleting to places and doing different things at one go.

ooh, that xmm post.. cool shiat har?
yeap, obviously im so so supporting the 2 writers of these threads. it's degrading to be known as the same Gen-Y as them. i dont remember myself being so disgusting.
who dont hate backstabbers and flirts? and besides, if you are matured enough, you can handle it well, dont have to put them in those hate list or whatsoever crackpot bullshiat.
and what's wrong with the kids (those after 90 and 91), they are like some clones walking down bugis streets. what's with their clothes, lingo and even the hairstyles? they seem to come out from the same photocopy machine, just different colours.
if you have so much time to squat around bugis and outside cine, just to spot and be spotted. why dont u take these time to study or doing something more productive, instead of blaming your teachers for being lousy, and your parents giving your pressure? what a childish and nonsensical mindset.
and what's with those girls acting old in the heavy makeup and revealing tops? godsake, you are just a minor, dont act like some sluts who cant wait to be fuck. instead of looking glamorous and classy, u dont look the least lovable,just fuckable and screw-able, but, why put yourself into such shameless situation? and the guys shouldnt act like some wannabes, or some bigshot. tell you what i think, it's humiliatingly disgusting and you ought to be embarrassed, not proud. it's not the very least impressive, in fact, it is really a turn-offer.
maybe that's what attracts the two screwed up genders of this generation together.
the language too. as much as i like to play with it just to irritate people(cause i know how irritating it can be), i hate it to the core. it's proven that we normal human beings can easily decipher that whole load of gibberish. but seriosuly! is there a need to change the words into something so irrational? is to prove that ur mind is too minuscule or defected and incapable of talking and typing normally? or that u are actually an alien from jupiter that you cant even make one perfect sentence that makes perfect sense that we normal homo-sapient could/would comprehend?
for god sake, grab those deploring attitudes and hurl them into the garbage bins before it's too late. thank god not all of them are like that, there's exceptions. phew.

oh great, i just killed one of GOD's million creation, the ants. but it so deserved to be killed. it came crawling on the table, and i was utterly disgusted with its presence, that i decided to nudge it to its horrible death. poor thing though, it was so minding his own business. im a murderess, sue me.

im super duper high and crappy the whole of today, as you can see from my post, and summer and cherrie can testify to it. im like some chipmunk high on caffeine. or maybe, im high on nicotine? maybe. not. in this world of uncertainties~~

but one thing for certain, is that, IM SUPER NOT IN THE MOOD TO TOUCH MY ECM! i dont even know where on the milky way is my ecm notebook, heard that 5 topics are tested, and i have not even seen the book!
thank god it's mcq tomorrow, maybe i will bring out my lil ol' dice from primary school days. :DD

ahh shiat. no. i guess some reading will do me fine yea?

-loves n kisses-
felina

Please forgive me for being straightforward here, but I realise a lot of XMMs on Friendster are very lame and childish.

Have you ever came across a XMM's Friendster account and happened to read their "About Me" section? Most of them, I'm not saying all, will put a list of stuffs that they hate.

Now here's where the problem comes in, those things written in their "hate list" are what we ALL hate.

They can write things like: "Oh, I hate backstabbers, people who go around hurling obscenities, flirts, perverts, blah blah blah."

Are they ignorant or plain toopid? Who in this world would LOVE a backstabber? OR a flirt? OR a pervert? Obviously no one would like these things or people; unless you yourself is a backstabber, flirt or a pervert.

Why can't they write a PROPER "hate list"? Proper means that the things or people that they hate might not be applicable to other people.

FOR EXAMPLE, "I hate to eat chicken wings, I don't like orange juice too and I hate Jay Chou's attitude." This is what I call a proper "hate list", because not everyone hates eating chicken wing, some might like orange juice, and a lot of people admire Jay Chou.

But maybe because they are XMM, that's why cannot come up with a proper "hate list".

Their wish list also quite idiotic at times, because some of the things they say are what we ALL want.

Sorry if I offended any XMMs here.


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What's a Twit?

1) Superb typing skills. Twits have amazingly mastered their pathetic little brains to control their fingers to type with alternate caps. I'd suggest they stop doing that else their poor brain will explode soon.

2) Weird mentality. Somehow, twits tend to think very differently from most homo-sapiens. They call it CREATIVITY. They enjoying habouring ideas of creating pink dancing thongs as toys for toddlers so that Singapore's population would be flooded with them in future! They're just waiting for the right chance to launch into the market. But unfortunately, their ancestor's inheritance have been squandered by them lavishly.

3) Spastic sense of answering questions. Each time they're engaged in a topic, twits have a fetish to make irrelevant comments such as "dogs lyk euie all r sho disobedient, stp tis nonsence!" when we were simply discussing about the importance of English.

By the way, if I'm a dog, I'll be busy screwing a bitch.
And if I were to find one, that'll be you, Ms Anonymous.
On second thought, I would not risk myself into getting Gonorrhea that your mom has passed to you when she screwed your greatgrandfather.

4) Attention grabbers. Twits love attention. And that's what we're here for. Twits would resort to any methods just to get attention, such as using their ever whiney voice to scream at an ant 10 metres away.

5) Horrible language. A very prominent factor of a twit. You will never spot them without lehs, lors and lahs in their sentences. Most of the time its incomprehensible. Thanks to the fact that we proper homo-sapiens have the ability to analyse and digest infomation, we've cleverly outwitted them. That is, WE are able to understand what they say; but their mutilated brains are unable to understand our language.

forget it, euie tis kinda of ppl r hard to interact wif,dunnit to use cheem english to de miie , i noe i`m nt good inenglish ...

The wonder of Languages.
English with Chinese would be "wo men ish..."
English with Hokkien would be "they ji siao me lor"
English with Malay would be "my boifren lagi yandao"

6) Contradiction. Twits are always contradicting with their own words and actions.
From Ms Anonymous "euie tink i gif a darm to wad euie all toking abt? stp ur nonsence!"

If she doesn't give a DARM (from what I concluded to be DAMN) to what we've posted, she wouldn't be posting like a mad spastic in our board. She wouldn't even have spent time reading and conclude to herself that it is nonsence (yes its nonsense, she can't spell)

7) No mind of their own.

Quoted from Ms Dot
23:08:31pm "stop it la cb..you all want then talk about cindy tt slut..don't say others la.."
23:11:50pm "i don't like cindy want..that is why i'm here.."
23:19:09pm "i think it is you people who are wasting time instead of the anonymous lo.. stop all your rubbish la.. you will get your retribution want lo.."
23:28:43pm "i just find it unreasonabe because anonymous is an innocent party yet you peeps are quarrelin with her.. i don't mind you talkin about others in the blog because that is what your blog is for.."
23:26:35pm "fuck off la you peeps..acts mature but infact you peeps are not at all.."

The only adjective I can think of to describe this, IRONIC. Twits can't fucking make up their minds to stick to a point.

Annoying. Just like what my blog says.

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taken from an online forum that junwei showed.
so made my day. (:

yea man, xmms, please speak a language that we fellow homo-sapiens do, as much as our over-powering minds can comprehend the alien language u are blabbering in? but for the love of god. do something contributive to the world.

finally! ma and fa are over, altho i think i kinda screwed my fa. but it's hokaye!!(:

now that the 2 major ones are over, i cant bring myself to study for the rest of the papers. there seems to be a lot to memorise, and honestly, my brain has gone to the "resting" mode. how to get any work done! im so gonna run around like a headless turkey by midnight when im going to realise that i have not start revising yet.

shucks, i think my phone is down. i cant on it. darn. ):
i think must be at batam, it made hard contact with the floor a few times. argh!

my last blog post! frosty! he's the amazing lazy pig i have at home, and i love to bits. right now, he's sleeping like a twisted piglet, in a deep slumber. guess the weather is really good and he always love cold weathers, that's if he is still furry and his fur has not seen a pair of scissors for months.

speaking of the weather, what's up with today's?!
it was bleeding sweltering hot this afternoon, and before i knew it, the skies were brewing up a storm! horriblehorrible.

alrights. blog later, i need to get some reading done!! if not, im so so screwed. big time.

-loves n kisses-
felina

when i woke him up~


when he's sleeping so soundly!

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im really tired and drained out. =/ in a cranky state of mind now. i practically have " DONT COME NEAR ME, BITCH ALERT" tattooed on my forehead.

despite being really sleep-deprived, i managed to go out and catch 2 movies today, " GET SMART" and "YOU DON'T MESS WITH ZOHAN".

i highly recommend these two movies at one go, if you feeling really down and moody recently, or u are having a bad week. nothing beats a good laugh after a long, strenuous week. double dosage of comedies will definitely lift ur spirits up by levels.(: moreover more, it's steve carrell and adam sandler in the house!

for GET SMART, anna hathaway is seriously mind-blowing cool. she has the " Don't mess with THE best aka ME" kinda attitude. i half expected the jokes to be some sort corny, but, it turns up, most of them have wits and good humour in it.
and as for "ZOHAN", the accent rawks, some cheesy parts, but, overall, it's kickass comedy too!
i realised, these 2 shows have something against US politics, normally, the President bush name will surfaces, if not, obanma, clinton, or try, hilary ;D
americans and their liberal,yet, wicked sense of humour.

i wonder to myself, imagine a Singaporean film made in honor of criticizing our government? granted, there maybe films already made to pinpoint our "Unique" Singaporean culture, but never to the extent of blatantly denouncing or deploring the way Singapore Govt governed the nation. even there's films like these, i bet scores of the films will be censored, in defense of the Govt.

whatever it is, there's not much to criticize about the way the nation is being governed. yea, there may be flaws, but, honestly, i think our govt is doing pretty fine and better than average. (:
alrighteys, gtg slep before i turn panda-ish and kungfu panda you. (:

-loves n kisses-
felina

im so tired i could kill. =x and the worst thing is, im going out again in a few moments time when i just reached home.

yesterday night, went to zouk and phuture with audrey, peiwen, josiah, alastair, junwei and darryl.
i'd say our boys are shy, but didn't they get pretty high after some drinks? am i right or am i right?!! ^^

finally, i get to see junwei and josiah rocking to the music and peiwen getting tipsy. peiwen! she was uber high after few drinks, and she was blabbering nonsense to strangers whole night long. but, i was pretty loosen up by the drinks to get affected. in fact, if anything, i love those moments! cause i think i blabbered alot of nonsense too! and because of that, we made new friend, SUE, while queuing in the toilets. ^^
honestly, the troubles to get the underages ICs were worth it, considering what fun i had last night.

thanks YUSHU and Raphaelelelelel!

my first time to phuture, and it was fantastic. hah! the dj was quite cool and he definitely knows his stuff, hitting the right tunes and mixing them to perfection. mambo jumbo was much more fun and enjoyable than the previous time i went, prolly because the people i went with, actually knows the songs, and are not ashamed of mamboing, though josiah and junwei needed the help of alcohol to loosen them up and eventually..... ;DD
too bad the reeealllyy nice songs were played when the guys were feeling tired and sitting outside the clubs, and peiwen was pretty high on.. alcohol? ;D

it was fun going clubbing with her! someone who can shout and dance along the songs with me. and dirty dancing?! haha! nobody likes to go clubbing with a boring and shy person.peiwen is so so not! clubbing is about letting your hair down and have fun! haha! she and her nonsense. makes the night even more fun and funnier! (: plans are already made to go again, in more comfortable clothes, and dance all night long. ^^

however, one thing i dont like doing when i go clubbing, is that i hate being drunk and wasted there. getting wasted at pubbing is fine with me. but, clubbing, a definitely no no. it's so hard to clean up when u get all drunk outside , not to mention, it can be really ugly and you will have a hard time going home. seeing those people wasted in front of zouk and phuture, makes me feel so good, in a sense, about myself, knowing my limits and all, even i kept wanting to drink more, i will never get to the point i know i will be wasted when clubbing.
been there, done that, and trust me, nothing beats experience.
thanks to alast and junwei, they stopped me from drinking anymore. i guess if they dont, i prolly drink alot more till i hit my limit. and the next thing i know, i will be walking like a drunken crab.

for certain reasons, i cant head home till morning, i had to rot outside till morning arrives. junwei and josiah being good Samaritans , decided to accompany me till i can go home. thank you very much! cabbed to changi airport t3, supposedly to slack till 9am, but, later, we changed our slacking venue to peiwen's house.

played big 2, and taboo, and i realised, im pretty good at guessing but not very good at expressing the taboo words out. and through my sub-consciousness, i came to a conclusion, even when it comes to my life, i'd say im good,but not perfect, at guessing what people are going through, but when it comes to my own life, im as blind as a bat, and clueless about my own problems, or rather, i just cant seem to open up alot, maybe to the closest friends.
so count yourself honoured, if i keep whining to you!

we seemed to play for a long time, cause we somehow managed to complete most of the taboo cards, and it was day light when we finally stopped the game, and fell asleep on peiwen's bed. of course, no one can sleep at first, with peiwen's nonsense and crap (:
she's a gem, enough said. thanks to her, we had breakfast in bed! haha!
after being fed, watered(sounds like animals) and feeling really tired, we k-o-ed on the bed, rolling up like shrimps so we wont kick the person opposite us. so, it was like me, junwei, josiah and peiwen crowding on the same bed, and slept till 9 plus going ten.

and here i am, showered and ready to go out again. =]

go felina!!

-loves n kisses-
felina

I know a place that we can go to
A place where no one knows you
They won't know who we are
I know a place that we can run to
And do those things we want to
They won't know who we are 

heee. finally! i started my revision. and i thank god i still remember what was being taught in the lectures. (: had a little dramamama time yst morning and afternoon. at least everything is cool now. i hope.
at night, chomp chomp!!
sambal kangkong, sambal stingray, oyster omelette, chicken wing, ahballing with tau huey.
the tau huey was finger licking good. not that i ate it with my fingers, but it's a figure of speech.
and durians!! muahaha!! that is really finger licking good. didnt eat alot, cause all of us were still full from the dinner. still.. it doesnt stop us from eating Singapore's NO.1 fruit.
shiok la ;D

fellowshipping was good. alot of goof moments. and and! i pronounced timo the walking car-tionary! he can identify and spot out those cars within miles. what audi r8, gtr? i dont know man! but he knows his stuff. and which car has turbo or what thing. holy mama!

and cause the stupid raphael kept saying about sempang bedok, i have a craving for it now.ayam goreng~~ haha! oh man.. thank god there's no school skirts to wear, i prolly need a new one when school reopen.. ):

and later, to zouk again! haha! need some relaxing before the exams and school reopen right? okaye, crap.i rested more than enough. a little more wont hurt, right?

in the mean time, STUDY!

cheers, much.

-loves n kisses-
felina


****edited
maybe not much of studying. i managed to complete fin.acctings. till dividends, when i decided to on my computer. and that's when, cherrie asked me to help her in her assignments. thank god it's about i-banking. something relative to my course of study and something similar to one of the project im doing now. i don't understand in what way her DM course requires her to do assignments on i-banking. but if it's for her diploma plus, ECM, completely understandable.
thanks to her now, my mind is filled with 2fa and security advisories of some many local-based banks.

Was tagged by stephhie~~

People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.
These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people!

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

see whether the subject of betrayal is worth the betrayal, regardless of what, screw up the person's life and my soon-to-be-ex-lover's life too

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

to make my every other dreams come true too!

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
havent think that far yet. but every girl wants a perfect wedding for themselves and their other halves dont they?

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?

my computer? ahh, cheesy. hmm. nupe. i prefer to think on a daily basis.

5. What's your ideal lover like?

honestly, im still figuring it out myself.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

must i really choose?

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

i guess time doesnt really matter right? most prolly i will scold him for taking so long

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

what can i do?

9. Is there anything that's made you unhappy these days?

doing this tag when im going to sleep already?

10. Is being tagged fun?

Fun if you are doing it at a more earthly hour

11. How do you see yourself in ten years time?

husband? checked. kid? checked. home? checked. an extremely good paying job? checked. still me? checked

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?

my family, and closest friends i guess.

13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?

she said she had nothing better to do.

14. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?

can i have the best of both worlds?

15. What's the first thing you do every morning?

im always in the state of half-coma every morning, but shld be trying to wake myself up.

16. Would you give it all in a relationship?

a word, yes.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?

if i give my all in r.s, where do i get the extra love from?

18. What type of friends do you like?

friends who like me as well.


19. What type of friends do you dislike?

i dont call them friends. in a civilized tone, i called them acquaintances.
in a more harsh tone, i will say, foes.


i tagged:
me me me me me me me me

yay yay yay!! finally met up with audddiiiee (:
whaddup!

so met up with fair china square today and as usual we were both late and resorted to cab. thanks to the tummy upsets we had. went the cathay to watch kungfu panda. i love the panda expressions, super comical and uber hilarious.
other than that, the story line is rather... cliche? yea, that's the word.

went shopping after the movie, and im proud to say im finally the proud owner of my Beatles shirt from lee cooper after much delay and hesitation! haha! harpy harpy :DD
and i swear everything are affected by inflation, things have become so costly, causing much hiccups in our shopping plans, though we bought what we need.
notice i didnt use the word"want", cause our want are too many and non-affordable as at now.
to finance our later spendings, we had to transfer money to each other's a.c., so that we can draw out more moolah to spend.
through that, me n audrey realised we can count on each other if ever one of declares bankrupt.

having not met each other for so long, alright, a week, we had lots to catch up and update on each other's life. and with measly finances we came up with, we could only window shop and tried out the maxi dresses, flair tops, and those eccentric looking outfits.

and once again, i would like to say, no one is a better shopping partner than my dear brudderrrooo. (: and oh yes, a gossip partner. and audd, stop making such far-fetched fantasies/dreams about me and you know~~ haha! it was sure fun tho! (:

tomorrow~~ out to study with the fair china square ;DD and i meant study babehhh!

cant wait cant wait!
whaddup.

-loves n kisses-
felina









one of my fav dresses i tried at zara

and another!


OH OH! FROSTY'S BIRTHDAY TODAY! ((:
that white thing

today, is indeed a blessed day~~

my sis bought back 120 buckeroos of “猫山”liu lianxxx!!
eat until i happy. all i can say, her 120 dollars were well-spent, cause the durian had proved themselves to me mouthwatering and sedap~

and to all fathers out there, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!! hope u all have a blessed day. (:
i have no idea what to buy for daddy, so i bought bah kwa for him! haha! how many know it's hard to choose present for a guy, especially for someone who lacks little stuff, and the stuffs he want are often way outside my allowance?

church service was awesome. (: pastor prince preached about the anointing oil.
things that anointing oil can do
-take away sickness
-multiply my days like the days of heaven on earth
- multiply my silver and gold
-power to get health
-favour
-restoration
-abundance
and many more~~

went p.c. show after that. thank god it wasnt as packed at night as what i expected basing on the volume of afternoon crowd. in the afternoon, it was like a human traffic jam, the place was packed like stuffings in a christmas turkey. -.-
plus side?
this time round, there are more good looking promoters, though very beng-ish. haha!

prissy called home today. she got me a collectable beatles cd! haha! she rocks my winnie the pooh pjs. (: im still trying to brainwash daddy to get me an itouch/iphone.
i hope she buys more for me. tink im gonna transfer her some moolah to shop for me.. (:


alrights. off to eat more durians. it's late i know. but it's good food~~

-loves n kisses-
felina

PANDA! drawn by audrey~~ (:

i have a new movie list that i want to catch. obviously, kungfu panda is on the top few, especially after hearing much raving reviews about it.

and you don't mess with zohan. it's starring adam sandler! how not to watch?! out on 19 june, cant wait.

some rock? we have shine a light. it's featuring the rolling stones. hehe! good for people who like oldies, aka me!

and as my 18th bday approaching, ( ok not really), i will be definitely fascinated in driving lessons, though the movie is not entirely all about driving, it sounds like a real good catch with friends. starring none other than, rupert grint, aka ron weasley in harry potter series and julie walters.


another must catch will be.. penelope~ good for suckers of chick flicks. e.g. me n audrey. haha!
talking about chick flicks, there's also It's a boy girl thing. the story line sounds pretty cliche. but one can't get sick of these films, says me. (:

oh oh!! a steve carrell, featuring also, anna hathaway, movie is coming out soon too! get smart. the trailer prelude makes the movie seems like it's a good film to catch. so expectations are obviously at the door steps.

for maths geeks or should i say whiz and gambling addicts, 21 is the right medicine for ur vindication. male lead, the oh-so-hawt-that-i-melted jim sturgess.

all the boys love mandy lane is supposedly out in june 08, but knowing how slow singapore can be, im not having high hopes that it will be out soon.

and junwei's all time favourite male lead, will smith will be starring in hancock, out in july 08. once again, a will smith film cannot be missed.

movies that are coming out much later will be, forgetting sarah marshall (august 2008), love guru(september 2008), mama mia (september 2008), my mighty princess (september 2008, korean film), old dongs (october 2008, starring robin williams and john travolta), son of rambow (oct 2008, starring ED WESTWICK), He's just not that into you ( starring drew barrymore, jennifer aniston, scarlett johansson, jennifer connelly, october 2008), harry potter and the half blood prince ( november 2008) and madagascar 2: the crate escape ( december 2008).

there there!
my list and im pretty sure there will be updates on it. (: haha! cant wait for all these good films to be out! hah!





And from your beam you made my dream
Then there was music and wonderful roses
they tell me in in sweet fragrant meadows
of dawn and dew

Labels: MOVIES

welcome back felina!!

just came back from batam this afternoon. what can i say? the camp was wayyy awesome than what i had expected. i'd love to blog about every single detail about the camp, but come on. im currently sleep deprived though i very much k.o.ed on my bed after doing my laundry and all.

hark-o-hark-o. im super groggy now.

i kinda miss my roomates, evelyn n cherrie. all that late night tidbits of gossiping till we fell asleep, how evelyn, weixuan, me ganged up to bully cherrie, locking cherrie out at the balcony. ooh! balcony. i miss all those late night shoutings and throwing of food with tinghui, timothy and kum wai at the balconies. and those prank calls that cherrie totally suck at. haha!

and kum wai! i never thought he could be so nonsensical and so crappy and with the laughter of a hyena. or maybe that's tinghui. and timo suck at prank calling too. haha!

oh man.. i really miss camp. haha! never in history have i been so open in front of the caregroup. I KNOW YOUR DIRTY LITTLE SECRETS. haha! but u guys know mine too. fair and square. =]

anyways.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEREMY! (:
hope u enjoyed ur bday celebration last night! hahah!

and tomorrow! father's day. i have no frigging idea what to buy for daddy.. dinner maybe?

oh! i want watch kungfu panda!!=]]
anyone?

-loves n kisses-
felina

can you believe it, two days in a row at home?!!
goodness gracious!

but thank god for junwei. he managed to accompany me today, even though he was tired and could only accompany me for a short while. still, THANK YOU DADDYY! ;D

and tomorrow! the big day!!
rooming with evelyn! and sadly, cherrie. hahaha! no lah. cherrie if u are reading this, you know i love you.. you are always "special" in my heart. felina love love. ;D
camp will be an extremely blessed, fun-filled, enjoyable, favoured trip. amen. (:
cant wait! first time to Batttaaammm. hahah!

and also, HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPHHIIIEEE (:
i promise we will go out when i get back.
have a blessed birthday darling. (:

and and! my dearest BFFAFAFAFAFAFAFAFAFAF ( and forever ) AUDDIE..
you are missed realll badly. ): there's so much i want to talk to u about. haha!
cant wait till i get back! we have alot to catch up!
and did u buy anything for me?!!
miss you muccchhh!

alrights, take care till saturday.

-loves n kisses-
felina

meet ms. feeling-argh today.



im just having a wonderful day, and you just have to spoil it dont you?
will it die just to stop calling every half and hour.
which part of quiet rest day do you not understand?
argh.
headaches. just shaddup please. you sound like an effing broken recorder.
how nice it will be if you cannot contact me for a day or two.
i bet it will be heaven on earth.

amazing stream of pee. my bladder has great tolerance level.


and what's the meaning of this!!
the chosen one ♥ says:
hhaha 1st week only
the chosen one ♥ says:
200 usd
the chosen one ♥ says:
haha
f.elina. lurf larf. says:
wth
f.elina. lurf larf. says:
dat's alot.
f.elina. lurf larf. says:
damm
f.elina. lurf larf. says:
did u buy stuff for me!
the chosen one ♥ says:
hahaah hvnt yet
the chosen one ♥ says:
daddy said cannot buy
the chosen one ♥ says:
HAHAHA

wtf right! what nonsense! anyone can explain it!

im currently raving about these 3 songs.

Everytime You Go Away

by Paul Young

album: From Time To Time-Singles Coll (1991),
The Secret of Association (1985),
Best Ballads (1995),
Super Hits (1998),
Star Box (1993)

Hey!, if we can solve any problem
Then why do we lose so many tears
Oh, and so you go again
When the leading man appears
Always the same thing
Can't you see, we've got everything goin' on and on and on

Every time you go away you take a piece of me with you
Every time you go away you take a piece of me with you

Go on and go free, yeah
Maybe you're too close to see
I can feel yor body move
It doesn't mean that much to me
I can't go on sayin' the same thing
Just can't you see, we've got everything do you even know we know

Every time you go away you take a piece of me with you, oh
Every time you go away you take a piece of me with you

I can't go on sayin' the same thing
'Cause baby, cancha see, we've got everything goin' on and on and on

The Call

by Regina Spektor

album:

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word
And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye
Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never been this way before
All you can do is try to know who your friends are
As you head off to the war
Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye
Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget
Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
'Til they're before your eyes
You'll come back When they call you
No need to say goodbye You'll come back
When they call you No need to say goodbye

This Side

by Nickel Creek

album: This Side (2002)

One day you'll see her and you'll know what I mean.
Take her or leave her, she will still be the same.
She'll not try to buy you with her time.
Nothing's the same as you will see when she's gone.

It's foreign on this side.
And I'll not leave my home again.
There's no place to hide,
And I'm nothin' but scared.

You dream of colours that have never been made.
You imagine songs that have never been played.
They will try to buy you and your mind.
For only the curious have something to find.

It's foreign on this side.
And the truth is a bitter friend.
Reasons, few have I,
To go back again.

Your first dawn blinded you, left you cursing the day.
Entrance is crucial and it's not without pain.
There's no path to follow once you're here.
Climb up the slide and then you'll slide down the stairs.

It's foreign on this side.
But it feels like I'm home again.
There's no place to hide,
But I don't think I'm scared.

(There's no place to hide.)
(There's no place to hide.)
But I don't think I'm scared.
(There's no place to hide.)
But I don't think I'm scared.

i cant find this song. but it's in a playlist here
and here,

today.. long day. (:

birthday celebration for weili, yushu, cassandra.
balloons, sunflowers, presents,cakes, settler's cafe. sort out the order yourself.

bbq @ bayshore. (:

ah balling @ bedok 85 with junwei. and junwei! that mistake was a slip of tongue. u are to forget what i said.

audrey. (:
bon voyage brudder, have fun, take care, and come back as square as ever. i bet i will miss you pretty badly when you are away ( wth. it's for a few days). and den u will miss me (: buy something nice for me k? i promise to get you what i promised u. (:

crap. i ate alorrttt todaye. ):

-loves n kisses-
felina

why doesn't anyone believe me that i havent start shopping since gss started!!

currently at hun's place. place's a mess la!

still rmb had to clean up the room for that pig years ago. haaa. (:
well, at least there's free dumplings, carrot cake and yam cake to eat. hun's mum is a super duper good cook.
my tummy loves her. :D

blog later. the pig is darn irritating. hahaa.

mambo night at zouk. (:



i look pretty sluttish here. trust me, im far cry from it.

if this is how i look when im high n crazy, i swear i'll go emo.


oooh girls~ they just wanna have fun~~ :D

zouk, mambo-ed. and wished that it could be longer. (:

had some pretty interesting encounters. want know more? ask me ^^

and i finally had my vodka with ribena after pinning it for so long!!!

crashed at mel's place before/after that. and by then we reach mel's place, god knows how many times weili had vomitted her guts out.

still sleepy. here comes my bed.

the feminine side of weili. (:

im bored. as bored as a bimbo in a chinese chess lesson. ):

anyway, who has the soundtrack for narnia- prince caspian?

ive decided to be a good kid and stay home and nap till night time. the weather is good for sleeping in, even as i type this, i cant help but feeling sleepy and im already missing the feel of my pillow. =/
maybe go out later to do some shopping? i have no idea. HAHA.
oh crap. im so bored that im feeling a little kuku now.

ARCHERS, TAKE AIM!

Narnia is wayyyy cool. (: C.S.Lewis such a blessed man with so deep understanding of the bible.

initially, i didnt expect that the second movie will be made with any accordance to the bible.
like the empty tomb, how the narnians waited for the return of their Kings and Queens and Aslan back to their rightful thrones, and how we shouldnt rely on our human self efforts, like the way prince caspian did when he turned his eyes for external help like the witch, or like when Peter went ahead to battle against the King,he ended up losing things important to him, and even circumstances may show that Aslan(GOD) has left us, we should never lose faith the way the children did except for Lucy, cause GOD came back as well..
C.S. Lewis also depicts out how the creation of GOD comes alive and bends at the command of GOD, like how did the trees and water reacted to Aslan's roars.
But to us, He breathes his breath of life on His Children.
and i love the part whereby Prince Caspian said he was not ready/not deserving to be king of narnia and when Aslan says "because of the fact he thinks he's nt ready, he is ready to be one king", i cant help but remembered what Pastor always preached about, it's not about birthright, about family status, or what good deeds u have done to deserve GOD's Blessings or royal princehood,instead just by believing NOT in your efforts, but, by the sole fact that we are saved through grace of GOD, gave us the undeserved rights to the inheritance of GOD.

all in all, it's amazing!

today, watched narnia with junwei, gave him audd's n mine "good and filial daughter chocolates"to that swine. THANKS FOR THE MOVIE TREAT DADDY (:
after which, we headed over to bedok 85 to makan supper with audd. ah, i miss my sissy again. still rmb those times we just drove dajie's car to have supper.
ah balling ah balling ah balling~~
sat under audd's void deck to chat and lepak. if only we have marlboro light~~it will be true "ahbang-hood"

overall, a fun day(:

-loves n kisses-
felina
Saviour, He can move the moutain, my GOD is mighty to save, He is mighty to save~

the family. with love.(:

cough cough sniff sniff.

my flu is getting better i think. but sudden fever can spring a surprise of me.

so went sentosa today, and with my current state of mind and of body, i cant gear up much energy to fully enjoy the wonderful sun and day out with friends. as a result, i retreated into the shade, but , for some unfathomable reason, (prolly due to the captain ball game), i got rather burnt. ): past incident with the rashes deferred me to apply any banana boat suntanning oil.

headed back to mainland, to have dinner and while the rest headed over to starbucks to lepak, me n audd went on our shopping spree, in hope of getting sth for ourselves, hopefully apparel, but none that arouse our interests. ): sad isnt it? and it's the bleeding gss.

so, with the rising urge to spend some money, on anything at all, we bought some chocs for each other, for the thrill of it. ((:

nothing much. darn flu. if not, i can run around under the sun as long as i want and eat anything i want. rah!

tomorrow, narnia!

-loves n kisses-
felina

the flu is not gone yet. ):

so updates on my daily life. 31stmay08.
k-ster and den chomp chomp.
chomp chomp with alvin, cherrie, steve, timo, ting hui. sedap!

today, serving and serving. (: kids are just adorable. and tcher maureen taught me that there are so many things that you learn from the kids. harpy harpy.
:D

super tired now. hope there's energy for sentosa tmr. =/ not in very good shape. with all the running nose and sore throat.

oh, i sound like a Romanian? how does a Romanian supposes to sound like anyway?

and for those who know me really very well, i think you guys know it's best not to cross the line, cause when it turns ugly, you sure see the side of me that you hope that you never wish to see.
and this aint no mulish and irate teenager saying.
but, you chose the wrong tree to bark on. this crazy bitch here isn't going to take things lying down just like that.

anyways, i heard this guy's dedication to his gf on 98.7 today, saying, "although we went through so many ups and downs in this relationship, but, we both fully know, that love isnt just all about words, it's about feelings. able to feel the love for you, it's the greatest thing that can happen to me, loving you always."

i wont say im an ultimate sucker for these sweet words, but this beats the cliche phrases like " i dont know what i can do without you", "baby, you're my everything", "baby, i love you always". anytime.

-loves n kisses-
felina

****edited****
one thing good about flu?
prank calls has never been more easier.
it always acts as a good voice smokescreen. (: