im so tired i could kill. =x and the worst thing is, im going out again in a few moments time when i just reached home.

yesterday night, went to zouk and phuture with audrey, peiwen, josiah, alastair, junwei and darryl.
i'd say our boys are shy, but didn't they get pretty high after some drinks? am i right or am i right?!! ^^

finally, i get to see junwei and josiah rocking to the music and peiwen getting tipsy. peiwen! she was uber high after few drinks, and she was blabbering nonsense to strangers whole night long. but, i was pretty loosen up by the drinks to get affected. in fact, if anything, i love those moments! cause i think i blabbered alot of nonsense too! and because of that, we made new friend, SUE, while queuing in the toilets. ^^
honestly, the troubles to get the underages ICs were worth it, considering what fun i had last night.

thanks YUSHU and Raphaelelelelel!

my first time to phuture, and it was fantastic. hah! the dj was quite cool and he definitely knows his stuff, hitting the right tunes and mixing them to perfection. mambo jumbo was much more fun and enjoyable than the previous time i went, prolly because the people i went with, actually knows the songs, and are not ashamed of mamboing, though josiah and junwei needed the help of alcohol to loosen them up and eventually..... ;DD
too bad the reeealllyy nice songs were played when the guys were feeling tired and sitting outside the clubs, and peiwen was pretty high on.. alcohol? ;D

it was fun going clubbing with her! someone who can shout and dance along the songs with me. and dirty dancing?! haha! nobody likes to go clubbing with a boring and shy person.peiwen is so so not! clubbing is about letting your hair down and have fun! haha! she and her nonsense. makes the night even more fun and funnier! (: plans are already made to go again, in more comfortable clothes, and dance all night long. ^^

however, one thing i dont like doing when i go clubbing, is that i hate being drunk and wasted there. getting wasted at pubbing is fine with me. but, clubbing, a definitely no no. it's so hard to clean up when u get all drunk outside , not to mention, it can be really ugly and you will have a hard time going home. seeing those people wasted in front of zouk and phuture, makes me feel so good, in a sense, about myself, knowing my limits and all, even i kept wanting to drink more, i will never get to the point i know i will be wasted when clubbing.
been there, done that, and trust me, nothing beats experience.
thanks to alast and junwei, they stopped me from drinking anymore. i guess if they dont, i prolly drink alot more till i hit my limit. and the next thing i know, i will be walking like a drunken crab.

for certain reasons, i cant head home till morning, i had to rot outside till morning arrives. junwei and josiah being good Samaritans , decided to accompany me till i can go home. thank you very much! cabbed to changi airport t3, supposedly to slack till 9am, but, later, we changed our slacking venue to peiwen's house.

played big 2, and taboo, and i realised, im pretty good at guessing but not very good at expressing the taboo words out. and through my sub-consciousness, i came to a conclusion, even when it comes to my life, i'd say im good,but not perfect, at guessing what people are going through, but when it comes to my own life, im as blind as a bat, and clueless about my own problems, or rather, i just cant seem to open up alot, maybe to the closest friends.
so count yourself honoured, if i keep whining to you!

we seemed to play for a long time, cause we somehow managed to complete most of the taboo cards, and it was day light when we finally stopped the game, and fell asleep on peiwen's bed. of course, no one can sleep at first, with peiwen's nonsense and crap (:
she's a gem, enough said. thanks to her, we had breakfast in bed! haha!
after being fed, watered(sounds like animals) and feeling really tired, we k-o-ed on the bed, rolling up like shrimps so we wont kick the person opposite us. so, it was like me, junwei, josiah and peiwen crowding on the same bed, and slept till 9 plus going ten.

and here i am, showered and ready to go out again. =]

go felina!!

-loves n kisses-
felina