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Thursday, July 31, 2008
the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 8:14 PM x]

Ladies and gentlemen
This is Mambo No.5


What's mambo night without this song man~
yesterday night at zouk was a blast. what happened there stays there. ok, not really. some stuff you just have to shout it out, like how alastair is a nice guy, and drives a school bus. :D crazy crazy night, but, all is well all is well.
and yes, the people i went with is oh-so-fun company. i still find guys dancing mambo super hilarious, in a good way. valerie was like a crazy woman, and peiwen is just so gone.
i love the new friends we met, the gays and this tokyo guy we met. charmer them and definitely, they are a whole lot of fun.
the aftermath?
i felt like a walking zombie, with aching muscles at the end of the day, feeling absolutely murderous to quite a few things and people.
crazy as the night is, i thought that it was a great and uber fun night out, and trust me, this ain't some drunk talk shit. at the end of day, tired i may be, there's a whole lot of good memories and endless stories to tell. ;D

but enough of late night outs, returning home at 4. im so going to be a good girl for the time being. den again, im always saying the same thing. prove me correct felina.
wait, i think i will just go for late night movies, and late night suppers at heartland areas, just sit there, talk cock sing song. that could do right? :D

gems project, rwp slides and ecm slides, pronto!

-loves n kisses-
felina

Once I thought my innocence was gone
Now I know that happiness goes on

Wednesday, July 30, 2008
the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 1:10 AM x]

tuesday supposed to be one of the long day of the week for me. it ended up quite a relaxing one. i overslept rwp, hence not able to make it for the mock presentation. fa and ma cancelled, hence, no lesson for me at all!
good. i was super tired from mon's night. after reaching home at evening time, after mudpie at island creamery and buying that balloon, i started on rwp slides immediately. left house, yet again, to surprise josiah for his birthday. (: i so so want to finish watching "across the universe" rush the slides once i reach home, till i couldn't take it anymore and called it a day.
tues morning, wokeup, tried to complete the slides, slept and overslept. went to meet boonyen at dover, supposedly project meeting, but ended up at island creamery with her, chonghan, yihang and kelvin. went town, buy present for the monster, did report, did jo's present(ugly as it seems),got a car ride from jo's dad, felt that i dont want to leave the car cause there was tv in the car and we were watching brazil vs spore match(replay) on the way to sampang with jo, junwei, sophia,ryan,hengyi, and now back at home rushing ECM report.
why must monster's birthday fall on such hectic period. and my post seems so mundane. sue me, im tired.


Once I thought my innocence was gone
Now I know that happiness goes on

Monday, July 28, 2008
the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 7:10 PM x]



that gigantic , jukebox, rock and roll,balloon that peiwen and me went to buy for josiah. he ought to be grateful that himbo! it's super duper embarrassing to be seen carrying it and that it plays a song when you tapped it! and peiwen just wouldn't spare me the agony of being embarrassed at cityhall and on the train home.
i begging you for mercy~ mercy~

our masterpiece!




new title bestowed upon us: CHEESY LINE GENERATOR!

kk. back to project


Once I thought my innocence was gone
Now I know that happiness goes on

Sunday, July 27, 2008
the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 10:58 PM x]

i think im a big retard, i swear.

and audrey just has to prove me right in making me be the retard im doubting myself to be. but then again, i cant help being a retard, afterall, audrey is my twin, how can i not be like her?
afterall,
audrey; 8D you take a piece of me with you down. says:
SAYA MOST ULTIMATE BESTEST BUD YO! AND MUCH MORE THAN WORDS CAN EVER EXPRESS

thanker you la!

project today is considered a failure, considering we just sat there and chit chat, and audrey called us later on to interrupt my date with boonyen. spoiler spoiler teeth with eyeliner. okay, i so do not where that came from. anw~ daddy just threw me n audrey wandering, like lost souls in town, some more with broken hearts and wounded ego. once again, i grabbed this from mid air. and all he could just do, is telling us, time will heal all wounds, and that choco makes one happy. tsk tsk. so much for being the no.1 man in our lives!

and can you believe it! we did not shop for the whole day! we shopped for stuffs, that werent for ourselves, and that should make our parents proud! we managed to resist the big sales word outside zara, and stick faithfully to the plan of getting non-retail therapy.

auddie! arent u proud of our masterpiece of the day! unleash the poet in us y'all! cheesy lines and heartfelt words and all! ^^
food for thought.. dance, music and poems are forms of arts. but why is dance and music more revered than poem? what ever happened to modern poets?

oh. if there's anything worth learning today, guilt isnt everything. it doesnt make the situation better, not even look better. it's undeniable something disastrous had happened. if there's no guilt, there's something amiss. but guilt cant change a single damn thing. am i right? or am i right?

-loves n kisses-
felina


Once I thought my innocence was gone
Now I know that happiness goes on

Saturday, July 26, 2008
the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 10:06 AM x]

that's it. my social life is going to be on hold, with all these projects, presentations, "test" presentation and reports crashing down on me. i'm going to be a nun, all bundle up in my moan-stery, and slog all day long, just to complete the deadline marathon. you know they say year one is honeymoon year, looking back, i think it's the best honeymoon ever. no pun intended there.

and all the deadlines seem to clash together and within days to come, i foresee that i can jolly well be the new spokesperson for Hello Panda biscuit. ): worse still, with that weird quirk of mine, i want,no dying, to go have a night out, clubbing, with my friends. not that i seek solace in it, just that, it's fun letting your hair down like this, and having insane fun with friends.

wednesday, come quick! :D i never await josiah's birthday like this before. mambo, seesha, 4D, drinking, and of course, 18 shots for birthday boy. his birthday is a lee-way for me to go out and play play play!

one more thing, audrey ong! you are dethroned from being my bff, and weejunwei officially replaced you like this. atone for your sins and we shall see how :D

Once I thought my innocence was gone
Now I know that happiness goes on

Friday, July 25, 2008
the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 11:32 PM x]

To take one step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly, or falling in love
It's gonna happen when it's supposed to happen
And we find the reasons why
One step at a time
When you can't wait any longer (you can't wait)
But there's no end in time (when you need to find the strength)
It's your faith that makes you stronger (the only way we get there)
The only way we get there
Is one step at a time


Once I thought my innocence was gone
Now I know that happiness goes on

Wednesday, July 23, 2008
the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 11:24 PM x]

you are too good to be true. almost everything that i ask for, you lack of none. i have my doubts, i have my qualms, but you know what they say, time will tell. there is much hesitance here. but i dont want let go of this so easily. i want to see how things go. im not those who will jump at the chance, but when time comes, i won't let go of this chance. hold on to your words, and i will to mine. prove me correct and stay true to the image that you had painted. there''s so much to clarify and i hate making the first move.
yet, truth be known, im holding back, and i know the reasons why. somehow, the shadow of the past just bring back feelings i thought were long gone. memories just start resurfacing, and like some cancerous cells, it's invading my mind. you really messed up my mind. and somehow, i want to chase after the shadows too. what if, behind the shadow, lies the real deal? will i miss out eventually? or maybe, there's nothing there, nothing that i should look forward too?

why do i have to keep chasing after you
knowing that there may not be anything there
bells are ringing, time is ticking.
it's time to move on.
but you ain't helping.
another come along, and i just played along.
only to realise i sunk deep down under.
in midst of struggling, you came into my mind.
a surge of happiness just bloomed
and all of a sudden, i became an idiot.
for the past.

i'm really a walking contradict, arent i?


Once I thought my innocence was gone
Now I know that happiness goes on

the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 10:37 AM x]

fuck man! i skipped ecm and came for ma1 practical, just to realise that the teacher is not coming today! ):

wasted trip! i could have sleep in for a longer time! crap.. and im having this horrible tummyache which i think it's because of the tomyum and all that chili padi. tummy cant take it.):


Once I thought my innocence was gone
Now I know that happiness goes on

Tuesday, July 22, 2008
the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 11:13 PM x]

IM FEELING SO BOUNCY RIGHT NOW THAT I COULD JUMP AND TOUCH THE SKY!

MY PARENTS JUST TOLD ME THAT GOT ME A FRIGGING ITOUCH! but i have to wait till prissy comes back in aug! hurry up jie jie! wooottxxx!!

based on the analysis of my darlings, (audrey, boonyen, yiling and susanna), i can be really a retard picking up hints when it comes to things of the heart. but when it comes to my friends and this, my femme radar can be ultra sensitive! sadly, im a hopeless case when it comes to me.
i love tomyum steamboat with alot of chili padi!! though i received frowns and disapproving looks from my darlings, still!! (:
and darlings!! it was so so nice to have 5 of us going out again, bonding over dinner, sharing the darkest stuffs. i have no idea what i will do without them if they weren't here. really have to do it more often man!

4. IM FEELING SUPER BOUNCY NOW!!!

-loves n kisses-
felina

Once I thought my innocence was gone
Now I know that happiness goes on

Monday, July 21, 2008
the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 9:10 PM x]

FINALLY~ ( now my destiny can begin~).. kay(: that's fergie's song. neh mind.

yeap, so finally, crm/rwp is finally over and done with. and i have to worry about the up and coming FA test on fri, ECM and MA1 project deadlines next week. and right after that, end of semester exams! 2 more months to my birthday! long ahead i know, but, i need some motivation to pass the time. afterall, with all those exams and projects, im dreading august and can't wait for Sep to come. ^^

as much as i wanted to skip the whole of today, i ended up calling peiwen and cabbed down SP to print the project, cause i realised none of my groupmates were there in school today. thanks peiwen for accompanying me. JAP FOOD JAP FOOD !

and can i say something?! why is printing in school so expensive?! 40 pages of report, and report only and it can cost me $20 bucks! what the hell man! thank god for friends! i remembered my cg members... cherrie was down, but melissa was able to help me print at their creative media studio, hence saving me from a bomb. thanks loads! :D

i can understand why the design students love coming school ( not that i know of, but i perceived). their studios are so conducive for their work! everything in there is just so designer-ish. the rooms bursting with arts and colours and the stern atmosphere of classrooms, like those in SB, are not present there. if im a design student in DDM or DCM, i will love to go school everyday, i swear. the rooms themselves, promise fun and laughter, a 180 degree contrast to the rooms in SB. no wonder they say SB is a bore. not the people, just the atmosphere.

wanted to stay for FA lecture, but, Josiah and Junwei managed to persuade me to go back and sleep. not that i needed much persuasion. i was really tired and when i took a good look in the mirror, i thought could pass off as Po, from kungfu panda, with stuffings at my tummy till i cant see my own feet. and the flu isnt' helping at all. ):
BUT! mummy just told me it isnt that bad now after sleeping for a good 6 hours. still not alive and kicking, but there's definitely more life in me now as compared to these few days, when i was a walking zombie moving around in broad daylight.

thanks to josiah who kept singing it, the song is ringing in my head now.
One bad apple don`t
Spoil the whole bunch, girl
Oh, give it one more try
Before you give up on love

-one bad apple-
osmonds




Once I thought my innocence was gone
Now I know that happiness goes on

the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 1:08 AM x]

good mood right now. ask me for anything, i will consent to it. well, almost. (:

supper at 85 again, this time with josiah, junwei and of course, audrey~~ a little break from all that project stuff..~ it's like going out with 3 girls instead of.. haha! nehmind.
short post. going back to chiong proj



Once I thought my innocence was gone
Now I know that happiness goes on

Friday, July 18, 2008
the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 9:48 PM x]

you know what? forget about the previous post.

i thank GOD for the holy spirit in me for reminding me, just when i was down and frustrated, that i have the undeserved, unearned, unmerited favour and grace of Daddy GOD.

really, it's amazing how the holy spirits prompts us. praise the lord.

it just came to my mind that, joseph didnt curse and swear when famine came. cause he knows, GOD will bless him and guide him. i mean,come on, ruling a nation is definitely harder than meeting deadlines. why is he so blessed in the house and in the field? obviously, it's all because he knows he has GOD by his side, why should he fear.
so why should i worry and fret, knowing fully well that, i am the righteousness of GOD in Christ, and that GOD is always with me. in fact, i should have a greater expectation of Daddy GOD helping me overcome all these stress and deadlines.

thank GODfor noelle and mummy for sending me scripture-related verses, which reminded me of how great is my GOD, and His never-ending, everlasting promises which renews every morning.

i should let go and let GOD and believe that he will make me to overcome this mountain and defeat the goliath that im facing as at now. amen~ (:

savior~ he can move the mountains.
my GOD is mighty to save
HE is mighty to save~


Once I thought my innocence was gone
Now I know that happiness goes on

the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 9:32 PM x]

please dont mind my language. really.

FUCKING PROJECTS AND FUCKING DEADLINES. thanks to these shit, my whole weekend is burn. like a fucking cigarette stick. thanks to all the last minutes and fuckshit. screw all them all. now going to burn the farking midnight oil for these few nights. and it's not going to be any better with horrible flu that turns really bad at night, and a fucking gastric pain. worst of all, my eyes are sore again. fuck it. ):
if im more crude, i will say, kiss my ass.
but, wth. fuck that.

there. im just in a super bad mood today. good laugh anybody? or someone to accompany me through the long nights. ):

the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 8:52 AM x]

The proper thing to do
Is for me to act like a lady and wait
For you to make the first move

Why's it always feel like I am
Chasing love when nothing's there
And here I go just making the same mistakes...

Thursday, July 17, 2008
the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 5:04 PM x]

2days off for me. will there be a 3? went clinic today again, and the doc gave me 2 days mc. honestly, he's a god's given gift for all chao kengers out here. not saying me, i swear! hear me cough~ haha!

Operation: Chili padi has totally backfired. my throat was not in a very good condition when i woke up this morning. darn man. i dont know why everything im sick, i will love to take in alot of the spicy, hot stuff. more than usual, i would say. but the thing is, in the past, chili padi just work like a healing elixir. like what the chinese saying goes, "yu du gong du"

curry wan sui!!

i just watched finished the 11th episode of gokusen 3. haha! i think i prefer 2 the most. (: so going to catch samantha who after this. but with all the projects n tests, the show and every leisure things just have to take a q number. ^^

gambete ne!

-loves n kisses-
felina

Once I thought my innocence was gone
Now I know that happiness goes on

Wednesday, July 16, 2008
the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 8:29 AM x]

bad throat. super bad. give it a few more days, and i prolly sound like a castrated ostrich. not that i know how they sound like. and the flu, it's giving me the Hungarian accent that yuhn man said i had when i was down with flu.

darn. i think it's all those late nights n little sleep. so right now, im stuck at home and going to see a doc later. if not for the m.c.~ haha!!

i swear if it's not for my fever and flu, i wil be in school now. afterall, i was already up at 6 when uncle josiah kim gave me a wake up call as he promised. thank you! (:
right now, i wish i could plop back to bed. but hunger strikes.

How Deep Is Your Love - The Bee Gees
-loves n kisses-
felina

Once I thought my innocence was gone
Now I know that happiness goes on

the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 12:29 AM x]

i love the feeling of feeling so darn shagged and worn out after days of chionging projects, den now, bath and snuggled on my bed, with blanket covering my body~ haha! simple life with cheap thrills.

so im nw rolled up on my bed, waiting for my hair to dry, and den have a good night's sleep.

i have no idea where my energy came from, having gone for 2 movies, even after a long day of school, and surviving only a few measly hours of sleep.
watched it's a boy girl thing, like finally. watched that with jo and audd. another hottie to the list, kevin zegers.and den, that josiah wanted to watch driving lesson, so yeap~ JULIE WALTERS is amazing. she's simply marvelous. aint called a veteran for nothing. RUPERT GRINT's acting is stunning as well. i would say, bravo bravo. and the story itself is extraordinary. (:
i think me n jo are the youngest among the movie crowd. oh, and one more thing, josiah's attempt to feint a british accent, is anything except good or anything along the line.

similarities of the 2 movies, they contain excerpts of literature, namely William Shakespeare, and in the cast, there's always an overbearing, all put together, restraining mother.

nuff said, im going to meet dreamlord soon. see you there!

-loves n kisses-
felina



Once I thought my innocence was gone
Now I know that happiness goes on

Monday, July 14, 2008
the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 9:37 PM x]



i swear it taste weird! but the rest of my family seems to enjoy it. ):
and projects! wth. i sacrificed a drinking session with daddy, mummy, dajie and her bf for the sake of projects. have to make sure im somber enough to complete the draft and not type nonsense. so while they are sipping on white wine my sis got back from paris, im drinking tea to keep myself awake.
tell me, where's the justice in the world!

Once I thought my innocence was gone
Now I know that happiness goes on

the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 5:31 PM x]

maybe one of these days i shall come up with a list of interesting facts about myself. i just realised i have alot of them~ quirks i would say.

anyhoos!
today was an uber uber tiring day. and my blardy eye is... well... blardy! ): and blogspot is pissing me off reall badly. i cant post the blardy pics now, and im in a good mind to change to lj~ shall see how.

oh oh!! just for gags, from an email.
>
>
> Stress Reliever #1
> Wife : You always carry my photo in your handbag to the office. Why?
> Hubby : When there is a problem, no matter how impossible, I look at your
> picture and the problem disappears.
> Wife : You see, how miraculous and powerful I am for you?
> Hubby : Yes, I see your picture and say to myself, "What other problem can
> there be greater than this one?"
>
> ________________________________________________________________________
> Stress Reliever # 2
> Girl: When we get married, I want to share all your worries, troubles
> and lighten your burden.
> Boy: It's very kind of you, darling, But I don't have any worries or
> troubles.
> Girl: Well that's because we aren't married yet.
>
> ________________________________________________________________________
> Stress Reliever # 3
> Son: Mom, when I was on the bus with Dad this morning, he told me to
> give up my seat to a lady.
> Mom: Well, you have done the right thing.
> Son: But mum, I was sitting on daddy's lap.
>
> ________________________________________________________________________
> Stress Reliever # 4
> Wife to husband: "What's your excuse for coming home at this time of the
> night?"
> Husband to wife: "Golfing with friends, my dear."
> Wife to husband: "What? At 2 am?!"
> Husband to wife: "Yes, We used night clubs."
>
> ________________________________________________________________________
> Stress Reliever # 5
> Father to son after exam: "let me see your report card."
> Son: "My friend just borrowed it. He wants to scare his parents."
>
> ________________________________________________________________________
> Stress Reliever # 6
> A teacher asked her class for sentences using the word "beans"..
> "My father grows beans," said one student.
> "My father cooks beans," said another.
> Then little Johnny spoke up: "We are all human beans."
>
> ________________________________________________________________________
> Stress Reliever # 7
> Interviewer to Millionaire: "To whom do you owe your success as a
> millionaire to?"
> Millionaire: "I owe everything to my wife."
> Interviewer: "Wow, she must be some woman. What were you before you
> married her?"
> Millionaire: "A Billionaire"
>
> ________________________________________________________________________
> Stress Reliever # 8
> Girl to her boyfriend: One kiss and I'll be yours forever.
> The guy replies: Thanks for the warning.
>
> ________________________________________________________________________
> Stress Reliever # 9
> A husband was asked: Do you talk to your wife after sex?
> He replied: Depends, if I can find a phone.
>
> ________________________________________________________________________
> Stress Reliever # 10
> Man to wife on wedding night: Are you sure I'm the first man you are
> sleeping with?
> Wife replied: Of course honey, I stayed awake with all the others!
>
> ________________________________________________________________________
> Stress Reliever # 11
> Why did they stop printing PAMELA ANDERSON stamps in the U.S. ?
> Answer: Because people started licking the wrong side.
>
> ________________________________________________________________________
> Stress Reliever # 12
> A wife asked her husband: What do you like most in me - my pretty face
> or my sexy body?
> He looked at her from head to toe and replied: I like your sense of
> humour.
>
> ________________________________________________________________________
> Stress Reliever # 13
> Doctor to his lady patient: You look terribly weak and exhausted! Are
> you having your meals three times a day as I have advised?
> Lady replied: Doctor, I thought you said three males a day.

:DD

you know they say, laughter is the best medicine, so laugh people laugh!
a merry heart does good like a medicine.

oh. and i absolutely detest projects. they are one of the main components of my blard-shot eyes.
thank god i decided to come home and get some shuteye, if not, i will be a red eye monster daggering everyone because of crankiness.

by the way, remember my kickass bffafafafaf?


you bet we had lots of fun there! we got souvenirs! haha! and junwei sure love what we got for him, right daddy?? ^^ what an adorable watch and those cds are rare find k! appreciate them alright! they were ingenious gifts by audd n me!
-loves n kisses-
felina
Once I thought my innocence was gone
Now I know that happiness goes on

Saturday, July 12, 2008
the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 10:11 AM x]

LITTLE INDIA LATER! :D

one more thing~

i love my new black hair. period.

the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 1:12 AM x]

just call me....

ARSHWARIYA D/O SANJAYVANATHAMRAVI..

should i add a "muthusami"?

Thursday, July 10, 2008
the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 10:44 PM x]

as if doing projects are not stressful enough, i've got a mum. ):

the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 6:43 PM x]

third movie this week, 21. JIM STRUGRESS is oh-so-hawt-you-just-gotta-love-him~

honestly, i wasnt the one who suggested the movie. okaye, i did, but i said AFTER school. blame peiwen and boonyen!! *tries my best to be innoncent*
but, everyone love breaking rules, cause it seems logical and rational to do so, afterall, rules are meant to be broken~ (:

and and! i need some break for the heavy workload that is piling up. so in need of a breather. you see, when im stress, i will tend to do random things. things like suddenly calling frens out for supper, going for night walks, get another piercing on my ear and let it close after a few months, go some movie marathon, go for pedicure, cut my fringe and regret it later, anything, just to destress. and today, my method of destressing will be.... LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, im dying my hair black~ (:
call me eccentric, but at least im loving life as i love it. :D nothing really matters, as long as, at the end of the day, im a harpy harpy soul, yea?

speaking of dying my hair black, im right now letting the dye to set in, and hopefully, when i wash off the dye, it actually works. amen. haha!

im so gonna go for the good girl look~ u know, bangs-looking fringe, black hair, and maybe i will take out my piercings to finish it off. Voila! a transformed Felina. my head. ^^
i prolly have trouble fooling the bouncers at Zouk tomorrow, that's if im going. haha!

blog later.

-loves n kisses-
felina

And from your beam you made my dream ,Then there was music and wonderful roses they tell me in in sweet fragrant meadows of dawn and dew

the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 1:45 AM x]

OPERATION: FRINGE.

declared: FAIL

mistake to axe my fringe. didnt turn out what i expected. ):

trying my best to believe yiling's one month policy now. haha!

Wednesday, July 9, 2008
the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 3:05 PM x]

im home early. real early, even frosty stared at me in suprise, or was it, eyes that say "IWANTTOEAT!" whatever it is, im home early. school may end early, but it isnt my style to go home before the sun goes down. i guess im pretty much of those rebellious kids who stay out late, okay, not the rebellious part. i just happened to stay out late for some reason.

ANYWAYS, school ended early, and no, i didnt self declare school dismissal, it really ended early. i felt a need to advocate for myself due to recent escapades. (: went shenton way with dear to do bnfi project, and guess what? we are mad. tell me, who did jumpshots in the middle of nowhere in front of the shenton way, along Clarke Quay, during lunch time, when hundreds of businessmen and women are lunching by the river, and amongst the crowd, prolly dwells my dad? or my dad's friends, who recognize me? shitbunxxx!

last friday was bad enough. was walking down the raffles link, and me and boonyen were jumping up and down like some crazy monkeys, showing peiwen we could touch the ceiling of the link, by jumping a little/ or tiptoeing. and there i was praying that my dad wouldnt be there at that time. lo and behold, when i turned to look around, i saw uncle roland, who's a close family friend, and have seen me since i was a baby in the cot. and i bet he saw and recognized me instantaneously. like wth. so unglam!

that aside, i have another unglam case to add to my already long list of "Felina's Unglam Moments" boonyen and me, after doing our project, bought macs and sat outside fullerton hotel to have lunch. super super memorable* (:

oh oh!
i realised! the park near padang? it's really pretty in the noon. walking through it just makes a person relax and sooth the hurried pace of my footsteps. really. you guys should try it one day. the surroundings look like singapore, but it doesnt feel like singapore at all. wonderful ^^

alrights. im super in need of baby sleep. aint going to deprive myself of it. (:



-loves n kisses-
felina

And from your beam you made my dream ,Then there was music and wonderful roses they tell me in in sweet fragrant meadows of dawn and dew

Tuesday, July 8, 2008
the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 10:47 PM x]

it's been awhile, and before any of you start singing Britney's song, i request that none of you will do that. it's irritating to hear the song play over and over again, till it got stuck in my head.

yeap, as mentioned, im pretty busy with projects, doing all the last min anxiety. it seemed only logical to do that, and be a huge bundle of nerves. but so far so good. at least i think so.
in short my weekend, was a fulfilling and eventful one. so much so, that im pretty lazy typing all out. sunday was serving in ak. and boy, my arms are aching from children overload, carrying one is bad, when they climb over you, it is really really bad. all of us were exhausted after 2 services, though it felt pretty much like 6 services.

after which, my rest of the day was spent with the lovelies, celebrating veralyn's bday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR!

and came monday, the blues are still there. but it's a tad lot better somehow with the right people. boredom can't be avoided. but i realised i missed seeing my lecturers, after not seeing them for weeks. the most enjoyable lecture out of all, fa. i get to see hoonie and auddie. audd's still the same as i had seen her that morning. still as blonde.
and! movie!! PENELOPE! morale of the story: love yourself, and dont feel condemned,even if you have a pig nose. and that james mcAvoy is gorgeous.

had another movie today. WANTED. wanted to watch " it's a boy girl thing" or "21" , but somehow, i got the timings wrong. ): so we settled with "wanted". hmm. alright alright. but once again, the morale of the story is, you got to believe youself, and claim your birth right, and be the man you ought to be. dont be an ordinary and pathetic motherfucker. oops. vulgar. blame the show.

enough said, im turning in, soon. dont ask me define soon. (:

-loves n kisses-
felina


And from your beam you made my dream ,Then there was music and wonderful roses they tell me in in sweet fragrant meadows of dawn and dew

Saturday, July 5, 2008
the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 2:29 PM x]

just a personal note

projects to complete

-bnfi
-rwps and crm
-ecm
-ma1

thank god fa does not require project work, if not, someone, kill me?

the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 10:28 AM x]

so so so yesterday yesterday~~

TGIF! and i really thank god for friday, cause saturday is hererererere! (:

friday for me was a pretty busy one. went for dental, school, shenton way just to find that stupid bank closed minutes before we reached, and ikea/courts/giant.
MEATBALLS MEATBALLS!
(:
ive been eating alot alot these few days, i really got to start exercising, shall pull yushu down to run. HAHA! evening run with my pet pig, should be fun~
ahh shit, i just remembered, tuesday is gelare day, and i have a date with peiwen and boonyen and whoever wants to join us to go. (:

arrow later, and i shall post the glam/normal/unglam photos of me, aud, boonyen, and yiling once i got the pics~ (:

ARROW LATER! :DD

psst audd!
stop flirting with me in fa lecture please! i didnt catch what the lecturer was teaching! :D

and MY DEAR,
i really ai ni! HAHAHAHA!! (:

-loves n kisses-
felina

And from your beam you made my dream ,Then there was music and wonderful roses they tell me in in sweet fragrant meadows of dawn and dew

the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 10:23 AM x]

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.
****

took from eveline's blog.
woah. pretty accurate i guess. you guys should try it.

TEST

Thursday, July 3, 2008
the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 11:42 PM x]

le chef felina~~ and it's not a laughing matter. (:

ended school early, waited for ms chen to finish her proj meeting so we can make our way to charis house at bukit timah, 6th ave. yea, that place where the rich and famous dwell. and to many disbelieving souls out there, i can cook! period, no doubts about it. maybe not as well as those grand chefs, but, hey! it's a start~ (:

hmm..hmm.. what else? im no longer a hazard to the kitchen(: ooh, one more thing, i get tired very easily these few days. once im done with my laundry and replying mails, im so gonna flop on my bed and get the sleep im yearning for the whole day.

toddles

-loves n kisses-
felina

And from your beam you made my dream ,Then there was music and wonderful roses they tell me in in sweet fragrant meadows of dawn and dew

Wednesday, July 2, 2008
the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 10:17 PM x]

ohrights!
feel so so so good to be at home after one whole day out. really tired and no mood to blog much. so in summary, school was extremely short today, was given 2 projs, which are due in 5-6weeks time, so kill me in the mean time. met junwei and audd to fix junwei wrist, which he delayed treatment for one month. ABANGHOOD! we went through that hideous, smelly experience with you, arent u touched? abandoning the initial plan of going town, we went back tmall, and watched hancock. HANCOCK IS DARN NICE! my 10 buckeroos spent on the premier of the movie was worth it! the show worthed every penny spent!
i would say the least cliched superhero movie ever! will smith is such an assholic genius, he acted his part wayyyy goooodddd~
bused over to katong, and finally satisfied my burning craving of katong laska!! wahhaha!! (: next stop! siglap, where good food awaits~ =]
went parkway, window-shopped for nothing in particular, and at the end of the day, i cant help but thing, flowers are expensive to buy, but, wth, when i recieve flowers, i cant help, but swoon at the sight of it, especially pink lilies, dark red roses, or champagne colored roses. (:

now, im deadbeat, and turning soon, sekolah tomorrow! so buybyee!

-loves n kisses-
felina

And from your beam you made my dream ,Then there was music and wonderful roses they tell me in in sweet fragrant meadows of dawn and dew

Tuesday, July 1, 2008
the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 10:45 AM x]

for the umpteen time, i never understand why am i here in rwps.
thank god for invention of laptop, the only source of entertainment in this mundane lesson. i just got back my result for my report writing. and what the hell, the marks are better than what i expected. especially my essay, i didnt even give any of citation or whatsoever.

and what the hell, i forgot to take money from mummy again. shucks. =/

bored to tears. i feel like watching movies like now. and i have like 2 more freaking jaded lesson. crappadoodadoo~