took so long to upload these photos, but it's all worth it!

yesterday.
went out with roomie to shop and i ended up not getting the dress nor the bag. funnily, the second time i saw the bag, i didn't feel like buying it. even better, shall go little india later to see whether there are nice enough bags, and they ought to be cheaper.
as for the dress, there's something weird about it now, but i really want a black plain jane dress, simple yet classic. anyone knows where to get it?

today.
away to little india! eat curry, walk around, and.....
WATCHED GOSSIP GIRLS!
love serena! and of course the rest! even jenny humphrey! but serena is so pretty!

hello world.

im taking a break from"whose line" and "jkl" to blog. how many knows that having too much talkshows/ game shows in a day can be energy draining?
it's better than having nothing to do the whole day.

why does weather change so fast? it was bright sunny and blistering hot a moment, and the sky darkens next, and it looks like it's gonna rain any time soon. perfect weather to take a nap. sadly, i have to forgo the nap, to meet roomie for shopping later.
and hopefully, i come back with either the zara bag, or that muji dress.

i suddenly miss bintan. i want to go overseas sooonnn, but it's highly impossible. i want go shopping at dubai, sightseeing at japan or europe and food spree at hongkong.
man oh man, do i miss japan.

later~

i've got a secret and i cannot tell

I THINK, I THINK, I THINK, my curfew is over soon?

i tried to be home before sun sets these few days, except yesterday, when she was out too. it still feels like threading on thin ice. one wrong step, i can stay at home. but now with the cds, games and everything, it makes life a whole lot bearable.

today was a sleepy sleepy day, and i feel so tired. thank god for service today, i was handling more of the registration, dont have to face the little midgets in the cinema halls. it's just one service and i hear alot of the teachers whining. spared till the ending of service.

went over to stef's place today to visit her and justin. justin is so so so cute! im not biased or anything, but he's really adorable! i show you!

see the double chin!

he's steph's son alright, sleep so much.

going to pom-pom!

he can't get proper sleep with his mummy and god ma disturbing him, and he has the weird sleeping position.
told you he's adorable!

-loves n kisses-
felina

formulae one is deafening. NOT that i went to see it, im not much a fan to actually pay so much to watch the cars, i was at marina square, and i can hear the sound loud and clear. this is indeed Singapore's moment.

went shopping( HAHAHA!) today with alvin, stevey and cherrie. and as expected, i have things now on my shopping list that im dying to buy when i go out shopping with roomie on monday. but i didn't returned home empty-handed. a top from river island for myself, and something for my godson.
sorry stef and baby justin, i yet to go visit you too. promise asap okok. ((:

oh right, serving tomorrow. one service but a lot a lot of kids. i repeat, a lot.

-loves n kisses-
felina

being grounded have its own perks in some way. like resting, watching alot of shows and movies at home, and slacking around. but it really gets boring at times. thankfully, i have a nice friend, named josiah kim who has been unbelievably kind enough to bring me dinner, then, lent me a lot of cds to watch. now, i have 2 beatles documentaries, a few seasons of "whose line is it anyway" and a pc game" team hospital" to keep me entertain.
crap can get nice at times.

yesterday, though, managed to sneak out with the help of my sister, and went out with val, junwei, josiah and alastair. if memories serve me correct, it was the first ever time we met up when the sun is high up in the sky. the past outings happened near dusk or night time.
went to harbourcity restaurant to yumcha, aka, dim sum time! since alast drove, we were able to go around places in really short time. headed over to tiong to catch a movie, which is damn good as expected. went for family dinner at elias mall. never look down on heartland places, they serve food that could possibly meet those classy restaurants standards, or even surpass it. sometimes when we dine in those classy restaurants, it's the ambience we are paying for.

anyway, there isn't much tension among the family members as opposed to these few days. there are still some throat strangling moments, but whatever comments were bit back. and instead of having 2 older sisters, i feel that i have one older, and one younger. the younger one loves hello kitty. pris and i decided that she's mental.

it looks like my grounded days will be soon over, hopefully. :D


-loves n kisses-
felina

aww you sick shit audrey ong! that two posts on your blog is effingly going to make me cry. good job, you achieved your aim.

i miss the good ol' days when we just sit around and talk about anything anyone under the bright morning sun. you're right, we are so similar, yet different in our own ways. but it's our differences that complements each other. see! we are made for each other! HAHA!
okay, this is so going the wrong way.

really, you form one of the biggest part why coming to school isn't a torture. despite not being in the same class, you are still always there when i need you, rain or shine, lectures or tutorials. you never fail to cheer me up whenever im in my blues and you always seem to have the spot on guess for my blues and downs.

my 18th birthday was by far, the best birthday ever, and most of the credit goes to you. it wouldn't be possible if you have not plan the celebration and all. love you honey. the thing about being there for each other, it's mutual.
still looking forward to our days out together, me you and frosty(meowy).

p.s. we can do the wheelchair racing at clinic. in fact, i remember vaguely we pulled something like that the other day didn't we?


alrights!

some other stuff now. i have a full whole day to spend, AS IM FREAKING GROUNDED. whatever for you asked? just the usual, drugs and alcohol.
hell, no.
just the usual quarrels with parents, adding on to it is the fact that i've been going out too often and too late, spending too much money, and mum's in her bad mood. it's like monthly period, it comes every month without fail.

cause of that, my plans to go out have fun, are totally ruined. kaput.
first of all, my movie date with audd ong. sorry babe, will make it up to you.
secondly, mambo night! ARGHHH! sorry val n peiwen, blame me ok, im the night spoiler. once again, i'll make it up to you. i could have just walked out and joined you all, but noooo. im thinking long term, dont want a longer curfew on my case.
thirdly, i have to stay at home for the rest of the week! i can't go out at all!! ( or so i think) my plans to go out flew out of the window.
lastly, one of my big source of entertainment, surfthechannel website, is going to leave its legacy on earth in 5 days. i can only depend on sidereel and star world channel now. hasta la vista my companion to keep me dying from boredom.

boredom.i have no idea what to do with it. i swear i can't be a homemaker, housewife, or whatever you called it. i can't stay at home for long unless my home's disneyland. there's seriously no justice. i can't even step out of the house to buy food. yes, food! i have to depend on my sisters, who are still sleeping like pigs on their beds, and when they are up, they disappear from home. HOW CAN I DEPEND ON THEM!
thankfully, i have friends, who keep me company on phone, messenger, and even came over to deliver me dinnersupper.
HOHOHO! lifesavers ;D

-loves n kisses-
felina

do let me complain.

dental today is the most painful of all visits. i nearly cried there and then. it's congee week for me, feels like the first few visits to the dentists.
awwwhhh! ):
my eyes have been itchy the whole of today, and my left eye feels sore. i bet it's my contact lenses, but i just changed them! this is so frustrating!
i feel so sleepy! i came home at 3, and woke up at 8. and since my body is accustomed to long hours of sleep, a result from holidays, it's excusable for me to feel so sleepy and zonked out now.
and if anybody calls me now, they may just hear a frog croaking over the line. my voice has withered away from sat's karaoke session with guides people, and yesterday's last min k-box session with junwei and josiah. and i mean really last minute, and totally impromptu.
it's only karaoke session with them, our playlist will be littered with english songs, composited to around 95% of the list, from different genres, namely, oldies.

and i'm suddenly grounded for going out too often these few days. what, it's my fault for my own birthday!? justice, where are you!
but thankfully, it's only for a day and i will regain my freedom.
MUAHAHA!

on the brighter side, i re-found my interest in watching television, particularly, star movie channel. there are just too many things i want to watch, and at this rate, i may just be deep-rooted on my sofa, which is not necessarily a good thing.
:X

and tomorrow is wednesday!! sentosa and mambo!!! :DD

gossip girl is getting more and more complicated
serena for the win!
the worst monster ever created is a woman scorned.

who cares about being grounded, aud, we'll go out soon!

-loves n kisses-
felina

yesterday was my special day, 18th year on this EARTH, and like i said, it was embarrassingly fun. :D

my day started off at midnight, when josiah, junwei, aloysius and my bff audrey ong came over, and surprised me at my doorstep. they seemed to forget that i have a dog, rang the doorbell, which led to frosty incessant barking, and woke my parents up. but, im not complaining. in fact, the surprise, well, it was unexpected obviously, and really good, despite me being all sleepy from the day out with the guides people. then, supper followed.

next morning, i went to meet my parents at the hokkien/chinese side, so we can go service together. and there, i received alot alot of birthday blessings and prayers. every 2 step we took, we have to stop to chat with at least 2-3 people, whom my mummy proudly announced that it was my birthday yesterday. and in a churchy environment, we know what happened. once again, im not complaining. :D
went for second service, and came out after-which, to be utterly flabbergasted.
from a distance when i walked out of the gallery, i saw weixuan bobbing up and down with a big sign, that has my name, and a handful of unglam pictures( revenge, cherrie? ). you bet it attracted a lot of attention from all the church-goers who went overflow room at gallery west, which still mount up to hundreds and thousands. i cant say im not surprised, i really was, in an embarrassingly good way. so a big big thanks to those who came, charis, cherrie, weixuan, siling, jerome, shiyun, stevey, alvin, fu lin, and daryl.
:D

the fun or should i say, embarrassing moments, continued when i met up with junwei, peiwen and josiah, carrying that big elmo balloon that sings. i knew it was just having a taste of what josiah had on his birthday. ( THAT ROCK N ROLL SONG IS SO MUCH LESS IRRITATING THAN MY ELMO'S). now thinking back, you guys really had a way with buying time!
and when the time is ripe, i was whisked off to take cab, to nowhere land, for me, when they blindfolded me, with josiah's smelly towel, and blast music from ipod into my ears. the lights came on, after they took off the folds, i knew i was right, botanical gardens. the waterfall sounds and the kids' shoutings were give-aways clues. poppers, party sprays, bubbles were the essential tools to give a blindfolded person a huge surprise. and the tool holders then were, valerie, alastair, josiah, peiwen, junwei, audrey and yiling who joined later.

spent the afternoon there, stuffing grapes into our mouths, chatting, blowing bubbles, playing with kids, frisbeeing, putting on disappearing acts, rolling downhill and taking a lot a lot of pictures. the mexican live band and good weather added vibrant finishing touches to the whole picnic session. it was also when, that alastair had a heroic moment, saving the balloons.
can we have another picnic like this again? ((:

night came, and we headed to dempsey for dinner. and dinner was at PS restaurant. the food wasn't very fantastic, but the ambience is really amazing. it feels so cosy, yet elegant, and there's romantic feel to it. boonyen, and her friend, sherwin, showed up, and then, yiling's boyfriend, yifeng, and yihang turned up with kelvin.
:D

there there, the itinerary that was planned wonderfully, by my bff and roomie. :D and also, those who had their parts in planning. you guys made it hard to stop smiling even when i reached home.
as for the presents, just so you know, i love all of them. especially, the album, that will definitely make me smile even years down the road.

i think this the best birthday, with that series of celebrations and surprises, and it's just the way i want to spend it, with family and friends. simple, yet, very enjoyable. and in my opinion, better than wasting my night away at some clubs and pubs. and the club thrill is that, you do it sneakily. :D

told you i love my birthday, the best day of the year.

once again, loves to everyone who made it so special, and those who gave me well-wishes.

-loves n kisses-
felina

i just want to say this is the best damn fucking birthday! and a big big thanks to those who made it so special!
ARGH!
and there goes that minute, im 18 and a minute older!

love all the surprises and the presents, and love those who made the day special even more.

im legal to wed! HAHA

-loves n kisses-
felina

i finally feel excited about my eighteen birthday, cause the thought of celebrating it with friends and family, who actually care, really rock my blistered feet.

firstly, my family who really tried accommodating with my timings to have dinner and celebration with me. and also, the itouch surprise that i have unceremoniously discovered, all that little blessings, the coach wristlet that i have been thinking of all this while, and another present from my eldest sister which i will only get when she returns from london. and hopefully, it's what i wanted. i hinted for a branded wallet pretty obviously. anymore obvious will be a demand.

den we have my guides mates! it's like a big reunion for us all with all eight of us, and none missing. not forgetting also, the 2 seniors that always stay close to us. if only iffah was there, it will be picture perfect. thanks so much loves and all the sacrifices you guys made just to spend this day.

to give a detailed roll call~
weili,yushu and sabrina: their opportunity cost was time to mug for their As. which really moved me to invisible tears, really. i thought you guys would want to concentrate on exams first, till sab asked me out. and sab! take care of yourself! thanks for coming even you're not feeling well

siewhoon: were you trying to make me feel guilty, coming down and spending the whole day out even you are so sick, and down with food poisoning! sayang sayang!
cassandra, teresa and veralyn: i indirectly made you have lesser time with your boyfriends. especially veralyn, whose boyfriend's bday falls on the same as mine! lurbbee euuuxxx!! teresa yap, please join us more often!
kathy and siowqin: damn, uni lives are tough, and you guys are coping with both work and uni, but still made the time and effort to come. hearrtttsss! siowqin!! don't emo! cheer up!

there there. enough of my gratitude speech.
and tomorrow! my official 18th!

ARGH! audd! im so anticipating whatever you have planned! and no matter what, thanks again babe! promise, your birthday, with me and everyone else. (:

=]=)
so happy really!
birthday wishes start coming in already.

-loves n kisses-
felina

spot miley cyrus. she has a long way to go to be like the divas she's singing with.and i mean a long long way
awesome, fergie got a standing ovation


Beyonce
The heart is stronger than you think,
It’s like it can go through anything.
And even when you think it can’t it finds a way to still push on, though

Carrie Underwood
Sometimes you want to run away, Ain’t got the patience for the pain
And if you don’t believe it look into, your heart the beat goes on

Rihanna
I’m tellin’ you that,

Rihanna- Miley Cyrus
Things get better, Through whatever

Rihanna
If you fall, dust it off, don’t let up

Sheryl Crow
Don’t you know you can go be your own miracle

Beyonce
You need to know

CHORUS
Sheryl Crow
If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough, But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up

Sheryl Crow - Beyonce
Who are we to be..questioning, wondering what is what
Don’t give up…THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!

Fergie
It’s like we all have better days
Problems getting all up in your face

Leona Lewis
Just because you go through it

Fergie
Don’t mean it got to take control, no

Leona Lewis
You ain’t gotta find no hiding place

Keyshia Cole
Because the heart can beat the hate

Leona Lewis
Don’t wanna let your mind keep playin’ you

Keyshia Cole
And sayin’ you can’t go on

Rihanna
I’m tellin’ you that

Miley Cyrus
Things get better
Through whatever

Rihanna
If you fall

Miley Cyrus
Dust if off, don’t let up

LeAnn Rimes
Don’t you know you

Natasha Bedingfield
Can go

LeAnn Rimes
Be your own

Natasha Bedingfield
Miracle

Carrie Underwood
You need to know

Ensemble

Mary J Blige
You don’t gotta be a prisoner in your mind

Mary J. Blige
If you fall, dust it off

Mary J. Blige
You can live your life

Rihanna - Carrie Underwood
Yeah

Mary J. Blige
Let your heart be your guide

Rihanna - Carrie Underwood
Yeah yeah yeah

Mariah Carey
And you will know that you’re good if you trust in the good

Ashanti
Everything will be alright, yeah
Light up the dark, if you follow your heart

Mary J. Blige
And it will get better

Mariah Carey
Through whatever

CHORUS

Fergie
You got it in you, find it within
You got in now, find it within now
You got in you, find it within
You got in now, find it within now
You got in you, find it within
Find it within you, find it within

ALL : THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!

for some reasons i can't explain, i get blues easier now, and more often. seriously, something is wrong. or maybe, it's hard getting me interested, for long. i seem to have short attention time span on many things. and it gets frustrating at times.

went out with val(roomie), alast, junwei and josiah today. everyone seems so moody and tired today, though it got better at the end. dinner was surprisingly quiet(than usual), which is quite a pity, seeing how artsy and classy was the ambiance of the restaurant. the pizza bar, it's called. it's those places you would love to go dinner on your first date, and they have this extensive collection of wines, and sprites.

after dinner, with nowhere in mind to go, we headed down to indochine-nude restaurant to chill out. the live band performance, cats in the cradle, is oh-so-good! they played different kinds of music, like, country, soft rock, and pop. reallyreallyveryvery GOOD!!! n i like their chocolate martini. second to vodka ribena. ((:
i realise my drinks have the essence of childhood, but that's what makes the drinks really nice.

chocolate martini, really tasty

-loves n kisses-
felina

i guess this will be my last official trip to pulau ubin. too much is at stake, especially my butt. i have a feeling the amount of stones and pebbles lying around have multiplied. it wasn't very much tiring, maybe just the upslopes, but i just find it somehow dry(as in boring), and dehydrating. and i hate the feeling of being dehydrated. maybe not much of boring, considering the people i went with were jokers and god knows i haven't had a good laugh with them for so long.

but another plus factor, besides going with that group of people, is that, there weren't many people there. no kids and no over protective mother. nothing wrong with that, just that, it can get pretty lane obstructing at times. and the weather was good! got another layer of tan, but sadly, it's with a tee-shirt tan. ): FRIDAY! have to even out the tan, even by a little!

after the sticky, sweaty, yet, veryveryvery enjoyable trip, we went to sampang for dinner. and i had my rootbeer float and beehoon goreng! HAHA. as usual, cherrie vacuumed about one third of the beehoon. i don't think i could get sick of eating beehoon goreng, yet.
and if it's still not enough, i had supper with josiah and junwei at 201 after that. i miss peiwen, she has to come along the next time. and don't tell her i miss her, lest, she gets complacent. :D

tay yiling! you take care of yourself! i help you rub your blue-black next time i see you! love you! muack!

-loves n kisses-
felina

proudly presenting my god-son. ((:







ain't he something? (:
baby justin and his parents.


***
i'm confined at home, in hope of saving up. but really, im bored to tears. the only thing that comes close as interesting today, is webcamming with stef, and baby justin.
staying at home, has it own perks too. just within 2 days, i finished 2 books, and another on its way. i caught a lot of movie online and still sourcing for more to kill boredom that is filling me up faster you can say" absolute vodka". and i also have been napping alot these days and i feel like a pig, though i could say that i recovered alot of lost sleep from all the last sem's muggings and chionging projects. speaking of projects and school work, sem's results will be out tomorrow.
can you sense my excitement?
NOT.
please be good results, dont ruin my up and coming 18th birthday.

another thing worth boogling my mind about is the new addition to the family.
a maid, whom my mum is insistent on renaming.
it's been eons years ago, possibly more than a decade, that we last have a maid.
i still remember my sis and i crying our lungs out when the last maid left. don't laugh, we were very much attached to her.
and maybe that explains why the house always looks like a tornado or twister just swept past us, particularly, my part of the rooms, as often pointed out by my parents.
i mean, come on, in every mess, there's neatness. and i'm a virgo, i know where my things are kept, even in the dark.
:DD

having a maid means, less privacy at times, even it's at home. and she could just report any doings to mam, the empress dowager aka my mummy.
and more dinner at home? which sometimes may not be a bad thing, but it's still not mummy's cooking, and there's this whole load of difference!

the perk is, less or no house chores for me and my sissy. so that's definitely a plus side. and someone to walk the dog. what if frosty loves her more than any of us!
oh well.


i'm going aunty judy's place later, and hopefully, something interesting will happen. anything.