it was only a kiss how did it end up like that

maybe im taking alot of things granted, and im starting to regret. there wasn't much to hope for there and it's stupid of me just hoping things will get better. if i havent take things for granted, maybe i wouldn't be so disappointed.
now i just have to keep it out of mind, sight and heart, just like what raphael says, and it's gonna be difficult.

i just want to stay at home and take my own sweet time doing things, and not caring about other stuff. yes people, im retreating to my shell till i feel like coming out again.

on a happier note, i managed to get some tan, or burnt. and it's rather weird.

shit, im weird. weird and blue-y

time to watch videos to keep my mind occupied. :x