I know we’ve come so far, but we’ve got so far to go.
I know the road seems long, but it won’t be long ‘til it’s time to go. So
Most days we’ll take it fast, but some nights we’ll take it slow.
I know we’ve come so far, but baby!
Baby! We’ve got so far to go! 

i have two sentences to start off the post today.
1. how does it feel like living in the lighted end of a cigarette stick
2. anyone wants a burnt turkey for this Christmas?

despite hours (ok, around 30 over hours) away from the first paper of sem2, MST, i spent my day out with guidey gang to carry out sabrina's much overdued 18 birthday celebration. honestly, sabrina totally claimed the prize of being the most dirty and most taunted 18 birthday girl i ever know. that's the price of not celebrating on the actual day itself, when you'll be treated as royalty. it's just this thing about celebrating your birthday on actual day.

the sun, the main culprit that caused my present misery now. i, for one, welcome the tan, IF the tan spreads evenly, but this tan/burnt that i received today, is a far cry from being even. and sunburnt, as everyone know, makes me way cranky, grumpy and sleepy.
what was it that i did to earn this tan/burnt? nothing but the usual, Frisbee-d, volleyball, picnic ( prepared by yushu and hoonie), and soaking in the semi-polluted waters off the shorelines of Palawan beach. nothing really aliened to beach goers. Oh, let's throw in, playing blind mice, leading the birthday girl into the water, somehow on her own accord, and building a specially sand-made birthday cake, which got trampled over by the birthday girl herself when she freaked out, and being blindfolded as she came just made her even more stupendous.

after a whole day of sun, sweat, and sand, we went to play luge. and i just love the shocked and surprised looks on the first timers faces when they sat the skyrider. cheap thrill i must say. luge is luge for me though. i mean you can expect anything more from a person who sat the luge at least thrice, just this year alone.

speaking of surprises, the ride did not end at Sentosa. we were dining in sushi tei, when we heard, fireworks, drowning yushu's voice, thankfully. she had been talking non-stop since she joined us at the beach in the afternoon. i swear, this's the longest and most beautiful fireworks i ever seen, and im really really glad, im in an air conditioned place where i don't have to squeeze with the rest of the sweaty crowd. and i'll say, our table had the best view to the fireworks.

it's definitely a super duper uber memorable 18 birthday celebration sabby, and we're glad we spent it with you! love you sweetheart!
siowqin, i want pictures!

-loves n kisses-
felina

they say love is blind, i agree. did they mention that love is moronic and retarded too?
if only, that's love. but, guess not, it's too strong of a word and i feel queasy using it. i'm not talking about love as in friends love, family love. i'm talking about this peculiar, strange chemistry that a man and woman share. having hear countless romance problems, it makes me feel blue too. sometimes, i really think love can be superficial. the last thing i want, is a superficial love. don't ask me what is superficial love. i guess the word superficial says pretty much, and it's pretty subjective to your own perspective. and call me old fashion, but i still think girls can't chase guys, no matter how much they like the guy. it's just some dating guideline entailed by nature. and that stupid guy should have more initiative and be the MAN.
i've got more to say, but it's just not the time yet. and this post is fired up by mugging and overdosage of tea.

i managed to start of FF today, and i think i complete a good, healthy amount of it. thank you daddy god i have the mind of Christ, amen.

***
some people just don't let me hate in peace!
nys, olj, cpw >:(

don't ask me where do i get my spare time to load this.



it's too good to waste it. awesomely awesome.

Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend?
- i'm still deciding. kidding, the first one.

How many texts are in your inbox?
- 267. shit i thought i just cleared it.

When did your last hug take place?
- hmm 2days ago?

Who was the last person you talked to?
- talked online, audrey spastic bitch.

Is the last person you held hands with attractive?
- hell no. i think it's chia peiwen, or was it audrey ong.

Name one person on your top friends who is the most like you?
- I'm special. i don't know! i can't really relate

Do you get butterflies around the person you like?
- no way.

Will you get married?
- i'd love to.

Have you ever been too drunk to remember a certain night?
- that's long time ago, don't ask

When was the last time you smiled?
- during the webcam conversations with bff

Does anyone like you?
- shy shy

Who was the first person you talked to today?
- does frosty count?

Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
- audrey, guides mates?

What are you NOT looking forward to?
- exams in few days time and i have no time to study.

Do you plan on moving out within the next year?
- no, not really. i like it here at home.

Are you a forgiving person?
-i hate remembering depressing details, but i do remember something unpleasant happen between who and me.

What's something you really want right now?
- world peace. haa. i dream big.

Have you ever kissed anyone named Michelle?
- why michelle? why no other names?

Who was the last person you drove with?
- i think my sister? or was it my dad.

How late did you stay up last night and why?
- 2am. reading book and waiting for my hair to dry.

When was the last time you cried really, really hard?
- daddy's birthday.

Can you live a day without TV?
- absolutely.

What is your ring tone?
- next plane home, daniel powter

When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
- when doing project.

Has anyone ever told you they were in love with you?
- every morning, i remember i have a Daddy God who loves me, much much long long.
and yes.

Do you still talk to the person you were dating 8 months ago?
- well...... there wasn't anyone significant 8 mths ago.

Are you pregnant?
- HEY, what if a guy is doing this?! when is this going to end?

What did you do this past Saturday?
- WENT TO DARIUS BIRTHDAY PARTY

When is the next time you'll hug someone?
- maybe later?

Are you wearing anything on your feet right now?
- does nail polish count?

What are you doing this coming weekend?
- Sentosa and studying.

What do you want?
- i regret taking this thing, it's going nowhere.

What are you eating?
- will anyone care?

Who do you miss?
- i wouldn't say miss. but i do think about a person a lot. but i don't miss miss. i'm not dying to meet the person. so does that suffice as miss still?

What are you going to do after this?
- i'm going to stare at the computer and wonder why did i ever do this dumb thing.

What is your mood
- feeling real dumb.

Are you happy with life right now?
- every single, pulsing, breathing moment

Who was the last person you texted?
- hoonie

Last person of the opposite sex to give you a hug?
- was it alastair?

Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
- and the reason is YOOOUUUU. (hoobastank)

First person under 'J' on your cell phone?
- oh crap. Josiah. what happened to my other J friends!


i'm bored while waiting for my bedtime, hence this.

was at home the whole day to rush out my part for fmkt, and hopefully im right on track.
in the evening, i went hot yoga and body combat with roomie today. yoga is just so.... funny? we can't stop laughing when we first started class. and audrey, i don't know how you survive the yoga class with your limited capability to reach your toes. the class must have been a torture for you.

bootylicious, yesterday, wasn't a success as the lesson was changed to body jam. it was... funny as well? maybe we are just embarrassed shimmying in front of the instructor, we kept laughing at the steps and i realise, my limbs coordination is just as bad as audrey's ability to touch her toes.

i hope i won't stop working out, i really enjoy the classes and working out till now. and MAYBE, i want to try out yoga another day, when im feeling more flexible and determined in twisting my body unnaturally. so much for the instructor's instructions to do it natural with no force, it's just not possible for me.

and tomorrow, badminton with guidey mateys! just like ol' days. and hopefully yushu matures just a tiny weeny bit. fingers crossed.

-loves n kisses-
felina

im freezing. from the cold air that the air conditioner in the library is blowing out, and under the boredom im experiencing for the past 2 hours, and one more to go. i'm currently waiting for the 05 people to end their lesson, so i can go gymming with them. told you i love gymming. HOT YOGA, BOOTYLICIOUS( this sounds reallll fun) and maybe pilates.

i could have gone home to lessen my burden, but i'm pretty sure that once i reach home, i'll never want to come back out again. so here i am, trying to entertain myself in library. i tried reading this book, "Divas Las Vegas" by Belinda Jones (sounds bimbo i know), till weixuan came along, and chatted with me. den i decided to watch GG's last episode, but damn megavideo, it only loaded halfway before i "reached" the video limit for the day. SERIOUSLY!

i tried getting my reading mood back, but i'm way sleepy now. i know i know. since it's a bimbo book, it doesn't requires any brainwork right? fine, im less than a bimbo.

oh, for ma project, our grp got 85. am i happy? you bet. i wasn't much of a positive contribution to my group, i so wish otherwise. i don't like being a free-rider, but what i don't like even more is that i contribute negatively to my group's work. leave it to the experts like what gen would say.

exams are just around the corners and i yet to fill up my notes. i'm in need of serious mugging. seriously, if i have to cancel out on any plans, i'm sorry. i can't afford to get any C this time round, and i'm determined to do my God's best within this short time span.

class has been more and more spilt up, and it's pretty depressing. thank God, i have kindered friendships from last year to tide me through poly life. thank God i have God.
:D

-loves n kisses-
felina

4ooth post

and it will be on me being tired ( what's new) at the end of the week. a few rounds of mj, ninety nine, meow meow meow, and poker can do me in. i was all ready to hibernate for the rest of today, but sadly, no.

tiredness is accumulative. since Thursday, i never once reach home before midnight. and up till yesterday, i woke up no later than 8 in the morning. and all 3 days have been rather eventful, and being sleep deprived, doesn't help.

but since it was Darius's birthday party, i just couldn't miss it, and any prior engagements just have to be canceled. we reached just in time for the cutting cake session, and proceeded into the room playing mj and some other card games. and as though one whole afternoon of games ain't enough. we played 5-10 over dinner. some smart idea of mine. there were a lot of leftover from the afternoon's buffet, and it was up to the youngsters stuff ourselves to max. so to make things more bearable, we formed teams of 3 and played 10 rounds of 5-10 and the forfeit for the last one standing, will be that the his/her team has to pile their plates with food and eat them. so despite being the first to exit the game most of the time, my team, somehow, ended up eating the food, most of the time. thankfully, the company at hand is a rather sporting bunch, and we managed to clear at least half of the food, and spent the rest of the dinner time, talking about good old secondary school days and the wacked classmates we used to have.
:D

peiwen came by and we bought stickers from the uncle ringo's carnival at tampines central, walked around the carnival and watched the birthday boy played some carnival games, and headed back to jo's place to play a few more rounds of ninety-nine.

stupid mosquitoes bites. and the irritating racket downstairs that woke me up from my slumber. rawr. so much for hibernating.

-loves n kisses-
felina


i hate it when the whole family quarrels over money. depressing.

"I be up in the gym just working on my fitness "
He's my witness (oooh wee)

okaye, the "up in the gym just working on my fitness" is true, as for the "He's my witness" is.. just not true.
i'm beginning to love the gym and the classes they have more and more. i kinda miss body combat class. if not for the gym membership fees, which i consider daylight robbery, i'll probably have join the club. working out in the gym, makes you feel good and it's just different from running around your neighborhood or running on tracks. and it helps to relieve stress and at the same time, keeps you fit.

but i'll never depend on this to be healthy. i mean, there are thousands and one stories about people who worked out in gym, ate healthily and died young. so all these, as good for the body they are, they are not entirely foolproof. if there's anything i learn in church, one thing i have learned well is that, always put your trust in the Lord.

i better start working on fmkt project now, before im caught up in my own life and start going out like...some people who goes out.. what i'm trying to say, i have to start prioritizing my commitments. exams are coming, and i have to make up for not listening in lectures.

and everyone loves a little rebel.

i miss my god-son. wonder how just-fat he has become. :D

i am king, see me reign.

-loves n kisses-
felina

HAPPY BLESSED BIRTHDAY WEIXUAN! :D
i bet you have the most memorable birthday, surprises outside classroom and all.
say adious to the teens and wave hello to the rest-of-your-life womanhood!


today's 20 nov, the long awaited day for me and my guidey mates. me miss them so much. finally they are free from the demanding clutches of the evil warlord, i meant A levels. so to celebrate, we had dinner at bedoky 85 and crashed at yushu's place for teevee, and completing project for me. as a matter of fact, im still here tapping away on yushu's computer.

time passed so fast and we have graduated from hai sing 2 years ago. it feels so unrealisitic. unrealisitic because yushu doesn't seem to have change a single bit while the rest of us have grown and came a long way to become who we are today. we spent our time just crapping around and reminisicing good old(spastic) times, updating each other about the gossips of the people we all know from secondary school and yushu's forever in the center of all the teasings.
love you fat pig.

now that alevels have come and gone, we shall make full use of the time we can spend together, but all these can only start after exams, for the poly students, to end.
very soon it'll be christmas. and i just love christmas, dont you all?

-loves n kisses-
felina


friendster's horoscope
If you suddenly get an urge to tidy up the house, then do it. Your gut is right.
now i truly understand what they mean by horoscopes can be inaccurate.
this is one of its moments.

i want to cry! my pen thingy ( i cant rmb what's the word for it) for my handphone went missing in my own house! damn sad now. LORD I NEED TO FIND IT!

body combat was pretty fun actually. vicious and rough, i like it. tiring it maybe, gyming do give a sense of accomplishment and satisfaction every single time, ok i've there twice this week only, i walked out of the place.

rushing project now.
this is crap. and im down with fever and flu, i think.

a few more pictures before im off to projects and finding my "tok-tok" thing for phone.




ohoh! last year of today, this blog was born. a year of memories penned down.

SUSIMARINA you're officially my idol! you got me flipping excited, so much so when i heard about IT, i flipped over and flopped back again.
woe to HIM.
anyhoos. i missed the drama in school today. such a historical moment, someone should have taped the whole thing down. chose the wrong day to skip class, wouldn't have if i knew this was coming right up today's menu, served cold.

speaking of menu, alastair's birthday dinner was at Dragongate Restaurant, an excellent place to host a traditional chinese wedding dinner. we ordered a lot of food, and ended up having a large spread on the table. pictures and video up as soon as i get my hands on them.
if anyone wants tissue, alastair's the guy you have to look for.

ohoh i just have to post this, cause this is too beautiful to give it a miss.
presenting cherrie chen's work.

how picturesque and enchanting!
can you see it's a combination of 3 pictures?
no right?
good, you're not supposed to.

-loves n kisses-
felina

Steer clear of other people's dramas today. They'll give you nothing but trouble.
that's friendster's horoscope.

i had one drama today, and it certainly got me in a little bit of trouble. but really, what the heaven. i got two more coming right up.

jap curry and miso soup is a huge huge success!! believe it people. it's le chef felina in the sushi hut yo! i see myself a budding chef. the weird thing is, i still don't know how long it takes to cook a half boil egg to perfection.

tomorrow mambo mambo! the long awaited night, i just cannot wait. there's too much build up anticipation this whole week. i can't wait!

once again, the feelings were so strong, that i was taken aback even more than before. so so strong, and i had the most intense overwhelmed feeling.

Love is crazy
Pretty baby
Take it real slow
My feelings show
All you have to do
Is never ever let it go
My feelings show
And I want you to know
My feelings show
I want you to know

What I’m trying to say is that
I’m feeling a change and
I’ll let it take all over
If you need time away
I won’t ask you to stay
But I don’t want to lose you

-loves n kisses-
felina

when we are free and mummy's not at home, frosty gets the ride of his life. :D
sorry for the echo in the video.

isn't he a babe?

just came home from supper with bff at 85.

dont we all just wish for happy ever after, that how someday, we all just might find the one that will kneel to the ground and pull out a ring and say “Marry me, Juliet. You never have to be alone. I love you and that’s all I really know.”- this part from just jared.
i know it's the 21st century, and i ought to be more realistic. but we can all just dream about it right!
:D

im officially stumped with MA. i have not been making any progress since i started on it. my chart's been looking awfully weird and just wrong.

help i need somebody
help not just anybody
help you know i need someone
help

this sucks big time. damn.

feel like fainting
going to faint
fainting
faint
fainted.

movies to catch!

BEDTIME STORIES
An adventure comedy starring ADAM SANDLER as Skeeter Bronson, a hotel handyman whose life is changed forever when the bedtime stories he tells his niece and nephew start to mysteriously come true. He attempts to take advantage of the phenomenon, incorporating his own aspirations into one outlandish tale after another, but it’s the kids’ unexpected contributions that turn Skeeter’s life upside down. From Director Adam Shankman (“Hairspray,” “The Wedding Planner”), BEDTIME STORIES features an all-star cast, including ADAM SANDLER, GUY PEARCE, KERI RUSSELL, COURTENEY COX and RUSSELL BRAND.

YES MAN
“Yes Man” stars Jim Carrey as Carl Allen, a guy whose life is going nowhere—the operative word being “no”—until he signs up for a self-help program based on one simple covenant: say yes to everything...and anything. Unleashing the power of “YES” begins to transform Carl’s life in amazing and unexpected ways, getting him promoted at work and opening the door to a new romance. But his willingness to embrace every opportunity might just become too much of a good thing.

TWILIGHT
Twilight" is an action-packed, modern day love story between a vampire and a human. Bella Swan (Kristen Stewart) has always been a little bit different, never caring about fitting in with the trendy girls at her Phoenix high school. When her mother remarries and sends Bella to live with her father in the rainy little town of Forks, Washington, she doesn't expect much of anything to change. Then she meets the mysterious and dazzlingly beautiful Edward Cullen (Robert Pattinson), a boy unlike any she's ever met. Intelligent and witty, he sees straight into her soul. Soon, Bella and Edward are swept up in a passionate and decidedly unorthodox romance. Edward can run faster than a mountain lion, he can stop a moving car with his bare hands – and he hasn't aged since 1918. Like all vampires, he's immortal. But he doesn't have fangs, and he doesn't drink human blood...

AUSTRALIA
A romantic action-adventure set in northern Australia prior to World War II, AUSTRALIA centers on an English aristocrat (Nicole Kidman) who inherits a ranch the size of Maryland. When English cattle barons plot to take her land, she reluctantly joins forces with a rough-hewn cattle driver (Hugh Jackman) to drive 2000 head of cattle across hundreds of miles of the country’s most unforgiving land, only to still face the bombing of Darwin, Australia by the Japanese forces that had attacked Pearl Harbor only months earlier. With his new film, Baz Luhrmann is painting on a vast canvas, creating a cinematic experience that brings together romance, drama, adventure and spectacle.

BOLT
For super-dog BOLT (voice of JOHN TRAVOLTA), every day is filled with adventure, danger and intrigue—at least until the cameras stop rolling. When the star of a hit TV show is accidentally shipped from his Hollywood soundstage to New York City, he begins his biggest adventure yet—a cross-country journey through the real world to get back to his owner and co-star, Penny (voice of MILEY CYRUS). Armed only with the delusions that all his amazing feats and powers are real, and the help of two unlikely traveling companions—a jaded, abandoned housecat named Mittens (voice of SUSIE ESSMAN) and a TV-obsessed hamster named Rhino (voice of MARK WALTON) -- Bolt discovers he doesn’t need superpowers to be a hero.

ANGUS THONGS AND PERFECT SNOGGING
ANGUS, THONGS AND PERFECT SNOGGING is a coming of age story - a very British take on American high school movies like Clueless and Mean Girls. Based on the first two books of the hughly successful series by Louise Rennison, the film follows the eccentric and irresistible Georgia Nicolson as she overcomes the trauma of being a teenager and moves up the "snogging scale". Misunderstood by her ancient parents, but buoyed up by the love of her cat Angus and her best friends - "The Ace Gang" - Georgia struggles through life seeking out her two main desires: 1. To get a gorgeous sex-god as her boyfriend and 2. To throw the greatest 15th birthday party ever...

and many more. ((:

im waiting for GG episode 9 to load and it's taking forever.
im waiting for something that will knock me out of my own reverie and it's taking forever.
im waiting for a confirmation that will probably change my mind and it's taking forever.
i hate waiting, especially when it's taking forever.


***
why do i keep repeating mistakes, returning to square one and running in circles.
this is crap, i knew it.
to hell with it.

went to do uccd project, interesting stuffs i get to learn about catholicism.
met alas ( I KNOW YOU READ THIS), and we played the lots thingy in the temple. a very peculiar and funny experience actually. i thank God im in the world, and not of the world.
and here i am, trying to do my project.

finally finished with MA-price index, i pray that my explanation stands valid. please please.

thursdays are the most tiring day of the week, and today isn't an exception. so much so that i skipped CRAA tutorial in hope of getting rest at home before tying up the loose ends of my homework. but no.
lindy moved forward her HELLO KITTY opening ceremony to this afternoon, so we ended up playing mj the whole afternoon. she got us to eat her aglio olio, which resulted me in never seeing aglio olio the same way ever again. MA-ed, and now drinking and mj-ing. they just went out for a smoke, so i decided to spend my time worthwhile by blogging.

i'm the juvenile.
:DD

i've been running on my feet the whole day today and im really tired now. i yet to summon enough energy to do dennis sim's business law tutorial. i don't usually commit much time on tutorials, but cause it's dennis sim, i decided i could do well with some effort put in.

i hope none of you assumes that i'm having chronic fatigue, which im not obviously.
my journey today started from home to tanjong pagar to singapore poly to bugis to the cathay to marina square to the cathay to cineleisure cathay.

explanation as per below.
i have been up since six, to have breakfast with my dad and mum at tanjong pagar, before going school for FF tutorial at eight. after which, B-Law lecture was cancelled, causing me not to wait for FF lecture and head out with friends,
so to the streets i go, lunch at bugis, then to watch TROPIC THUNDER with josiah and alastair at the cathay. went to marina square to meet audrey boonyen and yiling where we had a fun time laughing and gossiping about different people. head back to the cathay yet again to have BnJ where we spent the time there watching MTV, and met the person who says im whacked.
:D
den to cineleisure to watch QUANTUM OF SOLACE with my parents and their friends.

the reviews.
tropic thunder was corny, idiotic,revolting, brainless and funny. good for brain-shrinking days like today.
quantum of solace wasn't up to my expectations. the stunts yes, but the storyline, not really. it was like running, shooting, running, explosions, hot babes, shooting, running, hot babes, explosion and most importantly revenge. pretty political actually.
revenge is served oily and my mum was SUPER jumpy throughout the whole movie, damn funny.

and airport to send my parents off.
:D

AND OBAMA WON! surprise? not really. he was leading all the way, but i was skeptical that the colourists may be skewed in their votes. after so much money spent on the elections, it's good that it finally came to an end. and U.S. of America is the only country i ever heard and seen with this great amount of media coverage for their elections.


boring post, i know. my eyes are half-closed.

Obama on the left
McCain on the right
We can talk politics all night
And you can vote however you like
You can vote however you like, yeah

Democratic left
Republican right
November 4th we decide
And you can vote however you like
You can vote however you like, yeah

-loves n kisses-
felina

it's grace im saved. it's grace im loved.

finally watched hsm3 yesterday, with audrey, DARIUS, junwei, josiah and someone who thinks that i'm whacked-but-in-a good-way-but-still-whacked.
HEY I WAS BEING FELINA THE FRIENDLY ONE.
:D
darius was super adorable like usual, once again, whatever happened to his brother is beyond my comprehension.

as for the movie, zac efron looks less barbie-ken like in it as compared to real life, ashley tisdale was fabulus in being the bitchy drama-mama she is. cheesy and corny as the movie may seems, i still think it's pretty good, afterall, it's named high school musical. but i think, it would be better if it's made into a real musical like broadway, cause the settings are a little too extravagant and flashy for a movie. the storyline was pretty good, i think anyone who's graduating from anywhere should watch it, it makes graduation more meaningful.

next on the list will be tropic thunder and quantum of solace! and possibly night in rodanthe.

school now, later then.

byeee

-loves n kisses-
felina

i want watch tropic thunder, HSM3, Quantum of solace.

from a movie fanatic, to a movie-once-in-awhile. but HSM3 finally tomorrow! hopefully there's no sudden change in plans! :D

i miss my guidey mates dearly. im anticipating 20 nov more than my birthday. sweet lord, i pray that all of them do well.
tomorrow's the start of something new. for me and for them.

and i think i have really weird fetishes. and all my close friends, say amen.

waiting for the clock to strike 10, then it will be bed time for me.
bedtime stories or lullabies, anybody?

-loves n kisses-
felina

1 John 4:17
As He is, so are we in this world.
:D


i love this peekture the most , out of all.

raphael: okaye, i shall try this lighting combination for the camera. do something and i'll take.
felina: err, like what? feed you the icecream?( totally didn't mean it as an idea, more of randomness)
raphael: good idea, pretend im the camera and feed me through the lenses.

see how weird and ludicrous it sounded? haha

but raphael's a nice guy, he lets me punch him, and i punched him pretty hard.
he's single, funny, smart and nice.
his number is.. 9xxxxxx0
but he, like all human beings, is flawed. for e.g. he talks a lot of shit and super whiney.
still, any takers?

just some random blabbering.

1. i was just browsing the sp photogenic main webpage and i saw some familiar faces there, and i voted. HAHA! once again, done out of randomness.

2. oh shit, he's probably wondering what's the matter with me once again.

3.I NEED A FLING-O-FLING!
why everyone's reaction so huge when i said i was going to find a fling. everyone except peiwen, who supported me and said we'll find together.

4. i bought this dress from bugis street for 10 bucks. damn good bargain, and i spied similar bargains there too. aud aud! im asking you out now, two weeks from now, 15 nov, shopping spree? please please me~

5. i want to save up, and work out. yay! wednesday, badmintion, gyming and running with hoonie!

-loves n kisses-
felina

heads up: it's gonna be a short and emotional post.
seriously, does it matter?

maybe im sick of trying, too hard and too much. maybe i hate the way things are revolving around one person. maybe i learn not to invest on things that are not worth the while. maybe i don't want to be preoccupied about things that proves to reap no returns.
before anyone asked what happened, nothing changed, but i learned, once again, that i have to draw clear distinctive line.
im tired of going round in circles, just trying to think what can i do, what should i do, how should i do, for the sake of a person, who's oblivious to all these. and trust me, im in no legal binding contracts, obligations, or agreements to do so. call me dumb for doing all these out of goodwill and puppy love, more of puppy love.
some may say two had played this game, i chose to say, a lone game is played.

all is said and done, things should be left the way they should have been, prehistorically planned.

forget about the above, but it stands valid, if anything else.
BE OF GOOD CHEER.

peektures from veevoooo