i want to sleep the whole day. i don't want to think about anything, anyone. i don't even feel like talking. i want to hibernate at home. but all of these above are overruled by people i do care about and love. so out i go everyday and make the best of it.

even simple walking around, doing brainless things seem like a good idea. it's holiday dammnit.
and darius is really adorable.

oh!
i wonder what will be like to be superhero, and what kind of superhero i want to be. but if im the superhero, i wouldn't need to be save. i want to save, i want a savior. what about you? does the idea of being a superhero entice you? do you really want to be a superhero and kick people ass? what kind of superhero you think you will be?

oh!
did i mention friends are escaping this country, all around the same time? im crushed.
especially people i love to hang out with.

for example.
roomie: 12th-18th
peiwen:13th-21st
steph: 13th- i can't remember when
weili: 13th-22nd
audrey: 14-19th

depressing sh*t. im really gonna hibernate at home. im gonna spend my time making holiday lists and new year resolution.

ahh shit random blabbering